If we were not married

I don't care what Gu Binyang said, but I can't let the previous things happen again.

I am me, that is, Lin Qi. I don't belong to anyone. I only belong to myself. In the future, I will live independently.

This is the guarantee I gave myself after I left Qijia. I thought Gu Binyang supported me, but now what Gu Binyang said makes me afraid.

I'm afraid. After I was with Gu Binyang, I became the former Lin Qi, who didn't have her own Lin Qi. There are only others in my life, but I don't have myself.

I don't allow myself to make such mistakes anymore. Even if I like Gu Binyang, I still need to be clear about my goal.

I believe that if Gu Binyang really likes me, he will not force me, because there is no need for this between us.

"What are you thinking?"

Gu Binyang didn't answer my question, but asked curiously. When I saw Gu Binyang's expression, I suddenly felt that I might misunderstand Gu Binyang's meaning.

"Don't you want me not to work in the future?"

I was wronged and asked how Gu Binyang could do this to me, but I couldn't stand the shock. I was still very happy just now.

However, because of Gu Binyang's sudden sentence, I was nervous again. It's Gu Binyang's fault. Can't I be happy for a few days.

Always frighten me at this time. Even if Gu Binyang doesn't mean what I think, I can't help being angry.

"I mean, you just don't have to go to Qijia to be wronged in the future."

Gu Binyang may be because I'm already angry. He explained anxiously, but now I still can't help being angry.

How can Gu Binyang talk about this matter? I was almost scared to death just now. I thought Gu Binyang was the same as Qi Jia before.

They all think that after a woman gets married, she should look after her husband and teach her children at home. If Gu Binyang really thinks so, I can only say that I mistook Gu Binyang.

I thought Gu Binyang was an open-minded person, but even if Gu Binyang explained now, I still felt uncomfortable in my heart.

"What's the matter? I'm just kidding."

Gu Binyang began to find that my mood was wrong. He took my hand and said, but Gu Binyang didn't realize my previous life.

Well, why should you joke with me in this way now? In Gu Binyang's eyes, it's just a joke, but for me, this is my destiny.

"Gu Binyang, anyway, I hope you don't make fun of this matter in the future. You know a little about my previous things. I don't want to rely on a man any more."

I solemnly said that this sentence is for Gu Binyang. It is also for my heart. I warn myself that even if I like Gu Binyang, I can't forget what I really want.

Gu Binyang was silent after hearing what I said. My good mood of the day was ruined by Gu Binyang's words.

"I'll go to work first."

After that, without waiting for Gu Binyang's reply, I left directly, because I am really a little angry now.

I don't want to quarrel with Gu Binyang about such things now, so I want to be quiet. I also know that Gu Binyang didn't mean to say these words.

However, I can't do it now. I don't care. I haven't sat in the office for a long time. Now I come back and suddenly feel a little strange.

However, I can't tell where I am strange. During my absence, I don't know what method Jiangning used.

Actually, I've been getting on well with people in the office. In fact, I also want to have my own friends, but I can't get into such an occasion.

If I don't think this person has another purpose for me, then I will stay away from her, so I still don't have a friend after coming to the company.

No, like Jiangning, even if she is not a sincere friend, but I have to say that her interpersonal relationship is unmatched by me.

After seeing me come in, no one in the office is willing to say hello to me. I'm still very disappointed at this point.

No matter what problems I encounter, I am always alone. No one is willing to listen to my heart. Even if someone here is really willing to listen, he will laugh at me.

So, even if I bury those words in my own heart, I don't want to tell others, but I'm also a person, and I also need to vent.

Some words are suffocated in my heart, which will really suffocate, but I can't tell Gu Binyang about things with Gu Binyang.

I don't have many friends here. Xu Lei has been very busy for some time. I also know that she is in a bad mood and doesn't want to disturb her.

Let her rest assured about my affairs, so I have only myself. I also want to have friends, but because of my character, I don't know how I should become friends with this group of people.

I want to study hard with Jiangning, but looking at this office, it seems that the most unpopular person is me.

Did I drive away for them, their most hated sister Qin, and they don't thank me? The woman who was willing to talk to me at the beginning is not willing to talk to me now.

I always tell myself that as long as I work well, but when I see them chatting, I still envy them.

Now I am an alternative existence in the office. No one is willing to pay attention to me, only ridicule. Such a scene makes me more and more depressed.

There was no desire to work any more. I didn't finish reading this document in my hand until I got off work. I suddenly regretted it a little.

I don't think it should be like that at noon, but I think these things should be made clear to Gu Binyang now.

Because, only if we make it clear now, that's OK. It's not good if there's another embarrassing thing between us in the future.

Therefore, even if I don't say these words today, I will say them in the future. I will take good care of Gu Binyang.

However, I don't want to pay in one place. What I think is, how much I paid, Gu Binyang also wants to pay me the same.

Only in this way can the relationship between the two people last for a long time. Qi Jia regarded my feelings as what he deserved, so we finally let go.