If we were not married

Even if I turn off the phone directly, it is estimated that no one will care to call me.

It's just that I don't go to work now. Maybe the leaders in the company may call me.

Since I'm not ready to go back, I don't need so much trouble. I directly write my resignation letter lazily.

If I have these time, I might as well make a good effort, and then find a good job for me and enjoy my life.

Now, I just want to get drunk, don't know anything, and then hide myself. When I show up, nothing will happen.

I don't have such a good temper, but others think I'm a bully, but I'm obviously not.

If I don't lose my temper and I don't leave, they will always think I will be here and take care of them.

"Where are you going?"

Zhang Shaoheng asked, where to go? I don't know now.

Such a big city, but I don't know where I should go. Otherwise, I won't go all the way here.

However, now I can't feel the slightest tired, just don't want to stop my thoughts.

"Go where you usually go."

I really don't know where we should go now. I always walk on both sides of work and home. I don't like to go to busy places.

If I go to any place, it's just me, so I always have a feeling of loss. How can I go to that place and find no pleasure for myself.

I always feel that I can't integrate into any circle. I'm like a special existence. It seems that I'm redundant everywhere.

Therefore, I only want to stay in a world that belongs to me. I don't know if others find my loneliness.

Will you laugh at me? I always look like I don't care about these, but only I know how much I care.

However, I am always a person who can't fit in. I seem to be a person destined to be lonely.

"Why didn't you go to work?"

Zhang Shaoheng asked curiously.

"I have lost my job."

Although I haven't told Gu bin and the people in the company yet, if I don't go today, even if I don't say it.

Gu Binyang certainly won't let me stay in the company, so there's no difference between me and unemployment.

Anyway, I'm only on probation. I don't have any ability. Even if I leave, the company won't lose anything.

On the contrary, my carelessness also caused losses to the company. People like me deserve nothing.

"No wonder you're in a bad mood."

Zhang Shaoheng said clearly, but now I'm lazy to explain to him. I'm not tired enough to even have the strength to talk to others.

Besides, I have no way to explain this matter to others.

Do you want to tell others that I'm just a substitute for his Gu Binyang? Now the master has come back, so I can only leave?

In this case, I can't say it. In the heart of this abnormal man, I should also don't know what it feels like to love someone.

So, even if I really tell him everything, maybe he won't understand my current mood.

So, instead of that, it's better to let him misunderstand from the beginning.

Anyway, we won't have a big intersection in the future, so it's good to say nothing now.

"Shall we go to the bar?"

"OK."

I remember the last time I said that I would never go to the bar in the future. This kind of dangerous place was actually in the bar last time.

I should thank Zhang Shaoheng. Without him, Gu Binyang would not have enough time to save us.

I know what would happen if Gu Binyang didn't arrive in time, so I thank Gu Binyang more and more. At that time, the care in Gu Binyang's eyes can deeply move me.

However, I didn't thank him. Zhang Shaoheng's only reason was my prejudice against him. Just think about it now. If he really did something to me at that time, I wouldn't have a chance to see Gu Binyang.

So, I think what he said one night may be just to scare me. In fact, if he is a friend, he must be a good friend.

In fact, sometimes I can't have any prejudice against people, but my eyes have always been bad.

Therefore, I always lose the people around me. Now I finally understand, but it seems that I have been injured again.

In the future, it should be difficult for me to trust anyone again. Those sweet words may turn into a knife in the twinkling of an eye and stick in your heart.

It's just that you can't breathe in pain. Now I have nothing and don't know what I should do in the future.

I have become the person who starts all over again. I will continue to look for a job and work hard for my life. Once again, I am the only one left.

"Here we are. Let's go in."

Soon we arrived at the night bar. Because it was daytime, there were few people in it. It was obvious that it had not opened yet.

I subconsciously want to leave, just forget that there is one thing in this world that can surpass everything, that is right.

Although it was obvious that there was no business here, the boss welcomed Zhang Shaoheng warmly when he saw him.

"Old private room."

Zhang Shaoheng said that the boss has been beside us and kept nodding. There are also some hypocritical words.

Now, after hearing these words, I not only don't feel good, but feel a terrible headache, so I can't help accelerating my pace.

Don't worry. The boss and Zhang Shaoheng behind me continue to say something. I just want to go in quickly and anesthetize myself with wine.

"Well, you go and be busy."

I heard Zhang Shaoheng speaking to the boss behind me.

Sure enough, in this world, only rights are the most important. If you have no rights and no money.

In other people's eyes, you are nothing, but if you have these, you are "Lord", and others look at your face.