If Love Was Predestined

I just think that Zhou Shaowen is different from Zhou Shaowen, who is a ruffian in my impression. Zhou Shaowen, who is so considerate and will take care of others, feels like he has never known him.

How can I be the same with Zhou Shaowen, who is so clever and has to let me know the reality clearly?

I said, "Zhou Shaowen, what's your view of love?"

Zhou Shaowen stopped his action when he heard the speech. He put the spoon down in his hand and looked at me attentively.

Then he spoke slowly and said, "yes."

My heart trembled, and I said, "if, what if I don't get it?"

Zhou Shaowen laughed, and the radian of his mouth was helpless. He said, "I can't get If not, let her be happy. "

His voice is very light, it sounds like a whisper, but it falls into my ears word by word.

I looked at him, whispered, and I said, "I'm not like you."

Zhou Shaowen said, "well," what's your view on love? Is it done? "

I shook my head, laughed and said, "I used to think that my view of love was complete, but now it is not. My view of love is also to get, but unlike you, I want to get it regardless of everything. " I looked at him and whispered, "get it at all costs. If you don't get it, you have to get it."

Zhou Shaowen said, "but some things are destined not to belong to you?"

I pursed my lips and said, "that's destruction."

Zhou Shaowen was surprised to see me, he said, "I didn't expect that you have such a fierce heart under your soft and weak appearance."

I laughed, didn't speak, picked up the spoon and continued to drink the soup.

If the object is not Liang Bocheng, if I have not realized how much I love him and how important he is to me, I may not be so fierce. Perhaps the development of things will be like five years ago, I left, we hate each other, this life, may meet again, maybe not.

Mediocre through this life.

But I can't. I escaped once five years ago, the stupidest decision I've ever made in my life.

I won't run away a second time.

Liang Bocheng now loves me or wants to dump me. I've thought that since I can't put him down, he can't let him down.

My idea is that some of them die together, just like dodder, which lives on Liang Bocheng. Either live together or die together.

I never knew I was so extreme.

Zhou Shaowen said, "Lin MI, you know, I hope you can change your mind. But if you have to find out, if you don't hit the south wall and don't look back, I won't stop you. Because in my opinion, only when the heart is dead can you open your heart and fall in love with another person again. "

I laughed and looked at him. I said, "Zhou Shaowen, why don't you understand? I thought what I said was clear enough. I am determined to get Liang Bocheng. I must get him. He can only be mine. Cheng Qingqing must get away from him. For this goal, I will do whatever it takes. I would rather exchange my life for such a result. If I fail, I will take Liang Bocheng and go to hell with me to be a pair of ghost mandarin ducks. "

Zhou Shaowen shook his head with a smile. He said, "you won't. You're just too emotional right now, that's all. But I know you won't. If you were such a person, when Liang Qiming threatened you, you would not have the idea of leaving Liang Bocheng to let him be safe. "

My hand clenched the spoon and didn't speak.

Zhou Shaowen laughed. He stood up, took a napkin and wiped his mouth. He said, "eat slowly. I'll go to the study to deal with some things. Call me if there's anything."

I nodded, heard Zhou Shaowen's footsteps gradually away, put down the spoon.

The room was quiet. I sighed and went into the living room.

Always, it is the most difficult to see yourself. Maybe Zhou Shaowen is right.

There was a pack of cigarettes on the table with the words "Alberto" printed on the white package, which was the same brand as Liang Bocheng's cigarette.

I suddenly think of Liang Bocheng smoking, leaning on the sofa, relaxed body, no expression on his face, fingers holding cigarettes to his mouth, deeply inhaled and slowly spit out, every action is elegant.

He is a real aristocrat.

I can't help but pick up the box of cigarettes, draw out one, pick up the lighter and light it. Learn from Liang Bocheng, clamp the cigarette between the middle finger and the index finger, and then deliver it to your mouth.

Deeply inhaled, did not have time to spit out, by the hot taste choked up a fierce cough.

Zhou Shaowen ran out in a hurry. Seeing me smoking, he grabbed my cigarette and said, "what are you doing! Is that what you can smoke? "

I dodged his hand, looked at him and said, "why can you smoke, I can't? I must smoke today

Still coughing, I put the cigarette into my mouth again and took a puff. With the last experience, this time I coughed less awkwardly, but the taste was not so wonderful.Zhou Shaowen did not stop me. He took a deep breath, looked at me and said, "you smoke, I will not stop you. But a girl's smoking is not good for her health. I hope you think about it. Don't do something stupid. It's not worth it. "

I laughed, and I said, "there's nothing worth it. My body has been in a mess for a long time. I don't care to make it a little bit more dilapidated."

Zhou Shaowen said, "your love is too strong. Too much love often has no good end

I took another puff of smoke. This time, I was able to spit out a cigarette ring slowly and elegantly like Liang Bocheng. My mood suddenly improved a lot. I looked at Zhou Shaowen and said, "she is a paranoid and incurable woman."

Zhou Shaowen did not speak, turned to the study, I sat in the living room, as if I finally found the soul to rely on, a mouthful of smoking.

It's really hot and spicy. After a while, my tears were forced out, but I didn't want to put it down. This is the best way for me to approach Liang Bocheng.

I've smoked three cigarettes and my lips are numb. This is my limit. Although the mouth is very uncomfortable, but the heart is strange quiet down.

I put the box of cigarettes together with the lighter and went back to my bedroom.

After brushing my teeth three times, the unpleasant smell of tobacco in my mouth almost disappeared. I took a long breath of relief and went back to bed.

This time, I slept soundly.

I even had a dream.

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