I am writing a diary in a crossover manga.

Looking at Hayasaka, she was also looking at him in astonishment, obviously she had not expected his calm reaction at all.

At this moment, Amamiya Ren realized that these two people seemed to really treat him as a fool.

Amamiya Ren took a deep breath.

"Hayasaka, come here."

In astonishment, Hayasaka Ai obediently walked in front of Amamiya.

"Bang!"

She directly gave Hayasaka a knife on the head.

Covering her head, Hayasaka Ai looked at Amamiya in even greater astonishment, her innocent big eyes seemed to be asking why.

"You bring Fujiwara to me every day, stay overnight, and even sleep in the same bed with me. Do you think I'm a fool? Even with such an obvious hint, I don't understand what you are thinking?"

After teaching Hayasaka a lesson, Amamiya Ren pinched Fujiwara's soft face with both hands.

"And you, Fujiwara. It's fine that Hayasaka didn't notice it, but why do you think I didn't notice it?"

"Um... Ren (face)..."

1.8 Fujiwara Chika's face was pulled, and she kept pointing at the place where she was pinched.

Amamiya Ren let go of her hand, and she covered her red face and looked at Amamiya Ren angrily.

"I always sleep in your arms, how can I see your expression and actions? You always carry me back to the room in the morning, how can I have the chance."

Because she didn't observe it directly, she didn't realize that Amamiya actually knew about Hayasaka a long time ago.

Fujiwara Chika covered her face pitifully.

"I thought you would be like facing Kaguya and Sonoko."

Amamiya Ren was a little speechless.

"What has Hayasaka done? Just like you. You have already taken the initiative to throw yourself on me, and I don't know what you are thinking?"

"Hayasaka has directly laid on my bed, and I still don't understand what she is thinking. I am just stupid!"

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Chapter 237 I will slowly change

After complaining for a while, Amamiya Ren continued to comfort Fujiwara and also gave Fujiwara a final check.

"Well, it's almost certain that your psychological problems have almost recovered."

There was no sign of an outbreak of psychological problems yesterday, and there were only slight problems the day before yesterday.

Time is still a very important medicine.

As time passed, coupled with Fujiwara's tossing in the past two days, Amamiya Ren realized that Fujiwara was completely suppressing his psychological shadow with another emotion.

This emotion probably came from him, and this emotion also had some lustful elements.

"Well~I'm still recovered."

Hearing her own situation, Fujiwara Chika's voice was full of helplessness.

If she recovered, she wouldn't be able to let Hayasaka take her to Amamiya to spend the night like before, what a pity.

Understanding the implication, Amamiya Ren could only knock on Fujiwara's head.

"You really want that kind of psychological problem to stay with you for a long time. Loss of control and pollution, do you know how taboo the extraordinary people in that story are about loss of control and pollution? They don't want to experience their own consciousness collapsing and being shattered bit by bit in their entire lives."

"You still dislike your fast recovery speed."

Fujiwara Chika, with a puffed face, made a cute cooing sound and turned her head away a little angrily.

Amamiya Ren shook her head slightly and focused her attention on Hayasaka.

"Hayasaka, when you go back, explain what happened in the past two days to Kaguya. Kaguya is not an unreasonable person. Well... she should be jealous. I also said this when I talked to her face to face to respond to the problem."

"But Hayasaka, you'd better confess to Kaguya directly after you go back."

"Understood."

Hayasaka Ai took a deep breath. She also understood that Fujiwara-san's matter still needed to be confessed to Kaguya-san.

After speaking, Amamiya Ren looked at Hayasaka Ai and slowly stretched out her hand.

Seeing this, Hayasaka Ai paused slightly, her face turned a little pinker, but she still walked slowly to the bedside and sat on the other side not occupied by Fujiwara.

Amamiya Ren put one hand around Hayasaka's waist and pulled her to her side.

Hayasaka Ai also felt such initiative for the first time, and the pink on her face began to turn redder, but she quietly leaned her head on Amamiya's arm.

"Sorry, it's always the girls who take the initiative."

"No."

Hayasaka Ai knew Amamiya's situation very well, and naturally understood why he didn't take the initiative.

"I'm not good at dealing with girls, which is actually caused by the environment in my previous life."

"I'm not a very good person myself, I can only be regarded as a very ordinary person. But because of being too ordinary, I can't take on many things that need to be taken on, and I have hardly considered the issue of marriage, and I don't even need to date girls."

Fujiwara Chika, who was still angry just now, became interested when she heard Amamiya talk about the past.

"What does it mean that you don't even need to date girls?"

Thinking of the situation in her previous life, Amamiya Ren couldn't help but sigh.

“Because I can’t afford the conditions for marriage, even if I date a girl, the final result is that I can’t get to the final step of marriage.”

"I have almost no contact with girls, and I am a homebody. After graduation, I found a job that can be done at home, so I have no conditions to go out. Naturally, I have no chance to contact girls."

"So, I didn't deliberately ask girls to take the initiative. I really don't know how to do it."

"Besides, I am also worried that it is an illusion caused by my excessive self-awareness."

"At that time, there was such a saying that there are three major illusions in life. The first is that the phone is vibrating, the second is that I can fight back, and the third is that she likes me."

"In the decades of my previous life, plus the fifteen years of my life in this life, I am just an ordinary person. I habitually bring in the way of thinking in the past, and I am also worried that some of my feelings are my own illusions."

At this point, Amamiya Ren smiled bitterly.

