I'm a villain, not a devil

To be honest, these few years are probably the most tiring period of my life. I work from nine to five every day, go home to eat a meal, take a shower, and then start thinking about the plot and writing. Occasionally, I play a game and finish it in a hurry because I am worried that I can't finish it. If I don't ask for leave, I will miss a day and I will not be fully present. I feel so distressed.

I understand that everyone has supported me enough, but I am indeed a writer who is weak in updating. I wrote back some of the opening of Tianchuang, and then I collapsed again. I blamed it all on my bad writing. I really don't have any talent to make a living in this industry.

However, the same life for many years has indeed made me too nervous, but I can't give up anything easily and I can't be free and easy. The most realistic thing is that a penny can make a hero fall, not to mention that I am not a hero, just a Yodel - no, I'm confused.

I complained subconsciously, and everyone pretended not to see it or scolded me a few times, so that I can find more excuses for myself when I emit negative energy - ha, look at this group of readers, they are not considerate at all.

Well, I'll take a loss, let's just call it even.

I'm tired, I'll take a day off, I just don't want to move, I'll go play with butter for a while.