I Was Dumped by My Childhood Friend, but Somehow I Was Confessed to by the School Idol and Lost My P

I couldn’t stop crying. My chest felt like it was going to burst.

Until a moment ago, I was able to laugh, but now……

Ever since I started dating her, I have always been happy.
Every day was filled with an indescribable sense of completeness.

There were times when I was full of jealousy, envy, and unpleasant feelings, but I was able to laugh it off as one of the spices of love.

However, this was different……

“I can’t go out with you anymore, Naru…this is goodbye.”

“Eh…..”

“It’s not like I hate you or something, okay?”

“…..Eh, what……what are you talking about?”

I thought that it was some kind of a bad joke.

“I found someone else that I like.”

“…..Eh….i-if it’s some kind of a joke, it’s not a joke that can be laughed at, you know.”

“No, it’s not a joke…..I’m not kidding.”

“Eh…but…”

“Naru….im sorry…..”

“…..Eh…..you’re lying.”

I didn’t want to believe it.

“No, I’m not lying.”

“It’s a lie, lie , lie !”

I don’t want to believe it.

“No, Naru, I’m not lying.”
“Because we’ve always been together….and….from now on also.”

“No, Naru….from now on, we’ll be walking separately.”

Separately….i never thought about it. I always thought that we would be together forever.

“…Can’t you reconsider it?”

“…My feelings won’t go back, you know? Does Naru want to go out with me like that?”

I couldn’t say anything more.

Now that I know she doesn’t have any feelings for me, I have no choice but to accept it.

“Goodbye Naru, thank you for everything.”

She said goodbye to me, with a smile full of tears on her face.

I couldn’t say anything and just stood there.

I don’t really feel like saying [Thank you].

I can’t even make a smile.

However, she said [Thank you] with a smile.

I guess that’s the distance between my heart and hers.

I thought that love was a wonderful thing.

Just thinking about her made me feel happy.

But that was only one aspect of love.

My mind and my heart are a mess.

Tears kept flowing and I couldn’t do anything, so many passers-by might have seen me, but I kept crying out loud.

If im….if im going to……if i’m going to go through so much pain,

Then I don’t need love anymore.

That’s what I really thought.