I Should Have Just Died

Waiting for the Crown Prince and Crown Princess Sarah to take over the throne soon.

At that time, Alyssa will overthrow the royal family with the Revolutionary Corps. Accusing the queen of treason and for killing the king. After taking the empty throne and overthrowing the queen’s powers, she will be able to claim the throne with ease.

It was too easy.

How can they be so deceitful?

Alyssa’s current situation with the royal family is pathetic. So much.

***

Alyssa also informed Caradella of her decision.

Having decided to take her hand, she did what she deserved.

However, Caradella had more work to do on Alyssa’s behalf. They have only one king. There cannot be two suns in the sky, so one sun must set.

Caradella’s eyes flashed cruelly.

It was a position she had gained through all the hardships.

She lost her parents to the tyranny of the royal family, and she also lost her children. She stood up again with her bare hands, losing everything. Caradella, who had led such an arduous life, had nothing to be rough about.

“Jack. You’ll have to go run an errand one more time.”

Caradella’s lips curled up.

Caradella scrawled the letters on the parchment.

<Prince Kruno and Princess Sarah should be shot as soon as they cross the border and return to Avery.>

They would have been well paid for it. Jack walked away with the request form. Already they have accepted their first commission from Caradella. They will kill the king and as soon as they get the reward from the queen, they will also kill her.

So that the royal family is empty.

Caradella pulled out a new letter paper.

It was a telegram to be sent to the temple.

To prepare for Alyssa’s coronation.

***

It was the first letter from Alyssa that he had received in a long time.

In fact, it hasn’t been long since Alyssa sent her letters, but that’s probably because Seidrick has been waiting all day for news from her.

Pauline clicked her tongue.

“My God… if you could give me a little bit of that kind of devotion, I would give my allegiance to the Duke.”

“I do not need it.”

Seidrick frowned and opened the letter.

This time, it must have been a short letter again. She’ll just tell him what’s going on and ask about Seidrick’s status. It’s always the same thing, but Seidrick was thirsty for it. It was proof that Alyssa had not forgotten him.

Even if he was next to Alyssa, he was afraid……

However, it was different from Seidrick’s expectations.

Alyssa’s letters were endless, unlike her previous ones.

It was her handwriting…

It was longer than Alyssa’s letter, which was always concise. The state of the kingdom was conveyed, and Alyssa’s thoughts about him were also written there. She also added objective and subjective judgments. Is that all? There is also a commentary on the difficulties Alyssa is experiencing due to the changing circumstances and her complaints about the tasks she has taken on.

Like a letter from Seidrick.

He groaned and clenched his teeth.

Traces of Alyssa’s efforts were everywhere. Seidrick knew.

Alyssa was not used to giving and receiving feelings. She didn’t learn, so it was only natural that she couldn’t.

Alyssa also doesn’t know how to understand each other through communication.

She just avoids it, tolerates it, and builds it up inside.

It was only natural that Others’ appearances have always blocked alyssa’s courage.

But Alyssa was trying.

Just like Seidrick is doing his best not to die.

Alyssa’s last words touched Seidrick’s heart.

[I think I miss you now. Seidrick. There are so many things I want to ask you. And since I’m leading Cambridge on your behalf, I think I understand you. Seidrick, have you been feeling this pressure? You may have had a harder time than me. You would have had to take care of another family before you could even ease the grief of losing your family. How did you endure this? I know you couldn’t afford to think back on me.

Seidrick, are you okay?]

It was a calm echo.

The question is, are you okay?

Seidrick wiped his face.

Is he okay?

Alyssa wasn’t the only one who had to endure everything alone.

Seidrick was also fading into himself. Then Alyssa asked him.

Are you okay?

Seidrick messed up his face.

The wave that started in his heart was spreading around his eyes.

Alyssa was not okay. And it was the same with Seidrick.

“It will be….okay.”

Dodging Pauline, Seidrick turned around.

He was about to cry like a child for nothing. A tender consolation of what he had taken for granted disarmed him. Seidrick whimpered for a while.

Until Pauline teased him.