If love has a destiny

"Yes, we were a mistake at the beginning, so it doomed our tragedy..." guliqing looked up and said, "let's go out and see. When you come back, we'll solve our problems in detail, okay?"

"OK... I hope we don't hate each other. Although we haven't loved each other, it's also the fate of our previous life to live under the same roof for ten years. I won't hate you, Liqing. I told myself to put it down. Only by putting it down can I really start my new life again."

"I never hate you, Shuhua. You are a good man. Good people will be rewarded. I believe..." guliqing looked up and said, and then gently freed himself from his arms.

"Thank you. I will restart my work and life with your blessing. You should also take care and take care of yourself. Don't forget that you are a woman..." Gu Shuhua said.

Yes, I'm a woman! Guliqing sighed in her heart, is it destined to be a tragedy for women to mix among men? Live so tired, live so tossed, live like a woman!

She still had tears in her eyes and looked at Gu Shuhua. "Go to bed early. What time is the train tomorrow?"

"Ten in the morning..."

"I'll let the driver take you!" Guliqing said.

"Thank you. No, I'll take a taxi myself. Don't bother you!" Gu Shuhua said politely.

Gu Liqing no longer insisted. Gu Shuhua insisted on leaving just to get out of her shadow. She also understood the pressure and harm she had brought to him. Finally, let him leave easily and pursue the life he wanted.

"OK, have a nice trip!" Guliqing said.

With the envelope given by Gu Shuhua, guliqing returned to her room with infinite loneliness.

She put the envelope on the table and wanted to open it to see what Gu Shuhua had written. However, she just put out her hand and took it back. She didn't dare to look, at least now. Once she opened the envelope, it seemed that the family really didn't belong to her anymore. She was afraid. Deep in her heart, she was still so afraid of losing the home, the home that brought her the end of life, and the people in the family, especially her mother-in-law Ji Lanfang. She was reluctant. Her mother-in-law even loved her more than her mother. Thinking that one day, she really wanted to leave this home and her mother-in-law, she couldn't help feeling sad again, and tears surged out again.

Although this marriage did not bring her happiness, but it was really going to end, she had a lot of heartache and reluctance... People, what a complex contradiction! Why can't we face, free and live easily? Why should we be bound by so many burdens, hands, feet, body and mind? Guliqing feels that she has never been herself in the real sense since she entered the family. Is it you, the woman who holds power and is superior? Is this the life you really want? What else do you have besides power? Do you have a woman's happiness? Do you have the love of your husband? Do you have a happy family? No, You don't have any of these!

The more guliqing thought about it, the more she felt her failure. As a woman, putting aside the cloak of power, she had nothing! Yes, she is a spiritual wanderer, an emotional drifter, a person who abandoned love and was abandoned by love

Her crying has changed from silent sobbing to wailing. She has suppressed too much depression in her heart. No one can talk to her and understand her. She is a lonely individual, a double loner of body and spirit

Yes, she has never felt so lonely. This boundless loneliness erodes her soul and makes her heart helpless

Gu Shuhua heard guliqing crying in this room.

He didn't expect that guliqing still had such nostalgia for his family! Since they do not love, since they have no love and no sex, why do they linger and cry so sad? He doesn't understand. However, there is also a trace of pain in his heart. Women are fragile. Although she is so strong and capable outside, she is still a woman, with a woman's weakness and a woman's worries... Her reluctance may be more about this family. After all, after living for ten years, anyone will have feelings. Besides, her mother loved her so much... Thinking of this, Gu Shuhua felt that there were tears in his eyes. In fact, although he urgently hopes for divorce, he is reluctant to give up when he really comes to this step and faces the woman he once moved

However, all this is only short. Tomorrow, he will leave here and start his new life. Perhaps, in the future, he will be just a passer-by for Chunjiang!

This night, Gu Shuhua dreamed in anticipation

This night, guliqing dreamed in sadness

The next morning, after guliqing got up, Gu Shuhua also got up, and they went downstairs almost at the same time.

Downstairs, Ji Lanfang had already prepared breakfast. Seeing Liqing and Shuhua coming down together, Ji Lanfang was very pleased. She immediately broke the steamed buns, steamed bread, milk and bread on the table.

"Come on, eat quickly and eat while it's hot..." Ji Lanfang said, looking a little excited. It seems that her eyes are red.

Guliqing looked at Gu Shuhua, and they sat down side by side. In her memory, it seems that they only sat together for breakfast when they were newly married, and there will be no more in the future.

Guliqing poured Gu Shuhua a glass of milk, then picked up a piece of bread, buttered it and put it on Gu Shuhua's hand.