"Perhaps, to put it simply, I am actually a very timid person, and a little timid when facing things."

Hayasaka Ai and Fujiwara Chika, who listened quietly, can actually feel it roughly.

Because of some concerns, they subconsciously keep a distance in their hearts.

It's not that they don't like it, but because they are worried that they make a subconscious reaction.

"Amamiya... the previous life is just the previous life. This life is still different from the previous life. You are no longer the ordinary person in the past. At least you should live in a different way in this life."

Hayasaka Ai guided softly.

"I know. It's just that before I became an extraordinary person, I was still an ordinary person for fifteen years in this life. Sometimes, the thoughts of ordinary people have not changed."

If he had been special since birth, then he might not have such a cowardly side. Maybe he would have built up different confidence from the beginning, and he could have a heart that was not inferior to others.

But who made him have the opportunity to become an extraordinary person after fifteen years of ordinary life.

Even facing this opportunity to become an extraordinary person, his attitude was very cautious. It took a year of trial to open that opportunity.

So, Amamiya Ren admitted that he needed time to change and needed to change the concepts and ideas he had always had in the past.

It was not a change in the three views, nor a change in the ideas he had established in the past, but a change in the way he treated others.

"In fact, I only spent a month on the change."

The two people who were awakened remembered that it was only a month since the first diary appeared. Amemiya's change began within this month, and it was normal that he didn't change everything.

"I used to be a little cautious, but at least now I can be sure of many situations. For example, Kaguya and Sonoko's confession, and Fujiwara and your love."

"After all, no matter how stupid I am, I don't think that a girl who wants to run to a boy's house every day, likes to stick to a boy, and wants to stay overnight every day will have no idea about the boy."

This statement made Fujiwara Chika and Hayasaka Ai blush a little.

Because the two of them did this in the past week.

"In the future, at least I will slowly start to change in this regard."

"But... I always feel that this kind of change seems to be destined to be a scumbag. Well, this idea also needs to change."

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Chapter 238 Who doesn't like cute maids?

Saturday morning, 5:30, Amemiya's house.

Under the influence of her biological clock, Hayasaka Ai opened her eyes habitually.

In fact, her biological clock for getting up every day is even earlier, but because she needs to consider Amamiya Ren and Fujiwara Chika who sleep normally in the past week, she also extended her sleep time, sleeping nearly half an hour more every day.

Recently, when I open my eyes, I can always see that calm and cute sleeping face.

But today's feeling is somewhat different.

From today on, I should be standing on the same starting line with Miss Kaguya.

Hayasaka Ai only felt a feeling she had never had before, that inexplicable sense of security and belonging.

At this moment, she understood a little why Miss Fujiwara was so greedy for Amamiya's arms.

Now she also experienced it, and she understood it thoroughly.

Thinking of this, Hayasaka Ai twisted into Amamiya's arms and buried her face deep in Amamiya's arms.

Sure enough, just as Miss Fujiwara said, Amamiya's arms really gave people a very comfortable feeling.

Peaceful and quiet, she couldn't help wanting to continue sleeping beside Amamiya.

Even though it was time for her biological clock to wake up, she still didn't want to get up, even with the willpower she had cultivated as a maid for so many years.

"Hmm..."

Perhaps because of her previous action, Hayasaka Ai suddenly heard a slight sound. She leaned on Amamiya's arms and looked up to see that Amamiya, who was still asleep just now, slowly opened her eyes.

The hand on her hip moved and pinched it subconsciously.

The suddenness almost startled Hayasaka Ai and she looked up and met Amamiya Ren's eyes directly.

The shy Hayasaka Ai and the stunned Amamiya Ren met.

The perception transmitted to the brain by the hand, as well as Hayasaka Ai's shyness, made Amamiya Ren instantly realize where her hand was.

At the moment when Amamiya Ren was about to open her mouth, Hayasaka Ai quickly reached out to block it.

With a hint of shyness, she slowly moved closer to Amemiya's ear.

"Don't wake up Miss Fujiwara."

Amemiya Ren took a deep breath, nodded slightly, and slowly moved his hand away from Hayasaka's hips.

The two of them started to get up with the tacit understanding they had developed in the past week.

Hayasaka Ai supported her body with both hands and sat up, carefully removing the quilt covering them.

Amemiya Ren carefully picked up Fujiwara Chika with the tentacles formed by the gray mist, and waited until he got up and stood firmly before taking over Fujiwara Chika again.

Hayasaka Ai, who got out of bed together, adjusted her condition slightly and opened the space door to Fujiwara Chika's room.

With the skilled cooperation of the two, Fujiwara Chika had been placed in her original room.

And the two who sent Fujiwara Chika back also returned to Amemiya's home.

Hayasaka Ai walked in front of Amemiya, without speaking, but closed her eyes and tiptoed slightly.

Amamiya Ren took a deep breath, lowered her head slightly and kissed the lips that were not painted with any lip color.

After a long time, the two separated tacitly.

Hayasaka Ai opened her eyes full of smiles.

"You should practice kissing skills more in the future. Miss Kaguya is not a person who is good at taking the initiative. She is much more timid than Miss Suzuki. Some things need to be guided."

"But it doesn't matter. In the future, as long as you need it, I will accompany you to practice at any time, my master."

The thoughtful maid's style of the mistress made Amamiya Ren's heart beat faster.

Who doesn't like a thoughtful and cute maid?

At this moment, Amamiya Ren made an excessive request for the first time.