Give me a Word I'll make a World

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31.12

Everything went well.

Very well.

I am the first Great Guru and the leader of the first fully independent country created in centuries that was not invaded just after!

The leader of the world!

Now should be the time for me to write my memoir.

After what leader forgets to write his memoir?

That's the thing that'll ensure I won't be misunderstood as a real savior after all!

Anyway I'll try to be immortal in the future. So I got a lot of research to do. I'll have generations of Great Guru succeed me to do all the administrative work in my stead, and I'll just keep having my way in the shadows.

Oh, and by the way, I got an idea for an introduction:

"I've never been a great author.

To say the truth, I just did it on my free time.

At first, it was just some tries on a file. After a few chapters, I just found the first unsightly and often gave up.

Giving up can resume my life.

I did music for a few years, then gave up.

I did try to study hard at a time, then gave up.

I started at least a few dozen different stories, then gave up.

But one day, I started publishing one of my work on internet.

Whether it was good or not, I didn't even try to know. Wouldn't others be more able to judge that than me?

That's what I thought.

I published my first chapter. A second followed up quickly after. And soon, I had all kind of ideas left to write.

I started having a regular rhythm. I kept totally neglected my studies. Well, it wasn't different from before, I always relied on my innate talent for studying to study less. But instead from escaping my life by consuming, I created too.

In a way, maybe I thought I would be able to escape reality. Escape the way the world was made.

But I was wrong.

Writing wasn't only about escaping reality.

This channel… They hold the key for it… Writing the world's script.

And this script… Is now entirely mine!"

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32.12

Fuck, I was so happy to make successors to take care of things in my stead that I happily went to make babies, but I forgot.

I'm a girl.

In 9 months that's gonna hurt, fuck it!

A/N: I didn't tell the sex of the mc just for this delicious plot twist!