If we were not married

I put a piece of food in my mouth. My stomach was like turning over the sea. I felt that it was about to gush out of my mouth. I subconsciously covered my mouth with my hand. I tried to swallow it.

I paused for a while and felt much better. I walked slowly to the table, picked up the kettle, slowly got a glass of water and drank it mouthful by mouthful. I hope it will be better.

After drinking the water, I wanted to sit on the sofa and have a rest before I went to get food. I sat down. While thinking of Gu Binyang, he touched the child in his stomach. He said to himself, "boy, why are you so naughty and tossing your mother so much? You must be a little naughty in the future."

Thinking of the baby in my stomach, I couldn't help laughing. Because it represents the love between Gu Binyang and me.

Think about it. The stomach cried involuntarily. I shook my head and smiled helplessly. I stood up and prepared to serve the dishes to the table.

I habitually put two bowls and chopsticks on the table. Sit down slowly. Ready for dinner. But I looked up habitually. The man sitting opposite me who had dinner with me was not there.

Thinking of Gu Binyang still outside, my eyes darkened and sighed. Silently picked up the chopsticks on the table and ate alone.

I put a piece of my favorite dish into my mouth. Looking at the empty seat opposite, I chewed it slowly and swallowed it into my stomach.

I was about to eat with chopsticks when suddenly my stomach wanted to vomit again. I covered my mouth with my hands and subconsciously ran to the toilet. When I came to the toilet, I kept vomit in front of the toilet.

A man began to vomit. He vomited for a while and felt that the whole person was not well. However, there was no one around me. I was alone in the empty room and immediately felt very helpless.

I vomited for a while and felt the whole person collapse. I support my body with my hands. Slowly raise your head and look at yourself in the mirror.

Because it's too bad to vomit. Two tearful I wiped a handful of tears. I turn on the tap. Take a handful of water and rinse your mouth.

After feeling normal. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was just vomited. The whole face was haggard.

At this time, my heart could not help a burst of pain. Because now is such a sad time. There is no one around.

I remembered seeing Gu Binyang and the woman in the hospital this afternoon. My heart is more sad. Now I feel physically and mentally exhausted.

I looked at my watch. It's late. However, I was still alone in the room. Gu Binyang still hasn't come back. Suddenly, my heart felt more sad and lonely.

I looked up at myself in the mirror. The lost sighed. He looked down at his stomach and touched it. I slowly dragged myself out of the toilet.

Go back and sit on the sofa. I turned and looked at the dishes on the table. But I have no mood and appetite to eat again.

I turned and looked out of the window. It was dark. But I looked at the door. But Gu Binyang still disappeared.

I couldn't help feeling sentimental: "it's so late. Why hasn't Gu Binyang come back?"

"At night, I was out with another woman. Would there be anything?" I frowned and thought alone.

"Is that woman his assistant? Why did Gu Binyang take her to the hospital?" I wondered.

"Could it be his other women, even assistants? It was after work, and I wasn't responsible for going to the hospital with him." I thought so, and my mood was more complicated.

"Gu Binyang doesn't love me so much? Does he hate me? He never came home so late and didn't call me." I don't know what's wrong with me, so I thought.

The mood is a little complicated. So I'm going to watch TV to amuse myself.

Turn on the TV and I keep changing channels. Although his eyes were staring at the TV, he still thought about Gu Binyang. Why didn't he come back?

I sighed. I'm not in the mood. I'll change the TV again. So I put the remote control on the sofa. This station, which is switched randomly, has a TV.

The TV broadcast is a good mother-in-law's TV documentary program. A daughter-in-law is pregnant. Her husband and mother-in-law take good care of her. Every day, her mother-in-law will cook soup for her pregnant daughter-in-law. Chat with your pregnant daughter-in-law. For recreation, she will also feed her pregnant daughter-in-law thoughtfully. And her husband. Every day after work, I will go home on time. Take care of a pregnant wife and make the family harmonious. Talking and laughing watching TV

Look at the picture on the TV. I can't help but think of myself. My mother-in-law is not good for me. Forget it. I don't want to see myself yet. Don't admit yourself. Although I'm pregnant myself. But my mother-in-law didn't say a good word.

And his husband Gu Binyang, who is so late, still doesn't go home? And don't call back. I don't feel worried about being pregnant at all.

Thinking of this, my heart is sad and lost. See the woman on TV. I can't help being a little jealous of her.

Because it is also pregnancy, why the gap is so different.

Think so. My heart is very wronged. Looking at the scene on TV, I have a lot of waves in my heart. It's not a taste.

Look, look. Tears flow down imperceptibly. The more I think about it, the more sad I feel. A man curled up on the sofa and burst into tears.

Suddenly I heard the key open the door. I looked up at the sound source. Gu Binyang came back as if nothing had happened.

I glanced at Gu Binyang at the door. I quickly wiped my tears and stared at the TV.

When Gu Binyang saw me watching TV in the living room, he took off his coat. While changing shoes, he looked up at me and said, "Lin Qi, I'm back."

Hearing what Gu Binyang said, I didn't answer him. As usual, Gu Binyang came home from work. I will greet her. But when he came back today, I ignored him.

After Gu Binyang changed his shoes. See I ignored him. He came up to me and said, "have you eaten?"

Hearing Gu Binyang's greetings, I still didn't speak. The only answer to her was the voice of the host in the TV program.

Gu Binyang saw that I didn't respond to him. He realized that my behavior today was a little strange. So he came to me and sat down.

He looked nervously at me staring at the TV and said: "What's the matter? Why don't you talk."

He wanted to hug me. When he was about to hug me, I turned my head and pushed him away from me.