I, holding a long sword in my hand, only know one move

"Leaving the current team means that you have to go to other PVP worlds to find new teammates... Are you worried about how to deal with the relationship with the new team members?"

Although the rules of the so-called team conquest mode are not yet clear to the two of them, since it is a team battle, there must be the most basic trust between team members.

As the system says - trust your teammates, they will be your most reliable partners in subsequent adventures.

After getting to know each other, getting to know each other, and trusting each other, the separation of life and death will inevitably follow.

Even Keen's team, which was wiped out before, had a strong bond with each other and would be angry or sad because of the death of their teammates.

Cheng Rang had already anticipated such a thing, but he didn't want to see it happen again.

[That damn system will definitely not let you down. 】

Even if he has invincible fighting ability, there is no guarantee that he can protect everyone. Even if you definitely won’t die, the people around you will leave sooner or later...

Enlightenment is easy to say, but when it's my turn, it's still an indelible pain.

He believed that for the time being, there was no way to be like Leticia, who had the awareness of being an "immortal" to deal with bonds, the complete open-mindedness after seeing all the scenery, and experiencing all the stories.

Look around you at a glance

In the life of a person, he knows that as long as we meet again, we will face the pain of separation, but he still throws himself into it without hesitation, like a moth to a flame.

That's why she said... Is everything just beginning for me?

I really don’t understand yet, and I’m not even ready…

Cheng Rang looked at the empty wine glass. At this moment, even thinking of Isabella made him feel inexplicably panicked.

If this continues, what will happen to Isabella? She will die...sooner or later, how will she die? Die in my arms or my hands?

He couldn't imagine that such a scenario would happen, but Cheng Rang knew that it would definitely happen, and it would even catch him off guard. Just thinking about that possibility makes my chest feel as uncomfortable as being blocked.

Only Leticia... could give him a sense of peace of mind, because he knew that Leticia would not die.

She has more experience in dealing with this kind of thing than he does. Thinking of her words gives him a sense of peace of mind that he can sleep peacefully no matter what.

Because he knew that no matter when he called her name, he would get a response.

The air fell into an eerie silence. Cheng Rang and Christiane lowered their heads, seeming to be thinking about their own things.

For no reason, Cheng Rang seemed to suddenly have an idea. He figured out why Letitia could keep waiting.

I never understand why Leticia always likes to wait, wait for herself, wait for Isabella, wait for everything that can wait to pass...

Isn’t it good to decide everything early? Such a child-like impatience always drew Leticia's eyes.

No matter how hard she tried to explain it to herself, she still couldn't understand it empathetically.

What else can I do if I don’t wait? You can see your whole life in one glance, what else can you expect in the future?

She said: "Now I am like a person running on the ground, chasing the sun on the other side. If I run, the sun is out of reach, but if I wait, the sun will keep rising."

[What is infinite time? What kind of concept is that? 】

In the limited time, you will be impatient, you will lose opportunities, and you will be upset about the things you missed, all of which are gone forever——

But in infinite time, you cannot reach the end of the so-called "life", and you will not know what else you can have besides this infinite time.

Everything you may have been impatient with before, and may regret that you missed, even if you get it, it will be turned into ashes by time... In the end, only you will be left.

At that time, all the regrets and good things that have been missed and retained will disappear, and the things you once owned will no longer be owned. When you know that after everything is missed and owned, the results will be the same, and there will never be any Change - that is nothingness, they will appear again, over and over again...

At that time, you will find that those things that seem to be the most important in life often all lose their due value. In the long river of time, they eventually turn into memories that float away like ashes and return to dust, forever sealed in dust. Or forget.

Leticia no longer chooses to chase the distant sun, she just waits...

When all the stars in the universe are burned out and the star cores are extinguished...then the sun falls by itself, waiting for that hope that will never disappear no matter what, a thought.

"I will not wither, I will take root on that dead planet, and wait until the extinguished sun falls and smashes me in."

Thinking about it now, that might be the most romantic thing for her...

Chapter 8 Sea Breeze and the Sound of Longing

In Cheng Rang's eyes, Letitia was the same.

Regardless of all the reasonableness and unreasonableness in the world, they will eventually end up in one place, and that is, whenever he looks back, he can see her figure.

She is there and will never leave.

She will wait there until she leaves...

After understanding this, Cheng Rang suddenly couldn't bear it if he left and returned to the real world. What would Leticia think when she suddenly knew that even she would eventually disappear from her side as time passed? How to do it?

Suddenly, Cheng Rang recalled that Leticia had already given him the answer to this question.

At that time, she said: "In that case, I will burn everything I own, and then sleep in the eternal fire of karma - forever."

…

"Hey, Chris." Cheng Rang poured himself a glass of wine again.

The man looked up, doubt in his eyes.

"Since you were dead before coming here...then you suddenly came back to life, didn't you think about living a new life? Why do you think that you must see your lover again?"

Even the other person's name and appearance have been forgotten, and his own appearance has completely changed, but he is still obsessed with the regrets that happened in the past.

To be honest, this is already a somewhat unbelievable and even ridiculous idea.

"If I remember correctly, you should have died when you were eighty-seven years old. Are you sure that your lover is still alive?"

"She must be alive." Christian replied firmly.

"Why are you so sure?"

"Because she was still very young when I left."

puff! !

Cheng Rang spit out the half-drunk wine in one gulp, put down the glass with a surprised look on his face, "It turns out it's an old cow eating young grass, you?!"

Christian's expression twitched twice, and he covered his forehead and said, "No, no, no, maybe there was something wrong with my description... When I left, she still looked very young."

"In other words, your wife is an immortal."

"Hmm...probably."

Cheng Rang leaned back on the sofa and nodded: "Yes, after all, you also said that there was such a thing as magic in the world you originally lived in... Is she a witch?"

