If we were not married

I didn't tell Gu Binyang that what was destined to happen between me and him had already happened the night before he left Xiangxi.

I didn't tell him how I got the best part from his body that night, and made this cream form a perfect combination with my body.

Because when I was in the middle of the night, after a night with Gu Binyang, I left him before dawn, when Gu Binyang was still in bed and didn't wake up from his sleep.

And in order to create the illusion that I was determined to leave him, at the moment before I left, I sent him a text message. In the text message, I told Gu Binyang that the reason why I didn't promise to go with him was that I actually fell in love with another man, and that person always existed in my inner world.

That's why I don't have more spiritual space to accept Gu Binyang.

I don't know what Gu Binyang's expression will be at the moment when he sees the text message I sent him, but the only thing I can be sure of is that Gu Binyang must hate me in his heart at the moment when he receives my text message, and maybe even more eager to tear me apart.

But I was nervous about it.

Until dawn, my mobile phone suddenly lit up. I saw a short message displayed on the mobile phone screen, and it was sent by Gu Binyang.

"Lin Qi, thank you for your honesty! I'm gone. May we never see each other again in our life."

At the moment I saw the message, I was unconsciously stunned, but soon, a knowing smile flashed on my face, because I can finally rest assured at the moment.

Gu Binyang, he really hates me.

It took me a long time to brew the fruit. After a round trip, he and I returned to their respective cities and finally began our own life.

I have every reason to believe that Gu Binyang's last message before parting with me is very sincere.

"Lin Qi, may we never see each other again in this life."

But I was still a little worried. Until three weeks later, I learned from the hospital that I was pregnant through urine test.

There is no doubt that it is Gu Binyang's child and I.

After hearing the news, my heart was very excited.

Although Gu Binyang may not know, I'm pregnant. Really, I have his flesh and blood.

At the moment, I have completely deleted all the contact information about him for a period of time, exactly three weeks.

At night, when I felt my stomach and lay happily in bed, I said to the child in my stomach, "don't worry, child, sooner or later, you will have both a mother and a father."

"But before you grow up, you will have your mother for a period of time. Because of the news about your father, your mother will give it to you as a gift at the adult ceremony."

I think Gu Binyang's children and I will be very happy.

Because he was not born, his mother had decided to love him with all her love.

That night, I slept very heavy and sweet.

In a trance, I also had a dream. In my dream, I saw a cute little boy waving to me. He fell down in my arms and called me "Mom". In my dream, I can clearly know that he is the child of Gu Binyang and me

I didn't expect that what woke me up from my sleep the next day was su Meng's phone ring: "Lin Qi, do you have time today? I have one thing, I want to ask you..."

I heard that Su Meng asked me on the phone, so I couldn't help but go back immediately: "what's the matter, Su Meng, what's the matter?"

"Oh, I learned a new method of making wine yesterday. I want you to taste it. How does it taste?" I heard Su Meng say on the phone.

Although I already knew that Su Meng was the bartender here, she occasionally went out for a run. This time, it was nearly a month since I came here. She asked me for a favor for the first time.

"Tasting wine?" I was a little surprised and said to Su Meng, "wasn't there Honghong and Xiaoyue before? Why did you suddenly think of me."

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard Su Meng's more obvious plea to me: "Lin Qi, I'm sorry. Honghong asked for leave yesterday. It seems that there is something at home. As for Xiaoyue, I went with her. You know, they were two before. They made me a professional wine taster..."

Because I'm pregnant and can't drink, but Su Meng asked me for the first time, and I can't refuse her directly.

So I said to Su Meng on the phone, "Su Meng, where are you now?"

Su Meng replied to me, "I'm still in the dormitory, but I'm going out soon. Lin Qi, can you help me?"

I heard Su Meng on the phone. Please come to me again.

Her words only made me hesitate and said to her, "Su Meng, I'm sorry. I'm not feeling well recently, so maybe I'm a little sensitive to alcohol..."

I politely refused her. Unexpectedly, Su Meng said to me on the phone, "Lin Qi, you're not feeling well. What's the matter? Is it a cold or something?"

I didn't tell her the truth: I refused her because I was pregnant, and this child made me care very much, cherish its existence, and want to protect it.

"I don't know. When I woke up this morning, my head was a little dizzy, and then my whole body was in pain everywhere..."

"Ah?" I heard Su Meng on the phone and said to me, "Lin Qi, how can you do this? Is it because of blood sugar? In fact, my wine has no degree. It looks almost like fruit juice. Even people who can't drink alcohol and pregnant women can drink..."

I heard what Su Meng said to me on the phone, especially the sentence "pregnant women can drink," suddenly made me eager to try.

But just then, I suddenly heard Su Meng and sighed softly on the phone, "but Lin Qi, you're not feeling well, forget it. I'll try to find someone else. As for you, I'm just talking casually. Lin Qi, don't take it to heart..."

Su Meng comforted me in turn, which made me feel embarrassed at first.

"It's all right, Su Meng. Although I can't help you this time, I'll do my best to help you next time..."

"Nothing..."

I heard that as soon as Su Meng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.