If we were not married

I don't even know what my parents look like. I don't know if she stands in front of me.

Anyway, it doesn't mean anything now, because at the very least, I'm not sure whether she really wants to come back.

Now these things are just what I listen to you, but how do I know? I guess to a large extent, I also listen to others.

Therefore, the authenticity of the words still needs to be verified. I don't need to go to Gu Binyang to ask if his ex girlfriend has come back because of such a thing.

Maybe even Gu Binyang didn't know his ex girlfriend was coming back. After knowing that the two men left, my mood hasn't calmed down for a long time.

In fact, there's nothing to worry about. People like Gu Binyang won't miss the past, but when I heard Gu Binyang's ex girlfriend, I subconsciously felt threatened.

I attribute all this to my sense of care. Naturally, I won't go to Gu Binyang to ask these questions. I still have reason.

Now, I don't even see anyone. Asking Gu Binyang is a little unreasonable. If one day she really comes to Gu Binyang, I believe Gu Binyang can give me a reasonable explanation.

I still believe Gu Binyang. He never deceives people, so I believe everything Gu Binyang says.

I still have this confidence. I don't have anything. Gu Binyang won't cheat me. Gu Binyang won't get anything after cheating me.

Therefore, I am a person who has nothing. Even if I don't know where Gu Binyang likes me, I believe what I really attract Gu Binyang.

Although I don't know where Gu Binyang is attracted by a divorced woman.

When I get off work, my heart is still about Gu Binyang's ex girlfriend. I try to forget, but I'm always a little curious.

I want to know that in the face of such an excellent Gu Binyang, since Gu Binyang has chased abroad, it can be explained that Gu Binyang should like her very much at that time.

However, why did she not want to accept Gu Binyang's? Now she suddenly wants to come back. At that time, she was not moved by what Gu Binyang did. Now she should not be moved.

Just be on guard. I'm still quite confident in myself. If I met Gu Binyang, it was when I didn't meet Qi Jia.

I'm still in college. I just graduated. I won't even worry about these. If the person I like likes others casually, I don't think I'm going to stay.

That's why I don't care when Qi Jia desperately wants to keep me. Once the lost things are found, they won't be as good as they were at the beginning.

Instead of making do with it, it's better to lose it directly. The last thing I want is to make do with it. Like is like. There shouldn't be anything else.

At the beginning, when I was with Gu Binyang, I couldn't help being with Qi Jia for revenge. Even if it was just acting, I still felt sorry for Gu Binyang.

Therefore, I had no patience and solved this matter in such a hurry. Now I think I am worthy of Gu Binyang. It is fair between us.

But now it seems that we still need some trust. Now that I have revenge, I am no longer willing to have a relationship with Qi Jia in my life.

This is not only because of Gu Binyang, but also my own reason. My character since childhood is so. It doesn't belong to me. No matter what it is, I don't want to have a look any more.

This is what I have always insisted. Since you don't want me first, it's useless for me to continue to follow behind you.

So, as long as you don't want me, no matter how nice you say when you come back, but what can't be changed is that you once abandoned me.

However, this one, you will no longer have the right to have me. Although I am not very excellent, I have my own principles.

I'm not rubbish. I can let you throw it away at will. Since you're here, don't go. If you go, please don't come back.

This is the principle I have always adhered to. Now when I face Gu Binyang, I don't care any more.

When my three-month nanny career is over, I will move out. In this way, the position between Gu Binyang and me is fair.

I also don't owe Gu Binyang anything. At noon today, I don't know whether Gu Binyang has considered it or whether Gu Binyang thinks as he said.

Anyway, I've decided. Now the three-month deadline is coming. Qi Jia has promised me to move out of his house in three days.

This means that I can move out of Gu Binyang's house immediately, although I am already with Gu Binyang.

However, I can't live in Gu Binyang's home now. It's too early. After all, I don't know anything about Gu Binyang's home.

Therefore, now we still need some time to pursue our own happiness and get to know each other with Gu Binyang.

It's better to talk to Gu Binyang earlier, so as to avoid the embarrassment of the two people in the future.

In order to avoid such things in the future, now I'd better tell Gu Binyang my own ideas. Of course, I respect Gu Binyang's ideas.

I won't just go and take care of my own ideas. I know that the most important thing for two people is to communicate well.

Only communication can promote the relationship between two people. When I was in the past, it was because of the lack of communication between Qi Jia and me.

Otherwise, the distance between us will not be farther and farther, so that there will be the final result.

Therefore, I can't wish others for these things, because I know clearly that this is not Qi Jia's reason, but also my reason.

Therefore, I will not make this mistake again in the future. I will stick to myself and know what I want.

When I arrived, Gu Binyang was already waiting for me here. Because of the noon, I was still a little uncomfortable when I saw Gu Binyang.

"Why is it so early?"

I didn't say anything, because now I really don't know what tone to speak with Gu Binyang, and what is more appropriate between us now.

So, just like now, I have no words to talk about. In the past, most of Gu bin were waiting for me, but there were few when I waited for Gu Binyang.