"I can't remember, it seems so...and it seems not..."

"You put it here and I put it here?"

Christian spread his hands innocently: "After all, when people get old, their memory is not very good."

"Ah, I'm sorry, grandpa, I forgot." Cheng Rang smiled helplessly and waved his hands repeatedly.

"Stop making fun of me."

Cheng Rang asked curiously: "But, I remember that you should have drank Resonance Blue. Didn't you see her appearance?"

On the day of the team's gathering, no one had enough time to consume the fine wine that Major General Cheng Rang had robbed from Graysfield.

"I didn't see her at the time."

"What did you see?" Cheng Rang asked.

"Are you talking about the illusion caused by drinking... I didn't see anything, I just thought it tasted good." Christian pointed to his head, "After all, my profession will be immune to many negative states, including those caused by drunkenness. The illusion should also be blocked.”

"That's not right. In this case, it stands to reason that I won't see anything when I drink Resonance Blue. Even that kid Leo -"

Cheng Rang stopped abruptly mid-sentence, holding his chin and lost in thought.

Could it be that the dose of medicine is not enough?

I have drunk the most original version of Resonance Blue, which is the version in the Westin Bar, so I will have a similar situation when I drink the imitation version of Gracefield, but if the taste is exactly the same, it will not happen often. The feeling of being brought in.

I thought it was because of my increased "drug resistance" that this situation would not continue to happen, but after thinking about it, it seemed that it was just a difference in the amount of medicine (alcohol).

"Sit down and wait!" Cheng Rang stood up and ran down the stairs to the bar on the first floor.

The employees and bartenders had gone off work, and now it was just me, the boss, and Christian in the bar, and I had to do what I wanted to drink.

"I hope there is still stock..."

I climbed into the bar and found a wine bottle containing Resonance Blue in the familiar secret compartment. I shook it a few times and found that there seemed to be a little bit of it inside.

It should be enough for one cup, so Cheng Rang took out the cup, poured the last remaining cup, went upstairs and placed it in front of Christian.

"Try this," he said.

"Is this Resonance Blue? Is it any different from what you gave us to drink last time?"

"The last one was made by my... friend through the original recipe. This is the original signature drink of the Westin bar! Maybe it can bring the image of your wife out of your mind and let you recall it again. "

Cheng Rang said with a bad smile: "I hope you are still deeply impressed by her, otherwise you will lose your blood if you see other things."

Christian was a little nervous for no reason, swallowed his saliva and asked, "What is this? Is it a test of her importance to me?"

"No, I just want to help you. After all, we will be teammates from now on."

Looking at the cunningly smiling guy in front of him, Christian silently picked up the wine glass.

The azure blue liquid in the cup has a slightly viscous and opaque texture, sparkling with tiny light spots like stars, and swaying under the light as it sways, which is very beautiful.

"Then I won't be polite."

"I'm the boss, and I'm responsible for this."

Christian raised his head and drank it in one gulp. As the warm liquid slid into his throat, the scenery in front of him changed instantly.

…

You can hear the sound of waves hitting the rocks, the light in front of you gradually dissipates, and you can clearly see the setting sun on the horizon.

He was sitting on the edge of a high cliff, with the sea at his feet, the forest at his back, and the lawn smelling of earth and sea breeze. A bright yellow warm light shone from the small room behind him, and in the chimney The smoke from the kitchen is rising with the sea breeze.

Although he was alone now, Chris knew that in that small room lived the person he thought about day and night.

That must be the case.

He got up and walked towards the hut, but found that his body was not as flexible as he was used to before. It was as if all the joints in his body were rusty and his legs were so weak that he could not use his strength.

Fortunately, he had a crutch at hand, and he used it to move towards the hut step by step.

His heart was surging, like a bird about to rush to love, but when he opened his mouth, he didn't even know whose name he wanted to call. His hands were shaking disobediently, and then he suddenly realized that he was now an old guy.

The sea breeze behind him pushed his back, and seemed to be helping him move forward, towards the warm home and the person he longed for day and night.

There were people there waiting for him to return.

But the distance was only a few dozen meters, but he walked for as long as a whole year...

And when he came to this room, before he could hold the door handle, the door opened by itself.

The figure standing inside the door exuded dazzling pure white, and the clear and melodious voice seemed to be calling his name with a repeated surprise of welcoming someone who had not seen him for a long time.

"...Chris, are you back?!"

Her feet in simple leather boots stepped on the bluestone steps, and when she looked up, she saw the hem of the white coarse cloth skirt and her hand stretched out to her.

But when Chris raised his head with all his strength to see her face, everything was covered in white light. As a burst of smoke rose, only the empty glass and the dark bar table were left in front of him. .

"see it?"

Looking up again, it was Cheng Rang's face questioning him.

Chris shook his head regretfully: "No... Although I saw her, it was over before I could see her face clearly."

After briefly recounting the scene he saw to Cheng Rang, Christian asked: "Is there any more? If I have another drink, I will definitely--"

Cheng Rang stretched out his hand to express regret and shook his head: "I can't help it. Since you can only see so much the first time, then no matter how many drinks you drink in the future, you will only see the same scene."

"But I heard her voice!" Christian prayed excitedly, "One more time...!"

Cheng Rang pressed down the cup he raised in his hand and said slowly: "That's just an illusion, my friend, if you keep indulging in it, you will only become one of the crazy guests in our bar for the Resonance Blue. ."

"That's why I said that although this thing is good, it can only be a taste. We can't go back to the past, and the only way forward is the future. Since it can't help you remember anything, the rest can only be used as motivation. , move forward hard."

Christian looked towards the wine glass a little lonely, stood up and took a few deep breaths.