If we were not married

I didn't tell manager Wang that I lost my dream because it was related to a man.

But I may never tell him.

Because of Gu Binyang, he made me a public-private person, and of course I know that everyone has everyone's privacy.

Therefore, I will regard Gu Binyang's affair as a secret and live in my past forever. If it is not for someone deliberately exposing it one day, I think it will always be sealed in my mind, the pure land called "memory".

"Well, Lin Qi, if you have nothing else to do, why don't I go out with you? Enjoy the beautiful night scenery around here?" I listened, and manager Wang said to me.

I was stunned, but politely declined his kindness to manager Wang: "manager, tomorrow is my first day to work. If I am late, I may leave a bad impression on other people in the bar!"

"Well, you can rest early. When you're free, I'll ask you out again." manager Wang of the bar refused my invitation.

To be honest, I was very sad at that time. Mainly because I will be invited, I will naturally think of Gu Binyang.

I still remember Gu Binyang. He has a girlfriend who is about to get married. I heard that the other party is still a returnee and has just returned from abroad. I still remember Gu Binyang's invitation to take me to see his family.

But all these were rejected by me.

I know that my approach may be a little stupid, because there is no doubt that I am extrapolating Gu Binyang.

However, I really have no choice.

Even if Gu Binyang hates me, hates me, or even doesn't understand me, I must choose to do so.

How could I do this again? Suddenly I thought of him. I hooked my lips with sarcasm and laughed.

Perhaps Gu Binyang, who has never left me, exists in my mind. However, I did not think about the past and continued to disturb him. Even such an idea appeared at the moment when I left him.

But now, in the face of reality, I think I should soon forget Gu Binyang.

And if Gu Binyang knew that I would work in a place like a bar, what would he think of me? I'm sure I'll be surprised by my choice, because I said before that I don't want to go to the bar anymore. It's very dangerous here.

I don't remember what happened to me after that. I just remember that manager Wang didn't seem to know what to say, so he left.

But I went back to my single room, opened the refrigerator, took a bottle of beer from there, put it in my mouth and drank it.

Although my heart will be very uncomfortable, as long as I think that I have to go to work the next day, I dare not drink too much.

I only drank a small bottle, but I was still drunk. Perhaps it is in response to that sentence that everyone is drunk if he is not drunk. When I drank the beer in my hand, I leaned back and fell on my single bed.

I didn't expect that when I woke up again, it was already 9:35, which was only 25 minutes from my agreed working time.

Although I work in a bar, I don't even have a regular job. I work on shifts for 12 hours.

When I saw the time on my side presented like this, I seemed to be frightened and got up from bed.

I quickly brushed my teeth, washed my face and put on simple, elegant and generous makeup. I suddenly found that I didn't even have time for breakfast.

Fortunately, the place where I work is not far from where I live. Or I'll be late.

The first time I was late, it was not my style, so I turned and took a glass of milk from the fridge and set off for work.

Although I applied for a resident singer. But during my probation period, I needed to wipe the table, sweep the floor and help the bar do some chores, which made me feel whether I was in the wrong place.

However, I still stubbornly took these things for my own interests and dreams.

Just to my surprise, I almost fainted on my first day at work.

Because I found that when I went out in the morning, the bottle of milk I hurriedly took would have expired.

I am also a very picky person in eating. I think this bottle of milk actually expired because I was always absent-minded and easily distracted recently. I accidentally bought milk with a bad date when buying milk.

I hesitated. I was reluctant to drink it, but as long as I thought that if I didn't drink this, it might mean that I would be hungry all morning.

So I frowned and tried to force myself to drink it. I picked up the milk bottle, put it in front of me, tore the seal on it, and took a sip of the milk.

Unexpectedly, the milk is really hard to drink, probably because it has expired.

What should I do? Keep drinking or throw it away? I hesitated and finally decided to throw it away because I had a bad stomach. What if I had a stomachache after drinking it?

So I sipped my lips, endured heartache and threw the only thing that could be my breakfast in the morning into the trash can.

At this time, I was informed that I was about to gather and line up.

I immediately smelled the sound and walked towards the crowded place, but found that beside me, there were five or six people in white work uniforms who had been called to stand in line, and I followed.

I found that the one who called us up for class was actually a tall and handsome man. He was about 1.85 meters tall. His side face looked very handsome and looked like Takeshi Kaneshiro.

"What's your name? Come on, let me introduce you." I listened. The handsome man of the foreman noticed that I was a new employee, so he asked me.

"Hello, I'm Lin Qi." I nodded to him and introduced myself to everyone.

"Well, let's have a morning meeting. As usual, first briefly comment and summarize yesterday's work. Then, assign today's work tasks. Finally, the meeting will break up. Let's start the meeting..."

The handsome foreman said in front of the crowd.

And I was silent, quietly waiting for the work assigned to me today.