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Chapter 84

Creator God Shaken by Dilemma ◆

Translated by AmaLynne

Husband is sleeping next to me.

Clothes are still on… As expected tonight, we were hesitant to touch each other’s skin, so we stayed in bed together.

Husband was troubled by the story I told him, but now he’s sleeping soundly, perhaps from the mental fatigue of having been out on the town today and having been unexpectedly babysat by Yggdrasil”s pranks.

「He looks so dignified when he’s awake, but his sleeping face is so adorable.」

What would be his reaction if I told him this? I am sure he would turn red and deny it.

Umu. I find such a husband endearing.

「I am very ill indeed.」

I wonder if it is said among humans that love is a disease. Indeed, it is a very apt description.

I couldn’t help but agree, since this emotion has a very great effect on oneself.

But,

「Behemoth, huh?」

Husband problem. Behemoth craved to mate with an excellent male and always wanted to do it with him.

This time, however, husband denied her desire, and she…

「I never thought you would be so shocked.」

So what? In the first place, husband belongs to me, and I belong to him.

There is a strong bond between us, a connection of spirit, body, and soul. How impertinent it is for an outsider to come between me and husband.

Indeed… If this were really a『mere stranger』, I would only have to deal with him with hostility.

It is my household that wants to be associated with husband. It’s Behemoth, one of the four powerful demons.

They are like my own children. I understood them even if I didn’t see them for a long time.

I can’t help myself, those four are so cute. I don’t think I could ever be as ruthless as I was with the humans, no matter how much I tried.

Titan’s case is a good example.

I left the details of the punishment to husband, but I asked him not to kill her when she messed with the World Tree.

I was so naive. I can’t complain even if I am criticized for the way I handled the situation, since I released her in good health and good condition after she touched the World Tree, the keystone of the world.

Well, I don’t know what happened, but since then Titans have been behaving strangely more often, it is a bit of a mystery whether everything went peacefully or not.

Still, I have shown mercy. And now, once again, I am trying to be lenient in my judgment.

「I want children and a happy family… Everyone loves to play house, don’t they?」

I scoff at myself as I say such things.

After all, I, too, am a clown who dances around playing the love game, the couple game, and the family game.

How can you call yourself a『God』if you are such a fool?

However, the feelings I have for the opposite sex, Ares, that well up inside me, are so wide and deep that they overshadow such a fact.

My soul is connected to husband, and we are one. We share life and death, and when we die, we die together.

But even if there were no such chains, I would surely take my own life at the moment of the Master’s death.

That’s how much I love husband……

「And yet you are being pushed around by Behemoth…」

I poke husband in the head. It was just a playful gesture, with no effort on my part.

My mouth may spew sarcasm, but I am aware that my mouth is upturned.

「Husband… maybe, maybe… if I let Behemoth be by your side, will you still love me as you have always loved me?」

What am I asking a sleeping person? I know that there is no answer to my question… No, I know and I still asked it.

I didn’t want to hear such backward words as「It’s impossible」from husband’s mouth.

That is my hope, my selfishness.

I am sure that no matter how much things may change, he will always love me deeply, no matter how much time passes. Otherwise, I would not be able to

「Husband… I am……」

The scales swing in my mind.

Do I refuse all the wishes of my child, Behemoth, and monopolize husband?

Or do I trust the depth of husband love and accept Behemoth as his companion as I do?

I am aware that I am a possessive woman. But at the same time, I am a childish woman.

「……」

How long had I been lost?

I looked out the window and saw that it was almost dawn and I was starting to put on my make-up to greet the sunrise.

Haha… how I have been wondering all night long.

But the answer I finally came up with was……

「……Husband, I have made up my mind.」

Therefore, let the husband be『prepared』as well.

I hope your love is deep enough to truly encompass us, and as grand as the sky.

After watching his somewhat innocent sleeping face in my eyes, I rested my head on his chest and said,「I believe in you, husband」, letting the words melt away in the darkness, and closed my eyelids in slumber.