If we were not married

Gu Binyang's words made me hesitate. My industry now belongs to tourism service, but now it is approaching the new year, so it is approaching the peak tourism season, but now it is going to be busy.

"Sorry," I opened my mouth and was about to refuse Gu Binyang. Unexpectedly, Gu Binyang seemed to care about my refusal.

"Lin Qi, you are like this. You are going to refuse me, aren't you?"

Once I got over it, I saw Gu Binyang with a pair of heartache. Looking at my appearance, I felt that I really owed him.

However, I have been calculating in my mind for a long time, but only one "sorry" can express what I want to say to him at the moment.

Maybe it's really because I'm not good at talking.

Gu Binyang said "sorry" to me one after another. He looked calm and refused me, "Lin Qi, don't say that again. Sorry, these three words are not what I want to hear. What I want to hear is Lin Qi. You say, Gu Binyang, let's be together."

"Don't do this," I can only say to him, because in the face of cruel facts, although I don't want to be hypocritical, what can I do? My heart is really looking forward to someone to help me.

"Mr. Gu, in fact, everyone has his own dream. However, some should stick to it, some give up, but it's more relaxed. Loving me will only make you physically and mentally tired. Because I think I'm just destined to be a woman who will be forgotten." my words can't be said any more.

So as soon as I turned around, I left Gu Binyang. Even at that time, I really looked forward to being with Gu Binyang, but I couldn't choose many things.

I know that after what Gu Binyang and I said today, some changes between Gu Binyang and me may happen. In fact, the last time I refused to be taken home by him to see my family, I already knew that I would have such a change one day.

In the evening, when I returned to my dormitory regardless of everything, I suddenly found a man waiting for me in front of my dormitory door.

I stared at him in amazement. Isn't he manager Wang in the moon bar? What are you waiting for me here? I was a little curious, so I walked over to him and said hello, "manager Wang, why are you here? Really..."

"What a coincidence" was not said in my mouth. I suddenly saw manager Wang. He grabbed my wrist and said to me, "Lin Qi, you're finally back. You know, I've been waiting for you all night."

I was stunned and thought that manager Wang came to me to talk about work, so I quickly sipped my lips and said to him, "manager Wang, I'm sorry. Because you gave me two days off, it seems that I can start to work officially tomorrow."

"Lin Qi, I didn't say this. Where did you go today? I went to the hospital to find you, but I didn't see your figure. I thought you were missing, so I had to wait at the door of your dormitory." manager Wang, still holding my arm, said to me.

But I looked at him with a surprised look on my face. I didn't know what had happened.

Maybe manager Wang saw the strange expression on my face, so he quickly released my hand and said to me, "Lin Qi, it's okay. Then go back first and remember, don't be late for work tomorrow morning.".

"Oh, OK, manager, don't worry, I will." I nodded to him and agreed.

After that, I turned around and went back to my dormitory room. After locking myself in the room, I gasped.

Now I just think that Gu Binyang is arranged in that hotel by himself. He is alone. I don't know how he is. Now the situation is good or bad.

My heart sank and I felt that the whole person was unconsciously bored. At this time, my mobile phone suddenly made a "buzzing" sound. My sixth sense told me that maybe it was the message from Gu Binyang.

I looked down and saw that it was Gu Binyang's message, but I saw it written: "Lin Qi, I'm sorry! Just now the company came to the news that something has been very busy recently, so my vacation will be cancelled! But Lin Qi, I really want to see you before I leave, because I don't know when to wait for the next meeting."

I know that if I refuse Gu Binyang's invitation, the game between me and him may be really over. Therefore, this may be the only chance for me and him.

So I quickly responded to his message: "when are you leaving, I'll see you off at the airport!"

"I'll leave the day after tomorrow," Gu Binyang replied, "Lin Qi, let's meet tomorrow night. I'll invite you to dinner!"

"Let's just eat. I'll come to your hotel tomorrow," I said to him in a text message.

In fact, when I proposed to go to Gu Binyang Hotel, I was ready to give myself to him, conceive his child, and then break up with him happily. In this way, even if Gu Binyang was not with me in the future, with his child by my side, I still felt like having him by my side.

Only in this way will it not make me feel lonely.

Although I thought so, Gu Binyang was still immersed in the joy of meeting me. I seemed to see him and appeared in front of me. Even in his voice, he trembled and said to me because of emotional excitement: "OK, Lin Qi. Then I'll wait for you in the wine shop room! See you or leave."

I just simply sent a "um" as a reply to Gu Binyang's mobile phone.

When I looked at the message that the message had been successfully received by Gu Binyang, I suddenly lay on my back on the single bed behind me.

After calculation, the date of my last period just now is the best time for pregnancy and ovulation, and I think this may be God's help.

When I thought that there would be a baby in my stomach in the future, such a new life was born. I lay in bed and turned around, but I was thinking about what kind of name should be given to the child if I had a child.

If there is a boy in the next life, I think I will give him a name called "Zisheng". I hope he can be like his father and become a successful man when he grows up in the future.

But what if it's a girl? I think, although I am not a son preference woman, I am looking forward to Gu Binyang's child and I will be a boy.