Compared with her previous strength, Tang Xin always thinks that Yan beast and her ml are not intended to satisfy her body. Instead, they are a bit like using ml to get used to him, his temperature, his breath, his taste, his weight and his rhythm Get used to all his

Two people keep this frequency about once every two days.

In recent days, her forehead and leg stitches have been taken off, and the whole person's spirit has improved a lot. Yan beast is a bit reckless, and occasionally pesters her until the morning. When she wakes up in the morning, she can't help but indulge

At first, Yan beast suddenly came up in her sleep. Tang Xin was frightened. After all, she did not have the experience of sleeping with a man, waking up together, or doing that kind of thing in the morning.

Suddenly, it's normal to be scared.

Later, more than a number of times, slowly also get used to.

Now Tang Xin is no longer on guard against Yan beast. He is no longer as nervous as he was at the beginning. He is so nervous that he doesn't know what to do. He pushes and pushes, and it takes a long time for him to comply.

For example, this morning, she was sleepy and felt a heavy chest, abnormal invasion of the body.

In peacetime, she had already jumped up.

In the morning, she just opened her eyelids vaguely, looked at her eyes, and determined that the man on her was a strict beast, not someone else, so she closed her eyes and continued to sleep in the past -

she has been fully used to Yan beast and everything he has done to herself, as if all things are taken for granted

Sometimes Tang Xin even thinks that the current mode of getting along with Yan beast is a bit like a couple who have been married for many years, and they have total trust in each other

The closer the body is, the more accustomed to each other's existence, the more uneasy Tang Xin is.

She was always worried that Yan beast would ask herself if she loved him again.

Then she couldn't answer what to do.

Tang Xin's worries are superfluous.

Because Yan beast never asked the same question again.

Tang Xin is relieved at the same time, in the heart inevitably some loses.

Sometimes looking at the calm, as if nothing had happened to the strict beast, she could not help thinking, why did he not mention a word?

Was it hurt by your attitude that day?

In fact, don't use the original Philippine language to say, Tang Xin is also very clear, his behavior that day, is a bit hurtful.

But she didn't mean to hurt people.

She really doesn't know how to answer

In a daze.

"Tang Xin, what do you think of Yan beast?"

"I I don't know Should I like it... " If she doesn't like it, she won't be able to share her intimate body temperature by entering her body again and again. She would not allow Yan beast to get close to her, nibble, and invade her life bit by bit. She even developed the habit of waiting for Yan beast to sleep well every night

However, like is not equal to love.

Tang Xin more than once, told herself that she can put in more, let like into love.

After all, before the accident, she decided to have a serious relationship with Yan beast, turn Lu Haoting over and start a new life.

Tang Xin didn't know that it was easy to do, but difficult to do.

She really tried, but she couldn't get involved.

She seems to be Lost the trust in all people, also lost The power of love

"Filipino..." Tang Xin bent up his legs, arms around, chin gently against the knee, confused like a helpless child, "I A little afraid... "

Last love, not only let her black and blue, but also nearly killed her

Both psychologically and physically, she was afraid of love.

She did not dare to pay, not to invest, and dare not touch love again.

Tang Xin knows that this is unfair to Yan beast.

The person who hurt her is not Yan beast, and Yan beast is not Lu Haoting. She can't confuse the two people, let alone bring the hurt in the previous relationship to Yan beast, and let him pay for Lu Haoting's mistakes.

But she couldn't control herself.

That kind of fear has gone deep into the bone marrow

She tried more than once.

Try to forget the harm Lu Haoting brought to himself, empty everything, find the one who is full of beautiful longing for love, like a person, and devote himself wholeheartedly to love.

But there's no way.

There's no way.

She can't do it.

Every time, when she wants to put in and want to make her like Yan beast deeper, all kinds of things Lu Haoting has done will appear in her mind.

Then, she would start to think about whether Yan beast would hurt herself like Lu Haoting one dayReason tells Tang Xin that Yan beast and Lu Haoting are different, so they can't be confused. It's insulting Yan beast.

However, she really can't control

Having known each other for so many years, how can we not see the original Philippine language? What is Tang Xin afraid of?

That scum of Lu Haoting really does harm to people!

"Don't think too much and don't force yourself too hard. Everything has to have a process. No one can just come out of the last relationship, and immediately into a new relationship, it is not a housekeeper. You are afraid, afraid and afraid to put in, which just shows that you are seriously considering the future of Heyan beast, not to play with him. Don't worry, take your time... "

Tang Xin looked at Yuan Feiyu, did not speak, moved her body, and put her head on her shoulder, "I think I'm a little sorry for him He didn't do anything wrong. He was so good But I have to bear what I shouldn't have... "

"Filipino, do you know? Yan beast, he fell in love with me eight years ago... "

"Yi Yi, Lu Haoting, and this time From the beginning to the end

"He always fell in love with me in those days."

"Or, five years ago, when the Dihao group had an accident and knew that there was a strict beast and asked him for help, would it not be possible to have children with strange men later..."

"I even thought more than once that if nothing happened, would I be able to give myself to him completely instead of a man who didn't know what the other person looked like..."

"These two days, I always dream about what happened five years ago. I dream about being repeatedly..."

When Tang Xin said this, her eyes blinked red, and her body trembled unconsciously, "I I don't know what's going on with me, but the pictures that I have forgotten suddenly become more and more clear... "

"Every time I follow Yan beast I can't help thinking, that man did the same If he knew, would he mind, dislike, and... "

"Filipino, I regret it. I've never regretted my reckless decision five years ago like I do now... " Tang Xin closed his eyes, tears from the corner of his eyes, ran down his cheek to the original Philippine shoulder. His hoarse voice seemed to be laughing and mocking, "but If it hadn't happened five years ago, I might have been green with Lu Haoting. Now I think all the children have I will not find Yiyi, and then I will know Ruisi and Yan beast Filipino, do you think life is funny sometimes

The original Philippine language did not answer.

Tang Xin's frustrating experience in these years is indeed a pity.

But fortunately, it's all over.

It's better to see Lu Haoting's face now than after marriage, isn't it?

She patted her friend on the back. The original Filipino didn't want to talk about five years ago. She was afraid that Tang Xin would recall more bad memories.

Five years ago, when Tang Xin came back from giving birth to her child, she was left in the bed. She was so skinny that she almost lost half of her life. Relying on psychotherapists and drugs, and the emergence of Yiyi, she managed to survive. It seems that it happened yesterday.

The original Filipino didn't want to repeat such a painful thing again. She knew better than anyone that Tang Xin had made great efforts to finally come out of the haze five years ago.

"Well, don't think about it. Don't you say that Yan beast has already known about your past? He knows, but never mentioned, that he really does not care, you ah, don't get into trouble. I think you are not well hurt, will be all day daydreaming, go to a good sleep, soon wake up nothing. Good, don't sit here in a daze and go back to bed and have a sleep

Yuan Feiyu pinches Tang Xin's arm and urges her to go to bed for a while.

"I..." Tang Xin wanted to say that it was because Yan animal didn't mention the past, as if nothing had happened. She felt that she was not good enough to be worthy of Yan beast, at least physically.

In the end, she didn't say anything. She got up and went back to bed.

Maybe I'm really tired. Tang Xin, who thought he couldn't sleep, just lay down for a while, then he fell asleep

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