Hubby,love is so hard

"Congratulations." Lance picked up the wine glass and touched Shang Jin Shen, "but also, how can the woman who spent so much effort to get rid of others? I remember that it was for her that you got yourself into drugs at that time. Do you know what will happen if you miscalculate? "

"I've never miscalculated. I know what kind of person she is."

Ji Yan didn't listen to the following words. She only had Lance's words in her mind. He said that Shang Jin Shen did it on purpose. Shang Jin Shen said that he knew what kind of person she was.

Those pain, those sad, those sad, those days reappear in front of her eyes, she recalled those, feel particularly ridiculous.

After lance left, Ji Yan came out from the dark, her eyes were slightly red, and she seemed to have no soul or support. She just looked at Shang Jin Shen in a daze, "is the red wine good? Pour me a drink. "

Shang Jin Shen came over and wanted to hold Ji Yan's hand. Ji Yan dodged his hand, "I said pour me a glass of wine." Ji Yan looks up at Shang Jin Shen. After looking at each other for a while, Ji Yan goes to the table. "It seems that you don't want to pour me wine. I'll pour myself a cup."

Ji Yan poured a glass of wine and looked at Shang Jin Shen after drinking it. "Sometimes I feel terrible and I can't guess. It seems that everything is in your calculation. It seems that there is no one or anything you can't get. In addition to feeling terrible, I'm glad that I'm special. " Ji Yan laughs sarcastically, "but I only found out today that I'm not, I'm also in that range. I'm a person who you want to be able to take, a person who is regarded as a chess piece and calculated by you. Should I be lucky that I am treated as a pawn by you, but I can block your life

Shang Jinshen reaches out to hold Ji Yan, but Ji Yan steps back. "You don't get close to me, Shang Jinshen. I want to ask you now. At that time, I felt guilty. I feel sad. I see that you feel uncomfortable. I feel distressed. Do you think it's ridiculous? Do you think in your heart, how can there be such a stupid woman who was sold by me and count money for me?"

Shang Jin looks at Ji Yan deeply, "you listen to me explain."

"Explain? Explain what? Your so-called explanation is to replace one lie with another, right? " Ji Yan smile more sarcastic, "I don't understand, I in your heart is what?"

Ji Yan picked up the wine bottle and poured herself a glass of red wine. She drank it all. She slammed the glass and smashed the bottle. Instead of asking in a soft voice, she cried excitedly, "tell me, what am I? Am I still valuable in your heart? "

Pieces of glass on the ground, white and red, green and red, are very gorgeous in the sun.

Shang Jinshen came over and hugged Ji Yan. Ji Yan didn't struggle or resist, "Shang Jinshen, tell me, what am I?"

"Let me explain." Shang Jin said in a low voice.

Ji Yan smiles, "explain, explain what? Do you want to say that you do it because you like me, because you love me too much? Count me. Oh, I think it's ridiculous. If you want to say that, forget it. "

Shang Jin deeply feels that Ji Yan wants to push him away and hugs Ji Yan harder.

Ji Yan felt his resistance and said powerlessly, "I want to take a bath now and be quiet. There are many things to be clear about. Can you give me this power?"

Shang Jinshen personally took her to the bathroom, checked the doors and windows, and took away everything that was enough to kill her.

Ji Yan looks at her coldly. After everything is taken away, Ji Yan looks at her, "do you think I will commit suicide? You really look up to yourself Ji Yan then walked into the bathroom.

Open the shower, Ji Yan slowly sitting on the ground. What does she hate the most? Is betrayal, but again and again was betrayed, they think she has no heart, will not hurt?

Ji Yan watched the water flow slowly from her feet. After the first drop of tears, they began to fall, from silent to living.

Despair, helplessness, and even so, a decision has to be made.

Ji Yan washed for half an hour and cried for half an hour. She put on her bathrobe and looked at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were slightly red. She didn't intend to hide the fact that she had cried. No matter what, she is just a girl.

Ji Yan opens the door and comes out. She sees Shang Jin Shen smoking on the balcony. She sees him putting out his cigarette and coming towards her.

Shang Jin looked at Ji Yan's red eyes and asked in a low voice, "are you crying?"

"Can I not cry?" Ji Yan sat down beside the bed. "I think we should talk about our affairs. I think we need to calm down. I'm going to talk about it now."

Shang Jinshen interrupts Ji Yan, "how much time do you need to calm down?" Looking at Ji Yan's silence, Shang Jin asked, "a week, a month or a year?"

Ji Yan looks up at Shang Jinshen, "engagement banquet"

Then he was interrupted by Shang Jin Shen, "I can postpone the engagement banquet for as long as possible."

Ji Yan stares at Shang Jin Shen, "I mean, the engagement banquet is cancelled. Let's break up."

Shang Jin Shen stood up and said, "it's not a big deal. I can explain it clearly. Listen to me, eh?"

"For you, if cheating is not a big deal, then our life will not be full of lies in the future? I don't want to live like this, and I don't want to hear your explanation. " Ji Yan lowered her head and said slowly, "Shang Jin Shen, let's get together and disperse."

Shang Jin Shen's eyes are more complicated when he looks at Ji Yan. It's a fine day, but he doesn't know when the clouds will be thick and thunder and lightning will start. Shang Jin Shen's eyes are quiet, "how can we get together and disperse? What do you think we can get together? How dare you get together with me? "

Ji Yan suddenly feels that Shang Jin Shen is terrible. She gets up and wants to run, but he pulls her back and presses her on the bed.

Shang Jin Shen reaches out to untie Ji Yan's bathrobe. Ji Yan wants to step back, but he can't move.

Ji Yan was afraid. The moment her bathrobe landed, she was afraid. Lightning flashed and thunder sounded, "Shang Jin Shen, aren't you afraid I hate you?"

"I don't mind you hating me more." Better than nothing.

Dormant for many years, the soul shed a lot of blood. Ji Yan never met anything too terrible, but now Shang Jin Shen makes her afraid.

Lightning across the sky, lit up the bed, two people on the bed, one in silent tears, one in stubborn with their own way to express their love, they are both poor children. Poor to do not know how to touch each other, but also want to embrace each other.

I don't know how long the rain scared them, and they don't know how long it rolled.