If we were not married

"Maybe there are both," I hesitated in response to Gu Binyang's words. "Although the gift you gave me is really precious to me, I'm more worried that I encounter such happiness too quickly, so what I lose will be the same fast..."

I bit my lip and said to Gu Binyang. Before that, I still remember that I was just a very insignificant and scarred woman.

However, I have a stronger belief than others in my heart. This belief supports and encourages me to continue to go strong and not degenerate.

At the same time, I seized every opportunity given to me by fate, so I ushered in today's opportunity to be with men like Gu Binyang.

Maybe fate is fair to me. Although I have been hurt, I now accept the glory it brings to me.

But my heart is grateful for the man in front of me. While he gives me a little surprise and dignity, I will never forget what is the true meaning of life.

Therefore, I said to Gu Binyang, "what I want most is actually the hope that we can live a peaceful and simple life like other newlyweds. The gift you gave me is too precious for me, just..."

I added to him that I hope he can fully understand what I want to express to him.

However, a faint displeasure was written on Gu Binyang's face. He obviously said to me: "Lin Qi, no matter what kind of ring it is, it condenses my sincerity to you. The reason why I chose to give you such a ring is because of the legend in this ring..."

As soon as Gu bin finished speaking, he turned around. I know what he said just now, no doubt, may have hurt him.

After all, his sincerity to me was rejected by me.

Maybe, in his eyes, he always regarded money as dirt.

But I pay too much attention to the practical value of this material.

Because he, Gu Binyang, sees everything too idealized and even too much in pursuit of perfection.

But I, Lin Qi, is just a woman who has experienced a difficult life. Although I am not greedy, it's a pity that I haven't been able to give Gu Binyang's most ideal answer.

I don't know why, Gu Binyang's back after he turned around suddenly seemed very lonely and lonely to me, but my words hurt him again.

"Do you think I just refused you, which made you very sad," I followed Gu Binyang and said to him, "in fact, I know who might be more suitable for you, because those who really suit you are those women who don't worry about life and live in dignity, but I'm not, so I make you feel so uncomfortable..."

I wanted to comfort him, but why did I make Gu Binyang even more unhappy? For this, I don't know what else to do except some regrets in my heart.

"You're not?" Gu Binyang listened to my words and said to me suddenly, "because Lin Qi, you've always been a woman who depends on her own, independent and strong character, and never depends on others, haven't you?"

I don't know why these words are obviously like praise, which is also my favorite for me. But when Gu Binyang was talking, his face was full of anger, as if I had done something wrong and offended him.

I pursed my lips and stopped talking, but at this time, Gu Binyang raised his hand and pinched my chin. "Lin Qi, why don't you explain? Have you forgotten that you have obtained the certificate with me now? Let go of yourself and concentrate on being Mrs. Gu who depends on me for survival. Is it difficult for you?"

Maybe he's right. It's really difficult for me to do this.

So, I finally decided not to hide it, but said to Gu Binyang: "in fact, I just said I haven't told you something, you should remember..."

My words were full of temptation and uncertainty. I asked Gu Binyang. At this time, Gu Binyang stood in front of me. Although he was reluctant, he nodded when listening to my words: "remember."

He said simply, and then he sipped his lips coldly. His attitude at the moment was obviously much more determined and indifferent than just now.

"Well, I'll go on," I said to Gu Binyang. "In fact, I came back from Xiangxi this time. I asked for leave, because I want to get the certificate with you..."

"But now, the marriage certificate has been received, so I should go back to Xiangxi again!" I said to Gu Binyang, and suddenly handed my mobile phone to Gu Binyang. There was also a message sent to me by the manager of the moon bar when I left. He told me to pay attention to safety on my way home and to return to the bar early after I finished my work.

"Back to Xiangxi? Get the certificate?" Gu Binyang stubbornly raised his chin and said to me, "Lin Qi, how do I feel that all this is a game you planned and arranged? Wait for me and jump in, huh?"

Although it was an interrogative tone, I obviously felt the anger in his words, so in the moonlight, my face was pale and my weak body was slightly cool because of the cold wind.

I know that Gu Binyang is complaining about me, which makes my heart very embarrassed for a time, but I don't know what else I can do except standing where I am.

Just when I didn't know how to answer Gu Binyang, I suddenly felt that there was a burst of warmth behind me. This warmth has not been seen for a long time, but it is somewhat familiar.

Gu Binyang hugged me from behind me, and then opened the door for me.

Without saying a word, I sat in his car. Because it was late, I had to follow Gu Binyang and return to his home again.

When I arrived at Gu Binyang's house, I felt that it was almost the same as when I first left his house, except that there was an extra bottle of shampoo used by women in his bathroom.

I don't know who went to Gu Binyang's house when I was away.

Whether it's Jiangning or Gu Binyang's mysterious girlfriend, but I didn't ask much, because at the moment, my heart is inexplicably nervous.

This tension made me feel tangled and uneasy when I just got off Gu Binyang's car.

I stood at the door of the bedroom that originally belonged to my room. I hesitated. I didn't know whether to go in or out.

Although I am now "Mrs. Gu", I am pregnant early, so I am afraid that Gu Binyang will touch me tonight.