If we were not married

In fact, I don't want to see the abandoned place. It can also be said that I don't want to face the reality.

Otherwise, no one here knows your past. As long as you don't say it, in their hearts, they won't know that you were once an abandoned child.

It is a child disliked by his parents. You are equal here. Maybe you also have a family.

When people ask my family, I always don't say anything, just smile, and they will know that I don't want to mention my family.

So, I won't say anything anymore. I'm used to being alone. If my family suddenly runs out now, I don't feel comfortable.

Therefore, it's better to be alone. I don't know why. When I think of my family, I suddenly think of the woman who looks like me.

But, instead, they gave up the idea. There are many reasons why all their children were abandoned, but they have never heard of it.

Which one, the rich man's family, didn't want to have children, so he abandoned her. According to the appearance of that woman, the situation at home must be good.

If we really had any relationship, my parents would not have abandoned me.

If I go to talk about our relationship, or ask her about her family, maybe I'll think I'm crazy.

After all, everyone will not believe that people from that family can abandon me.

I can't stand such humiliation if I am driven out as a person with bad intentions.

Don't say, it doesn't matter between us. If it does, I won't go back, because I can't find a reason to abandon me for such a big family.

Because I can't convince my heart. I'd rather have nothing in my home.

In this way, I can also tell myself that the reason why those two people abandoned me and didn't find me for so long was poverty.

Therefore, because they can't support me, they have to abandon me.

In this case, my heart is also comfortable, and I think I can forgive them, but if not, I'm not sure I have reason to forgive them all my life.

I also had children. Although the child died before he was born, I still can't forget the feeling of losing him.

That kind of pain is the most painful part of my heart, so I can't understand why so many people in the world abandon their children.

How could they have the heart to abandon their bones and flesh conceived in October? If it were me, I would never give up.

Because if that's my child, even if I starve to death, I can't bear to lose my child.

Many people are saying that maternal love is the greatest love in the world, but what I don't understand is why there are so many abandoned children in the orphanage?

Are these people abandoned by the great maternal love?

Is it because every abandoned person has no maternal love?

I don't understand why there are so many people in this world to abandon their children and let them go to that lonely orphanage.

Live alone and expect everyone to adopt them and give them a home.

Therefore, in fact, the world is opposite. In fact, the world is not terrible. What is terrible has always been people.

Therefore, no matter what happens, we should strengthen our confidence.

Because only myself will not betray myself, now my expectations for home have disappeared little by little over time.

I don't want to look for that home anymore, because I've been waiting too long.

Finally, I accompanied the leaders of the company to inspect the work. The following is the most important thing. Let me see what Gu Binyang likes to eat.

In fact, I know more about what Gu Binyang eats. After all, I spent three months cooking for Gu Binyang with his nanny.

If, and I simply fell in love with Gu Binyang for a period of time, I may not know anything about Gu Binyang's other things.

However, I know more about food. For example, Gu Binyang never eats spicy things.

What I like is also relatively quiet, but if Gu Binyang likes meat, especially the meat in the dishes.

But I don't like to eat big meat, so I know more about what Gu Binyang eats.

When I arrived, I thought I was not qualified to sit, but the manager asked me to sit next to Gu Binyang.

Several executives of the company also noticed me and were curious about me. I didn't know why I could appear here and sat next to Gu Binyang.

After I sat down, Gu Binyang just looked at me, turned around and continued to talk to president Zhang about things in the company.

I always feel uncomfortable being watched by everyone, but I don't know what I should do now.

Waiter, I brought up the menu. President Zhang handed it directly to Gu Binyang. In fact, I don't know why President Zhang arranged things like this.

If it's just for me to order, it's not necessary. Gu Binyang doesn't have a mouth.

He can order by himself.

When I was here, there was only embarrassment, but when Gu Binyang took over the menu, he handed it directly to me without even looking.

I couldn't guess what Gu Binyang thought in his heart. It was also because of Gu Binyang's move that everyone focused their attention on me.

If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't lose this job now, I might have run away.

It's just that if I leave now, I won't have to go to work tomorrow. In fact, it's just for Gu Binyang to order some dishes. It's no big deal.

"Well, this..."

I simply ordered a few dishes according to Gu Binyang's preference. In fact, I think there are many. After all, so many people can't all come according to Gu Binyang's appetite.

"Mr. Gu, what do you think?"

When I asked, I said, look at some of the food I ordered, which is not to Gu Binyang's taste.