Give me a Word I'll make a World

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10.11

I kept doing some test all the day, pretending to be studying at school.

With these thorough tests, I can confirm it really is working! Torvald! [1]

And today, I'll do another experiment!

Let's write a character with the ability to create!

All the logic we were fed with since birth as well as the "fiction logic" we all have is pushing us to believe that it is impossible for a creation to create.

This is then that things are interesting!

What's interesting, you ask? Then let's try this: I'll write the reactions of people I imagine.

Most people:

-Impossible.

-I don't know if you can but I can't at least.

And then some highly religious people:

-Only god can do this!

Because he created humans, right?

Then let's do this: I'll be god! I'll be the god of an entire country of characters! Great! Let's go for this. [2]

So first, we'll… Wait. Am I considering my logbook as human? And is logbook really sounding better than diary?

Sorry, was lost in my thoughts.

What kind of creation must my creation make?

That's also some hard question. I'll let me until tomorrow to think about that.

I'm quite tired and I can feel it in my incoherent writing and wandering mind… It is late. And today is Monday. You know what I think about Monday… As most lazy people, I FUCKING HATE MONDAYS!

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11.11

Usually this kind of days with funny numbers are my favorite days, but today, I feel like this is like a Friday 13th.

Not only the day was horrible at school: from the food to tons of accidents but I also I didn't find any idea about what to do with it.

I feel like a cultivator.

I MUST achieve a breakthrough but I can't seem to manage to do it. Only time can fix my problem. And time is what I'm lacking…

Time…

Looks like sudden inspiration works too!

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[1] If you hesitated between 2014, 2025 and later dates you now don't have any doubts left… It is not 2014.

[2] I had to resist to not add something after the date of the first record… Like they turn against mc or something like that. I decided to do something admittedly cold-blooded and pragmatic but also NOT SAD. For once… Let's test my resistance to my own drama-making urge.

[3] If I didn't stop myself yet again, there would be a "note on the bottom of the page" saying "I know." That's one of the drama I keep imagining h24 and don't wanna add: a conspiracy where some kind of powerful entity is spying mc through the logbook/diary… And soon more and more notes would be at the end of the pages. Until the conspiracy is revealed because mc dies horribly and we see the guy holding the diary, writing comments on it, the same than we read.