Female CEO's personal driver

"Are you really ready to face it?" Seeing Li Wenlong's face wandering, Mina next to her wanted to go up and hold each other's hand tightly, but she couldn't. this time, she needed to straighten out her identity.

"I have to face it. This is my home." Li Wenlong estimated that the word "home" was very important. During these days, he was sorry for too many people. Even, he regretted his original choice. If he had not been too capricious, perhaps he would now live in a very warm place. Although he lived a peaceful life, he could live in harmony with his family.

And now

Looking at the scenery flying by outside the window, Li Wenlong's mind is like a movie film, with scenes of past events echoing in his mind.

The train was fast. Before Li Wenlong could figure out how to face it, he had entered the station.

"Midon, I won't go with you. If I have a chance, I'll see you later." Out of the station, facing Mina, Li Wenlong has an unspeakable sense. He and this woman have come all the way in the wind and rain. However, he really can't do anything, can't have any ideas, can't give each other anything, and can't have any indecent ideas, because he has Jiayi.

After so many things, Li Wenlong finally understood that all the past events would die with the wind, but the family relationship between husband and wife would never die out.

"There is a car here. Let me give it to you!" Mina smiled and turned to wipe the corners of her eyes. "Sorry, the wind blew her eyes."

"Sorry." Gritting his teeth, Li Wenlong suddenly took the other party into his arms.

"I know, understand your heart, you are a good man, but you are also a bad man. You left the image of justice, but took away our heart." Feeling the charming breath of Li Wenlong, Mina is intoxicated and wants time to stay at this moment forever. Unfortunately, everything can only be delusion. After all, Li Wenlong gently pushed her away.

"I will always remember your good." Turning around, Li Wenlong resolutely left. He didn't dare to look back. He was afraid that he would never have the courage to choose to leave again.

Staring at Li Wenlong's figure leaving, Mina waved not far away: "follow him."

Stepping on the land of his hometown, Li Wenlong suddenly found that he no longer seemed to be himself, as if he were a passer-by and no longer a part of here.

Familiar and unfamiliar streets, buildings flashed in my mind countless times.

When he went upstairs and knocked at the door, Li Wenlong's heart was trembling. Someone was walking in the room. Li Wenlong's heart mentioned to his throat.

"Who!" An old voice came from inside.

He could no longer control it. Li Wenlong's tears flowed down, trembling his lips, but he couldn't say a word.

Xu Shi's heart is in touch. The security door suddenly opens, revealing the old lady's old cheeks.

"Mom" Li Wenlong flopped down on his knees, tears flowing down his cheeks, and knelt there and refused to get up again.

"Wen... Wen long." With trembling lips, the old lady leaned on the door frame and pointed to Li Wenlong. She couldn't speak.

"Mom, I'm sorry for you. I'm not filial. I'm an asshole..." kneeling there, Li Wenlong slapped himself fiercely.

"Come in, come in." The old lady came forward and pulled up Li Wenlong.

When a mother looks after her children, she will never hate them, even if she had to bite her teeth before, but at the moment of seeing them, the old lady's heart softened. She is no longer reprimanding or worrying, but first cares whether the child has dinner, thirsty or tired.

"Mom, where's the child?" Li Wenlong turned around and looked at "where's Jiayi?"

"The child is at school, Jiayi..." the old lady sighed and shook her head.

"Where's Jiayi? What did Jiayi do? " Li Wenlong's heart clicked.

"She went to the temple." The old lady sighed. The whole person seemed to be dozens of years old.

"Went to the temple?" Li Wenlong's heart was relieved. No matter where he went, as long as people were all right.

"She, she's going to be a monk." The old lady sat there powerlessly. "If it weren't for the children, she might have... Ah, committed a sin!"

"I'll find her." Li Wenlong got up fiercely. "Is it in the temple in our county?"

"Well, it's there, son. If you go there and say more good words, you must bring Jiayi back. Jiayi is a good child. You must bring her back. Wenlong, we are all ordinary people. Just be an ordinary person. Don't toss about any more." The old lady sighed, "I'm old, useless, and my child is small. If you toss like this again, what will this family do in the future?"

"I know I won't go out again this time. Just stay at home and be an ordinary person." Li Wenlong nodded.

"That's good. Go quickly. I'll buy some vegetables and wait for you to come back for dinner." Perhaps this is the most common way for the elderly to express love, but this way is the most real love, the most sincere love and the most selfless love in the world.

