If we were not married

"Of course," I said to Gu Binyang, "I'll help you with how much you eat!"

As soon as I finished, I bent down and prepared to serve him his favorite lotus root soup. It's true that I haven't been with him for a day or two. If I don't know what Gu Binyang likes to eat, then I'm really sad.

I was thinking about it. Suddenly, when I was ready to get up, I couldn't help tumbling in my stomach. My mouth was disgusting, and I suddenly wanted something sour.

At this time, Gu Binyang also noticed something wrong with me, so he took the bowl in my hand and asked me, "what's the matter with you, Lin Qi? Did you kick the quilt last night and catch a cold? Or for some other reason?"

I listened to Gu Binyang and was asking me, so I couldn't help looking back at him. At the moment I turned back, I saw Gu Binyang with an obvious look of anxiety and tension on his face.

I know he is concerned about me, but should I tell him the truth right now?

My mind flashed over the words Gu Binyang's mother said to me before leaving: "Lin Qi, tonight is your last chance. Tomorrow I will tell Gu Binyang everything he should know!"

Tonight is really the last chance. I must tell Gu Binyang all the truth about the matter before Gu Binyang tells him the truth.

So I sipped my lips and said to Gu Binyang, "well, you drink the soup in the bowl first, and I'll tell you what I know..."

As soon as I finished, I saw a trace of obvious displeasure flash across Gu Binyang's face. I know that he must be thinking that I have something to hide from him.

But although I know that I may not be a good person for Gu Binyang, do I have any other way to choose besides telling the truth?

Gu Binyang said nothing more. In the blink of an eye, he picked up the enamel bowl I handed him and ate the lotus root soup in the bowl.

I watched him eat with such relish that I thought it was Gu Binyang's overtime, so he was hungry, but I didn't expect that when I asked Gu Binyang if he wanted another bowl, Gu Binyang waved to me and refused.

"I think I'd better not," I heard. Gu Binyang said to me, "Lin Qi, otherwise you'll finish what you want to say first. If I'm in a good mood, I'll have another bowl..."

I didn't expect Gu Binyang to expect so much. I just promised to tell him about it, so I knew it was time to say it:

"President Gu, I really have something to tell you, because I'm pregnant..."

When I just whispered this sentence to him, I felt that my heart was pounding and almost missed a beat, "what, Lin Qi, can you say it again? I didn't hear it clearly just now..."

"Well, Mr. Gu, oh, no, husband, I just said I was pregnant," I said to Gu Binyang.

"What, how did you get pregnant?" I looked. Gu Binyang's face turned red and white to me, "I haven't touched you at all. How did you get pregnant? I've always wanted to leave the first time between us for you and my wedding night, but I didn't expect that Lin Qi, there would be someone who beat me, and you were so happy to come and tell me about it?"

Gu Binyang's words made me obviously hear his anger in his words. Although I had been reluctant to tell him before, I also guessed his reaction. At present, his most real reaction is still somewhat beyond my expectation.

Because on the night of Xiangxi, Gu Binyang was with me when he was drunk, so of course he didn't know what happened after he was drunk, but I didn't have time to explain the real situation of the matter.

I have been on Gu bin Yang'an. I am a notorious "unfaithful daughter". I don't know if the good days between me and him will end like this, but I try to subconsciously want to explain to him.

"Husband, in fact, this thing is not what you know. This thing is..." I was about to explain to him, but Gu Binyang pushed it away.

"Go away, bitch, I really didn't expect you to do such a thing. Who is that man? I'll find him..." Gu Binyang's voice trembled obviously in front of me because of anger.

"No..." I shook my head and said to Gu Binyang.

"Isn't it? Did you send it to the door yourself," Gu Binyang said to me, "Lin Qi, you are really a cheap woman. I'm really blind and would believe you so much!"

"Can't you listen to me explain?" I opened my mouth and felt that the feeling of being scolded was more painful than my life.

"No, Lin Qi, you'll regret it. Now I don't want to hear a word of your voice." I don't know why Gu Binyang was so excited after listening to what I told him. It turns out that his patience with me has always been like this.

When I thought of this, I couldn't help but say to Gu Binyang, "so what do you want now? Why don't you listen to me..."

Before I finished, I heard that Gu Binyang was impatient and was about to walk outside from home. At this time, he clearly just came back. I watched him prefer to go out rather than listen to me explain. I couldn't help but feel more cold in my heart.

Gu Binyang's temper, why will he always be like a child? He gets angry when he says he's angry, and I watched him walking out in anger, so I couldn't help asking Gu Binyang: "where are you going? You've just come back!"

I was a little worried and said to Gu Binyang, but as soon as I finished speaking, I heard that the door of Gu Binyang's room was slammed. At the moment Gu Binyang left home, I kept reflecting on what I did wrong.

Is Gu Binyang so angry because of me or because he doesn't want children at all?

Thinking of this, I unconsciously touched my stomach. I felt that because I was too excited just now, my stomach actually hurts at the moment. Is it because the baby in my stomach also heard what adults said just now? Because I heard his father talking and didn't want him, so was he angry in my stomach?