If we were not married

Three years ago, when I was 24 years old, I married Qi Jia. He opened a supermarket and his business was booming. He also opened a chain store. He was handsome. This marriage made me the envy of other girls of my age. They said I married well.

When I just got married, I also thought I was well married. Qi Jia took care of me very carefully, gave gifts and created small surprises. There are new tricks every day. He often needs to socialize because he runs a supermarket, but he takes me with him every time.

But after nearly a year of marriage, I still didn't get pregnant. I went to the hospital seven or eight times. The doctor said there was no problem with my body. Maybe it was just not time. I took a lot of medicine and still didn't improve.

For this matter, my mother-in-law specially came from my hometown to make medicine for me and accompany me to see various so-called "famous doctors". In fact, it's really bitter. I have to drink a lot of medicine every day and get the cold eye of my mother-in-law from time to time.

Fortunately, Qi Jia loved me very much. He never said much about my inability to have children. Just when I thought I would be so happy all the time, a text message broke the quiet life.

It was early June, the wedding anniversary of Qi Jia and I. I cooked a full table of dishes for Qi Jia and waited for him to come back for dinner.

But Qi Jia didn't come back until 8 pm. I hesitated and chose to call him.

"Xiaoqi? What's the matter?" Qi Jia answered the phone quickly, indicating that he still cares about me. I'm a little relieved.

"Nothing," I smiled. "I just want to ask you when you will go home. I've cooked a lot of dishes that you like."

Qi Jia was silent for a moment and coughed, "I can't get away now. I'm talking to a boss about purchasing goods. Eat first and take good care of yourself, you know?"

I was disappointed and asked, "when will you go home? Today is our wedding..."

All I got was a busy beep. Qi Jia hung up my phone.

When my mother-in-law saw me call Qi Jia, she didn't have a good face and complained, "your husband works outside. Can't you save him snacks?"

I dare not refute her, so I can only nod and obey, "I see, mom."

I was angry when I hung up the phone. I cooked a full table of dishes, but he didn't come back. Moreover, he even forgot such an important day as the wedding anniversary.

I don't know when it started. Qi Jia seemed to have a worse attitude towards me than when she first got married. She was no longer willing to take me out to socialize. She wasn't so interested in me at the beginning. Even once he bought me a pair of shoes, but it wasn't my size at all.

I sighed and packed a table of dishes and put them in the refrigerator.

At eleven o'clock in the night, I heard Qi Jia opening the door, quickly turned off the TV and went to the door to meet him.

Qi Jia's keys collided in his pants pocket and made a clear sound. Across a door, I vaguely heard who he was talking to.

"Click -"

When Qi Jia pushed the door and entered, a smell of wine came to my face, and I immediately stepped back.

When Qi Jia saw me, she was startled and immediately said to the other end of the phone, "what's the matter next time? I've got home and hung up."

His tone was very hasty and anxious, as if he were covering up something.

"Why didn't you sleep? Didn't you say you wouldn't come back and socialize? Why are you waiting for me? It's so late." Qi Jia scolded me for several times, frowning.

I just wanted to ask him if he remembered that today was our wedding anniversary, but when I saw Qi Jia's impatience, I swallowed what I said.

"I'm not afraid of you..."

"I'm not a three-year-old child. What's to be afraid of? Don't wait next time." Qi Jia interrupted me before I finished saying a word. He coughed and bypassed me into the room.

"At least take a bath and then go to bed. I drank so much wine." when I entered the room, Qi Jia was already lying in bed and sleeping.

I think Qi Jia's recent behavior is very strange. Out of a woman's sixth sense, I secretly took his cell phone when I changed his clothes.

After so many years of marriage, out of respect and trust, I never looked at his mobile phone, so he didn't set a password.

I looked at his call log directly. He only noted an a when he finally hung up. There was no name. My hand stayed on the dial key for a long time and finally pressed it.

The telephone rang several times before it was answered.

"What's the matter? Didn't you ask me not to call you? What are you calling me for?" the woman answered the phone. Her voice was tired and a little coquettish.

My heart tightened, my breathing was fast, and I hung up the phone trembling.

Then I went through all the social software in Qijia's mobile phone. There was nothing abnormal in the software except work partners and friends in life.

Except for the female voice who answered the phone, there is nothing to doubt. I comfort myself, what if that woman is just a partner?

Just when I was going to put Qi Jia's cell phone back, a text message suddenly came from the one who just said a.

How do I hang up? I haven't settled the account with you when you went back so early today. I've opened all the rooms. I temporarily said that the bitch urged me to go home. Is the Yellow faced woman at home so good? Is it worth leaving me alone? I don't care. You have to invite me to dinner and make amends.

I seem to be struck by a thunder and stay where I am. The words bitch and yellow faced woman poke into my heart like a sharp blade. The house is open... What else can it matter? My tears fell down in an instant and hit the screen.

My parents both died. I grew up in an orphanage and suffered from the eyes of exploration and doubt since childhood. Qi Jia not only didn't dislike me, but also helped me a lot. I also love him very much.

I cleared all the browsing traces and stuffed them back into Qi Jia's pocket. Then I went back to bed with peace of mind.

I don't know what to do. Do I pretend I don't know, or do I have a showdown and divorce?

I slept in bed. It was summer, but I felt cold all over. Qi Jia vaguely hugged me from behind, "baby..."

Qi Jia has never called my baby such a close name. Did he say this to me or to that woman?

My tears fell down again and stayed awake all night.

The next day, Qi Jia woke me up and stared at me suspiciously, "did you move my cell phone yesterday?"

I looked at Qi Jia's suspicious eyes and was stabbed in my heart, but I still pretended to smile, "no, I just changed your clothes yesterday. My mobile phone should still be in your pocket. Why, did it fall?"

As soon as Qi Jia heard me say no, he immediately relaxed. "My mobile phone called out yesterday. I thought it was you."

I pretended to be curious, "what phone? Business friends? It's so important. Look, you're nervous."

Qi Jia didn't look at me, his eyes dodged, "it's just a customer. I'm just afraid of calling others at night to cause any misunderstanding and trouble. It's estimated that I accidentally dialed it out when I turned over yesterday."