If we were not married

I just don't know if I have a chance in my life.

Even if I'm reluctant to leave here, I'm going to leave. I don't want to look back here. The boss joked.

If you can't bear it, then stay here and help. It happens that there is a shortage of people here. I am willing, but I can't come here now.

I have to go back and fight for my world for myself and the people I love.

If the boss asks me if I want to be here, I will promise, but I don't know if I have a chance at that time.

"Xiao Qi, remember to come and play often in the future."

"I will."

Every time I see the landlady, I feel very relaxed and attracted by what kind of feeling she has. If we weren't different.

And if the age is not right, maybe I will think she may be my mother, but it is impossible.

The boss and the landlady are so nice. If they have children, they must be very happy. How can they let their children.

It's really impossible to go to such a terrible place as an orphanage. I've also wanted to understand for so many years. Maybe my family has long been gone.

At that time, when I saw the article about my mother, the people in the dormitory were always moved to cry. Only I didn't feel it at all.

Because I have no home at all, I never know what it feels like to have a mother, so I can't understand what it feels like.

Therefore, I always avoid such things. Every time we go home, I have no place to go.

I also hope I can be good, but when everyone goes home, I'm still very sad. I've been in College for four years.

The people in the dormitory also wanted to take me home, but I refused. I was afraid I would see other people's parents after I went to other people's homes.

I will be more sad. I don't know why they don't want me. They haven't come to me for so many years. Now I've grown up.

They don't need to take care of me. Have I been like this? They don't want to come to me. They don't want me. Why did they give birth to me at the beginning.

This time, I don't know when I can come back. I can come at any time. Anyway, at the weekend.

I have plenty of time, but Gu Binyang doesn't have time. I understand that Gu Binyang also knows that he is not easy.

Who is willing to work all year round? Even if it is the boss, it should also be unwilling. Separation will pull the distance between the two people far away.

I guess the reason why Gu Binyang doesn't contact everyone in his family is because of the separation, so his feelings are lighter.

Although I grew up in an orphanage, I clearly know how strong a person's desire for home is.

For example, when I was with Qi Jia, even if Qi Jia's mother was bad to me, I was at ease when I saw his mother.

Because this woman is my first mother, my first mother, and she makes me feel at home.

However, I finally let go with Qi Jia and lost my first mother for this reason. This is the last thing I want to find.

I hope to have a mother, even if she is not good to me, even if she doesn't like me, but I also want a mother, because I have a mother's child, I can say I have a family.

Like me, if you ask me where my home is, I don't know. Because I don't have a home, the so-called home is just where I live.

In the past, I always hoped I could have a dog, because dogs will never betray you, but Qi Jia's mother didn't like dogs, so I didn't buy them.

After the divorce, I couldn't afford to support myself, let alone a dog, but now it's different.

I already have the ability to raise a dog. After I move out, I'm afraid to live alone.

In this way, I can also find a dog to accompany me. In this way, I won't feel lonely.

I just don't know what happened to Qi Jia's move out. I always have a feeling that Qi Jia's move out will not be simple.

This is Qi Jia. For the sake of money, even Gu Binyang has to calculate, so I'm still worried about whether he is willing to move out.

But now I have Gu Binyang. I'm not afraid of anything. I don't believe such a house. Qi Jia has signed it. Can he argue.

Qi Jia's mother won't move out so easily, but I bought the house through my own efforts.

Why, I don't have the right to live, but Qi Jia goes to live with his new lover. I won't allow this kind of thing.

I've done so much and even acted with Qi Jia, just to get back what belongs to me. I've lost money on Qi Jia in the company.

Therefore, I will never allow myself to suffer losses in Qi Jia one after another. If so, let the fair law judge Qi Jia's fault directly.

"Go to sleep first."

Gu Binyang helped me put the chair down a little. In fact, I'm not very sleepy now. It's getting late when I wake up in the morning.

How can I be sleepy now? I just don't have anything to do in the car, because it's far from the city.

If I drive by myself, it will take two hours. During this time, I dare not disturb Gu Binyang.

Driving for such a long time will inevitably be a little tired. If I disturb Gu Binyang again, the road here is more difficult to walk.

In case, if something happens, I can't afford it, and now I haven't lived enough.

Therefore, I must not disturb Gu Binyang. The best way is to close my eyes and have a good rest.

In this case, Gu Binyang can rest assured. Otherwise, Gu Binyang still needs to be distracted from taking care of me.

I don't trust Gu Binyang's health, but I can't drive, otherwise I can let Gu Binyang have a good rest.