If we were not married

To tell the truth, I really don't know what kind of situation will make me feel more embarrassed than now.

Because I saw that when Gu Binyang saw me, his eyes were glowing with scarlet fire, as if they were going to devour me, and I was not prepared for his sudden move.

In fact, he and I are now at the airport where people come and go. We are not allowed to have such intimacy in such a public place.

So I pushed Gu Binyang away and said to him, "Gu Binyang, I'm sorry, can you stop?"

Otherwise, I'm really worried that the hunger, thirst and fire in his eyes when he first saw me will ignite him and me. So I prayed to him in a low voice.

Gu Binyang pursed his lips and didn't say much. I just looked at him. A trace of depth flashed in his eyes. After that, he retracted my hand into the pocket of the dark brown coat he was wearing.

"Lin Qi, you know what? What I said will never be taken back," I heard Gu Binyang say to me with a calm and resolute face, "but I will give you time. No matter how long, I will continue to wait for you, unless you are really tired of me."

"I didn't..." I pursed my lips and said to Gu Binyang. As soon as I finished, I suddenly remembered the last quarrel between Gu Binyang and me. In fact, it was not a real quarrel, but Gu Binyang proposed to take me to see his family, which was rejected by me, so it made him very sad.

Although, I can feel Gu Binyang's mood, just like, I can feel that he was desperate to find me in Xiangxi.

Just thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling guilty to Gu Binyang, so I said to Gu Binyang, "I'm sorry, I don't think I'm ready to talk about my personal feelings now. Because you know, I'm a divorced woman..."

Although it was once my dream to be confessed by Gu Binyang, I was always careful to him and hid my heart, but unexpectedly, I deceived myself. It turned out that I fell in love with him accidentally.

That's why I refused him and was brought to his family because I didn't want Gu Binyang to be implicated because I was under pressure that I shouldn't have been under. If he chose another woman, he might not bear it.

Therefore, I accept Gu Binyang, which will only make him feel that these are more unfair to him.

"Lin Qi, can you tell me that these are the words in your heart?" Gu Binyang's attitude towards me is obvious, not as angry as he was when he spoke to me on the phone.

Although I feel the change of Gu Binyang's attitude towards me, at the moment, I have no choice but to nod and acquiesce.

I didn't expect that Gu Binyang didn't force me anymore, but said to me, "it doesn't matter. I'll wait for you until you change your mind to me."

"No, you don't wait for me anymore. This is my heart," I said to Gu Binyang in anger because Gu Binyang didn't give up on me.

I didn't expect that as soon as I finished, Gu Binyang's handsome side face came close to me. His eyes looked straight at me. Although he was silent, it made my heart panic for a time and almost betrayed myself.

I quickly turned my face, gently hammered Gu Binyang's chest and said to him, "Gu Binyang, what are you doing? Why do you look at me like this? I'm embarrassed..."

"Really? Lin Qi, are you embarrassed? Because of me?" Gu Binyang asked several questions as soon as I finished speaking, and his sharp eyes looked at me and said.

My face had already climbed up two red clouds. Gu Binyang suddenly hugged my waist from behind me.

Because I was held tightly by Gu Binyang from behind, I had nowhere to escape. I could only let my whole body be held by Gu Binyang.

Gu Binyang saw that I was in his arms and didn't struggle anymore, so he drew a radian on his lips. He tightly surrounded me with his broad and thick chest, but I was too tightly held by Gu Binyang, so even my breathing began to become tense.

"Gu... Bin... Yang... Eh" my lips were tightly kissed by Gu Binyang, and at the moment he kissed me, my whole body was unconscious, because he trembled.

I felt as if I wanted him.

Such hugs and kisses seem to be what I have been looking forward to for a long time.

Although I have always deliberately wanted to let myself ignore this, I didn't expect that my body was much more honest than I thought.

When Gu Binyang kissed me, I not only didn't resist, but also enjoyed it. I feel that I am sucking heartily. The man in front of me, his dignity and greatness, let me enjoy it desperately.

But then, after this enjoyment, I had the idea of escaping and resisting again.

Although I know that Gu Binyang is not Qi Jia, because with Gu Binyang's inherent advantages, if he wanted to be with other women, he would have done it long ago.

There's no need because I, an unknown and divorced woman, came all the way from the original city to Western Hunan.

However, he brought me such an accident and surprise at the most unexpected moment.

Now when I lie in his arms, I think I enjoy it very much, but it is because I enjoy it too much that I feel that I want to instinctively refuse it.

Because there is a book that says never fall in love with anyone.

This makes me panic inexplicably. If I am too greedy for Gu Binyang, will Gu Binyang break me to pieces.

At this time, I hurriedly pushed Gu Binyang away. I saw Gu Binyang suddenly push him away from me. It seemed that he was not prepared in his heart. He was stunned at me and stared at me.

And I also raised my head and looked at him. I suddenly opened my lips and said to Gu Binyang, "I have found a new job now, so I may be very busy. If you are also very busy, you can leave first."

"Are you going to drive me away?" I heard Gu Binyang's words, saying desperately to me.

"Sorry, I didn't mean that," I couldn't bear to see him sad because of me, because every time I saw him sad, I would follow my heartache, so I quickly said to Gu Binyang.