When he got into the car, another woman reappeared in Li Wenlong's mind.

Sister Xuemei, how are you now? Forgive me for not being able to contact you again, but I

Shaking his head and putting aside all this, Li Wenlong held the steering wheel tightly and flashed many possible scenes in his mind. However, when he really got there, he found that everything was in vain.

In such a solemn and solemn place, Li Wenlong did not dare to make a mistake at all. Like ants on a hot pot, he looked for what he wanted in the temple.

At this moment, in a room, Kong Jiayi, who was kneeling in tears, sat there with his eyes closed in front of a teacher.

"Your love is not over, and everyone has their own responsibility. Individuals are always small. Adapting to the environment is the most important. Let it be, and have a flat attitude, so they have little sense of loss.

It is normal to have complaints and regrets. A life without complaints and regrets is a confused life. Without complaints, there will be no joy in life. Without regrets, there will be no happiness in life. " Shaoqing, the teacher Fu slowly opened his eyes. "He's outside. You can choose to avoid it, but it doesn't mean you can really forget the past. All the past events will only become memories. Girl, nothing can't be put down. The more burden you carry on your body, the more tired you will feel. Putting it down is the best way to get rid of the shackles."

"But I..." Kong Jiayi covered her face and wept, and a trace of guilt poured out of her heart.

"I know what you're trying to say." The teacher waved his hand, "the knot still needs to be solved by himself."

"Thank you, master. I see." Kowtow respectfully, Kong Jiayi gets up and leaves.

"Jiayi" was eager to hit the wall. Li Wenlong turned and saw Kong Jiayi walking out slowly.

He looked at Li Wenlong silently, and two lines of tears flowed on Kong Jiayi's cheek.

"Jiayi" came forward, and Li Wenlong suddenly hugged each other in his arms. "Let's go home!"

"Hmm" nodded, and Kong Jiayi leaned over Li Wenlong's shoulder.

A hug devoid of gratitude and hatred.

Li Wenlong once thought about many possible ups and downs, but never thought about it. Sometimes, as long as you can sincerely choose to turn back, the person who hits will always stand there waiting for you to return.

After a long separation, the two were familiar and strange. Lying in bed, Li Wenlong stroked his hair. "I'm sorry, I won't leave again in the future."

At this time, Li Wenlong has made up his mind. Later, he must be an ordinary person. Even if he once told Mina to invest here, he has no ambition. It is the most important that he can return to his previous peaceful life. However, his apology to Mina is deeper.

I hurt too many women, but I don't have the ability to say sorry to them.

"She has gone abroad." The answer was not what she asked. Kong Jiayi said softly, "I came here specially when I left."

He stopped there like Li Wenlong.

"I know you are also sincere. I also know that if it weren't for me, it might be you two who will get married..." sighed Kong Jiayi.

"I will do what I promised. If I say I want to take care of you, I will take care of you all my life." Silently, Li Wenlong took Kong Jiayi into his arms. Although his heart was dripping blood, he could not change all this. He could only silently bless her in the distance. He could really seek his own happy life.

"It is said that she has a good relationship with an international student, and has been recognized and supported by her family." Like telling a story, Kong Jiayi said something about Lin Xuemei little by little.

Li Wenlong's heart seems to be torn apart, but he can't do anything. He can't give Lin Xuemei anything and can't give her the future. Since he can't give, Li Wenlong can't choose what to get. All the past will eventually become the past. The past is like smoke and the wind. It's impossible to grasp it with his hands. Maybe it was a beautiful mistake at the beginning, However, in the bottom of his heart, Li Wenlong still couldn't give up the little secret between him and Lin Xuemei.

"She said, we can be forever friends, and she left a phone, said, you can call her at any time." When she said this, Kong Jiayi's heart was sour, but she still chose to face it. Sometimes, there are many things to say.

Li Wenlong was silent. He used to be so ridiculous that he always wanted to prove himself with something. However, now, what he gets while losing is eternity.

Men are domineering possessive animals. They always like to occupy many people, but they don't know. Sometimes, when you don't have the ability to give something to each other, occupation becomes a shackle to others. One night's love will not have results, but will the so-called eternal love have results?

Li Wenlong closed his eyes and tears were left in the corners of his eyes. If he hadn't left willfully at the beginning, it might still be possible for him and Lin Xuemei, but can time go back? Most importantly, what about Jiayi? What about your own home?