"Thank you..." Gu Shuhua said politely.

"Eat..." guliqing herself picked up a hot steamed stuffed bun and ate it, but her nose was a little sour.

Ji Lanfang sat opposite them, watching them eat, smiling all the time, with glittering tears in her eyes.

"Son, take care of yourself outside..." Ji Lanfang said, choking in her voice.

"Mom, don't worry, I'm fine. I'll call you when I arrive!" Gu Shuhua said casually.

"Good, good..." Ji Lanfang promised, but her heart was worried like pain! The mother was worried that her son's body was so fragile that he could not stand the toss! She is really not at ease, not at ease!

The gate of the yard was pushed open. Gu Guangxin sent Zian back to school, but Gu Zhijuan followed in.

"Brother, you really want to go out to work!" Gu Zhijuan shouted as soon as she entered the door.

In the morning, her father said to her that her brother went to Shenzhen today. Gu Zhijuan really didn't understand that if she had a good job at home, why did she go out to work! Besides, with a tree as big as my sister-in-law leaning against it, why should I go out to suffer!

"Zhijuan, come on, have something to eat..." Ji Lanfang shouted.

"I've eaten, I can't eat any more!" Gu Zhijuan said, "brother, don't go. How good it is to stay at home!"

Gu Shuhua didn't speak, just looked at Gu Zhijuan.

He finished eating, wiped his mouth with a paper towel, and then went to the corridor. Looking at the familiar little yard, he breathed out a deep breath and said, "Zhijuan, my brother is not at home. You should come home more and take good care of your parents..."

"Brother, why are you?" Gu Zhijuan still asked.

"I don't know why, I just want to change my way of life..." Gu Shuhua said.

"But it's not so easy to find a job outside!" Gu Zhijuan looked at her thin brother in front of her and said painfully.

"Oh, don't worry, I won't starve to death!" Gu Shuhua smiled and said, "be your headmaster. Take your children well, and you'll be the greatest!"

"Brother, who's kidding you? Don't go. I don't agree with you to go out!" Gu Zhijuan was used to being overbearing and began to act coquettish again.

"I'm thirty-seven years old. If I don't go out and break, I won't have a chance again!" Gu Shuhua said, "bless my brother. I will live well. I believe in myself!"

"But..."

"No, but go to work. I'll go to the station myself later. No one will see me off. I don't want to see people crying at the station..." Gu Shuhua said.

"Brother..." Gu Zhijuan saw that she couldn't move her brother, and began to cry sadly.

Their brother and sister have been playing together since childhood. Except that Gu Shuhua left home for a long time when he was in college, they are often together at other times. The relationship between brother and sister has always been very good. However, now her brother is suddenly leaving home and wandering outside. Gu Zhijuan is really hard to accept for a moment.

"Silly girl, my brother will come back to see you soon! Come on, you go to work first and I'll start later. " Gu Shuhua said.

Guliqing also finished eating. She didn't want to see Gu Shuhua leave. She couldn't stand the scene.

"Shuhua, let Xiao Shu take you!" Guliqing looked at Gu Shuhua and said, of course, this is more for her mother-in-law. She knew that Shuhua would not agree, but she must say so.

"No, you go to work. I'll go by myself. Don't bother others." Gu Shuhua said.

"Well, take care! Mom, I'm going to work first! Zhijuan, go too! " Guliqing said that and went out.

Seeing that she couldn't persuade her brother, Gu Zhijuan told her again and followed guliqing out.

"Sister in law..." Gu Zhijuan shouted behind.

Gulizine stopped.

"Sister in law, why don't you persuade my brother?" Gu Zhijuan asked somewhat puzzled.

Guliqing smiled and said nothing. She doesn't know whether Gu Zhijuan really doesn't know or pretends not to know. Does Gu Zhijuan really know nothing about the things between her and Gu Shuhua?

"Zhijuan, how's your work recently?" Guliqing asked.

"It's ok..." Gu Zhijuan's mood was still immersed in Gu Shuhua's affairs, and said a little lonely.

"You should make good preparations for the teaching reforms I told you, and strive to implement them gradually from the beginning of next semester, so that Chunjiang will become a small school in your hands." Guliqing said.

"I'll try my best..." Gu Zhijuan said lonely.

"OK, why don't you take a car?" They walked to the car. Xiao Shu had already stood by the car and waited.

"No, I'll walk over. It's very close." Gu Zhijuan said.

Gu Zhijuan felt the irresistible power of her sister-in-law. Is that why her brother left Chunjiang? It must be hard to be a man behind a successful woman

It seems that at this moment, Gu Zhijuan understands why her brother must go