If we were not married

I know that Gu Binyang's heart is very unhappy because of me at the moment, but when I want to comfort him, Gu Binyang pushed him away. I don't know why Gu Binyang treated me like this. Maybe, he has always been a very self-centered person.

Because of his idealism, he would rather be immersed in his inner sadness alone than see me.

But even if he was like this, I had nothing to do. I could only stay behind him and continue to watch him fall into a sad mood. However, it was not until Gu Binyang returned to his own room that I returned to my own room and locked the door from behind.

However, I never thought that when I closed the door, the cold war between Gu Binyang and me began.

In the first few days, I thought Gu Binyang was just angry with me, so I didn't want to pay attention to me. I still cooked for him at home every night, but Gu Binyang came home late every time.

So I cooked for him. He never came back to eat. I was no longer treated like a princess by Gu Binyang as I was at the beginning. He no longer made breakfast for me, but bought a lot of things for my family, such as nutritious cereal and milk powder.

And it's on the table in the restaurant at home. I don't know whether Gu Binyang bought it for me on purpose or ate it himself. In short, Gu Binyang goes home late every time, but I don't go out of the front door or the second door because I'm pregnant.

It was OK at the beginning, but soon the money I brought back was almost used up, so I was thinking, or I should go out and do something, but because I was pregnant, I couldn't do any heavy work that required physical strength.

My work and rest time can only be normal and regular, so when I turned on my mobile phone, I quickly found a job as lobby manager on the Internet by browsing the website of our local portal website.

Although the salary of this job is relatively meager compared with my previous job, at least I can have a meal every day. Moreover, for me, a job can at least make me no longer feel lonely and bored at home every day as in the past.

So in my heart, I vaguely felt that this job was ideal for me.

When I was about to tell Gu Binyang the news, Gu Binyang came home as late as before, but it was all right. I told myself that although Gu Binyang came home late, I could wait for him.

When I thought of this, I leaned back and sat on Gu Binyang's sofa. I planned to watch TV while waiting for him to come back. It was about 10 p.m. when I looked up, because I was pregnant, I always went to bed early. However, in order to tell Gu Binyang about it, I had been waiting for him at home until now.

When I was about to return to my room, there was a sound of someone opening the door outside the door. Listening to the faint sound of the key, I knew that Gu Binyang had come back, so I took the initiative to go to the direction of Gu Binyang's door and planned to meet him.

Seeing me still so late, I saw that Gu Binyang looked up at me. His eyes were very deep, but it was vaguely mixed with heartache or anger. I was just unconsciously rippled in my heart, and then I began to ask him.

"Why did you come back so late?" I wanted to care about him as if nothing had happened.

But Gu Binyang has a very obvious and handsome face. At the moment, it is as cold as an iceberg. I heard him say to me in front of me: "what are you still concerned about me? Why don't you care about the baby in your belly?"

I listened to Gu Binyang's words. There was a sour taste of vinegar, so I said to him, "why do you eat children's vinegar? You are such a big person, and you should be jealous like this. It's really ~"

I just wanted to pretend that nothing had happened and say to Gu Binyang, but unexpectedly, Gu Binyang said to me in a harsh voice in front of me: "Don't touch me. I really didn't expect you to treat me like this, Lin Qi. How can you use me? Using my feelings for you, can you afford me? I used to believe you, a gentle and virtuous woman, but Lin Qi, you really opened my eyes."

I pursed my lips and said to Gu Binyang, "if you feel so uncomfortable seeing me, let's divorce!"

I know that my existence only makes Gu Binyang feel how wrong he was in the past, because I really used some means that can not be called means to be with Gu Binyang.

"Divorce, don't you think I dare?" Gu Binyang continued to put down cruel words to me in front of me. "But I won't be so stupid. I know that you, Lin Qi, are a liar. Unexpectedly, I thought you were a good man before, so I will never be fooled by you again!"

"You, me," Gu Binyang's words made me not know what to say for a while, so when I was opening my mouth and faltering and couldn't say a complete word, I suddenly felt a burst of warmth around my body.

Gu Binyang hugged me in front of me, and began to be bloodthirsty with his lips. He was a little angry, but he tore it wantonly on my face, behind my ears, on my neck, and even deeper in my body.

I knew that Gu Binyang didn't just hold me. He seemed to vent all his anger and dissatisfaction on me, but as a pregnant expectant mother, I certainly couldn't bear these.

Because my body doesn't belong to me now, so I bit my lower lip, pushed Gu Binyang away, slapped Gu Binyang in the face, and I rushed out of the door.

Because I can't bear it, I also think, or there may be only anger left between Gu Binyang and me. Therefore, instead of torturing each other like this, I'd better give myself some time to be quiet and Gu Binyang to be quiet.

Under the street lights at night, although the night wind is cold, I am homeless. I can only walk aimlessly in the street. I am not deliberately running away from home. How I wish I was just dreaming at the moment.

Once upon a time, I just wanted to be a good wife and mother, but why all these changed overnight, and more and more ran counter to my ideal life.