Men, the most important thing is to take responsibility. After so many things, Li Wenlong finally understands that there are no major events in life. He has seen the hardships of grass roots. After experiencing the joys and sorrows of the second generation in Beijing, Li Wenlong suddenly realizes that the complicated and trivial things in life are major events for people, and filial piety to parents and caring for family is the most important responsibility of a man.

Everything will disappear, only this love will never die.

"Zhuzhu has been married, and the object is the person he has always loved. Now they have a big fat boy. They came to see him a while ago. Under the intervention of President Lin, everything over there is the same as you originally thought. The only deficiency is that, alas, the personnel power there has been deprived by some people." Erase the tears from the corners of her eyes, Kong Jiayi tells Li Wenlong about the past and the past that once belonged to Li Wenlong.

"Power is not always a good thing sometimes." Li Wenlong shook his head and smiled bitterly, but he has been brooding about something, that is, the original report letter. If there was no report, maybe he wouldn't have today, maybe he wouldn't have to go to Beijing, maybe... He and Lin Xuemei can still maintain that sweet love even buried in the bottom of his heart.

"I know what you're thinking." Leisurely, Kong Jiayi stared at the ceiling and said, "I did that."

"What's up?" Li Wenlong didn't react at once. Shaoqing suddenly sat up. "What are you talking about?"

"I did it." Kong Jiayi said word by word.

"Why did you do that?" Li Wenlong was a little crazy. He never dreamed that it was his closest person who betrayed him. Finally, he thought of Lin Xuemei's desire to stop talking. Perhaps, she knew that everything was done by Kong Jiayi, but Lin Xuemei couldn't say that she had to bury it in her heart. Perhaps, she wanted everything to be a mystery forever, but she didn't think of it, Today, Kong Jiayi said it herself.

"I don't want you to go farther and farther on the wrong road. You know in your heart that everything should not belong to you. It can't be true or false. When you did that, it was a mistake in itself. I just don't want that mistake to continue. I can do that again, no matter what you want, I will do it again. " Kong Jiayi's words are firm. "Now that you know the truth, you can choose to leave. I once told Lin Xuemei to leave her a chance for you. If you are really possible, now, maybe she is still waiting for you. The phone is on the desk. You can call her at any time. I won't stop her."

Speaking out, Kong Jiayi seems to have put down a heavy burden.

"You..." a rage burned in Li Wenlong's chest, trembling his lips and saying nothing.

"As I said, you can choose to leave. Now you still have a chance. The phone is on the desk and the divorce agreement is on the desk." Kong Jiayi still lay there without expression.

Thinking of the warmth of the family just got, the timid eyes of the little guy, the white hair on the head of the old mother, the joy of his cousin when he learned of his return, the pain when he was in Beijing, and all the past, Li Wenlong chose to give up after all.

Sometimes, letting go is a kind of liberation, an epiphany. Letting go is the choice of mentality. Letting go is the wisdom of life. Learning to let go will reduce all the pressure, troubles, enemies and pain. Isn't it because I can't let go of so much suffering in Beijing?

"Calmly facing is a kind of bearing, a kind of bearing that men should have. Especially in front of women, calmly is a style, a kind of wisdom and a rational choice." Lin Xuemei's words echoed in Li Wenlong's ears. At this time, Li Wenlong suddenly realized that what he had been unable to do was to put down.

Things in life are heavy, put down, and learn to put down, and gallop freely in life. Buddhism says: how to go up, only put down. Gain, I am lucky, lose, my life. Calm people face many changes in life, their hearts are always clear; Even if life is always full of wind and water, the heart is still calm.

If there was no Kong Jiayi's report, I might be able to prosper. However, blessing and misfortune depend on each other. Maybe I will also face another kind of pressure and another kind of shackle. Maybe I will be difficult to avoid vulgarity. Maybe now I have been invited to have tea somewhere.

"Sorry, I just..." Li Wenlong didn't know how to explain.

"It's much easier for me to say it. This matter has been pressing on my mind like a huge stone." Kong Jiayi said leisurely, "no wonder the teacher said that the process of putting down is also the process of getting. When you hold your hands, there's nothing in them. When you release your hands, the world is in your hands. This is the wisdom of letting go. The memory of the mind is limited, so I have to put down the past. Only by releasing new space can we install more new and beautiful things. It's painful to give up when you put it down, but it's easy after the pain! Now I finally understand that the reason why my heart is painful is because I have too many things in my heart, because I can't let go of many things. Now, I've told everything, and I'm much more comfortable. "

"You are right. I was too utilitarian." Li Wenlong stared at the ceiling. "I naively thought how everything should be. Later, I found out how everything could revolve around you."

"At that time, I had no other ideas. I just didn't want you to go farther and farther on the wrong road." Tears flowed down Kong Jiayi's cheeks, thinking of her tragic childhood and the hardships she had experienced. Kong Jiayi was surprised to find that what she was most afraid of was loss.

Ordinary us can't have a calm state of mind like saints. We can look up to the towering mountains like stones, but we don't feel ashamed; Like grass, I admire the greatness of poplar, but I don't belittle myself.

It was because she got too little when she was a child that Kong Jiayi was always afraid of losing. She was afraid that the things she had grasped would slip away in her own hands. It was also because she was afraid of losing that she didn't dare to confess to Li Wenlong. It was also because she didn't dare to confess that she was sure of what happened later.

If, if, these two words can only be people's regret when they regret, because everything can't be pushed down and start again. If the clouds are calm, they can also rain and snow and freely pitch down to heaven and earth; Only when pines and cypresses are calm can they not change their original intention and allow the four seasons to change; Only when flowers are calm can they fill the room with fragrance without regret; Only when people are calm can they live comfortably and have happiness all the time.

Only by giving up the past and feeling the future with your heart can you realize the beauty of life.

In the teacher Fu's place, Kong Jiayi got a lot and deeply realized a lot. It is with this state of mind that she has this courage and the courage to face.

"I know" turned around. Li Wenlong held Kong Jiayi tightly in his arms, but he didn't know that Kong Jiayi had been holding something in his other hand.

Everything is really a thing of the past!

In a corner of a room in the provincial capital, Lin Xuemei, squatting there with her legs in her arms, was in tears, with a mobile phone on the ground next to her.

Although the relationship between Li Wenlong and Kong Jiayi is what she wants to see first, the love in the bottom of her heart is not so easy to give up.

People say that love is an unbearable pain. Then you probably don't love me later, because you can give up. And I probably love you very much. Anyway, I don't want to let go, but finally I gave up, because I want to make your future success and happiness. I hope you will also encounter love that you can't give up no matter how painful, so you can count my pain one by one.

However, there is really such a person in the world who makes you desperate to fly moths to the fire, scarred over and over again, but you are still unwilling to give up. Once, there were people laughing, crying, warmth and shoulder support along the way. However, that person is destined to accompany you through that short good time.

Forget the past, that beautiful, but can't belong to your own love.

Wipe away the tears in her eyes, Lin Xuemei got up silently. Today will be the end of the past and the beginning of a new life. Wash her face and pick up the seat beside the table: "help me book a ticket and fly tomorrow..."

"Xuemei, you finally promised me? You are finally willing to come with me... "The people on the phone are very happy." I will treat you well, and I will give you all my love. "

"I just want to have a peaceful ordinary life, and my children must be by my side." Lin Xuemei endured the heartache.

"I know. I'll let time prove everything." The person on the other side of the phone said carefully, "can I go there now?"

"..." Lin Xuemei is silent. Psychologically, she still doesn't want to accept, face and admit that all this is true.

"Then I won't bother you. You have a rest earlier. I'll pick you up tomorrow." The person on the phone is a little lost. He knows that it still takes time for Lin Xuemei to accept herself. He needs time to prove his heart.

"Come here!" After hanging up the phone, Lin Xuemei turned and walked into the bathroom. Everything new will eventually start. Let the past be the past forever. That beauty will turn into an eternal memory. When she is old, she can be used as an afternoon dessert.

Looking at Li Wenlong sleeping in her arms, Kong Jiayi gently hung up the phone and sent a text message: the wrong person did the wrong thing at the wrong time, but this mistake created the beauty once. We are forever friends!

Bless you!

Turn off the cell phone, Kong Jiayi gently covers the quilt for the two people, and finally shows a sweet smile: This is the beauty she wants, this is the life she wants!

Tomorrow will continue, but she is no longer worried. Nothing is more important than Li Wenlong's return!

In my heart, the old master's words sounded again:

The state of putting down: Bodhi has no trees, and the mirror is not a platform. There is nothing. Where does it provoke dust!