I'm driving a chariot in the apocalypse

The friends present all looked at Fielding Vernal, hoping that Fielding Vernal could give a clear answer.

Fielding Vernal said with an embarrassed look on his face: I don't know what's going on. It's useless for you to ask me!

Others did not believe it. Fast Wilbur, who was closer to Fielding Vernal, said: You informed us to gather. How could you not know anything? You should be more knowledgeable than us. A little information!”

Fielding Vernal looked at his friends. He did not know much, but through what Rebana said, he could roughly know some things.

I really don't know more than you, but Rebana said he wanted to teach us things, so he shouldn't be a bad person.

Fast Wilbur held a different opinion and said: Didn't you hear what he said? And his attitude, you can learn it or not. Who does he think he is?

Including Fielding Vernal, these people did not know the strength of Rebanna, nor did they know that Rebanna had destroyed those basilisks. In their perception, it was Margaery who helped them.

Fielding Vernal saw that everyone's attitude was not very kind, so he stopped talking and stood aside waiting for Rebana to come back. The other partners left one after another because of Rebanna's attitude.

People left one after another, and the only ones present were Fast Wilbur and Fielding Vernal. Fielding Vernal asked: Fast Wilbur, why don't you leave?

Fast Wilbur said: I want to leave too, but you stay here alone and even I leave, aren't you too lonely?

It doesn't matter to me! If you don't like it, you can leave! Fielding Vernal didn't like to force others, nor did he want his friends to wrong him for him.

Fast Wilbur said: You are just a fool. What will you do if I leave? One more person means more care. Don't drive me away unless you go with me.

Fast Wilbur and Fielding Vernal waited from seven o'clock until noon. They stood at the entrance of the village, waiting for Rebana to come back.

Rebana watched everything from a distance. The children left one after another, but he did not take action. Rebanna seemed not to care about these people at all.

Margery's heart was very soft, and her heart ached when she looked at the children who left. These children who left had given up the opportunity to become stronger, and their futures could be imagined. In the wilderness, you have no ability to live and can only wait for death.

Rebanna, you shouldn't be like this. They are still children and do not have the ability to judge the future or real life. If you do this, these children will have no future! They will die!

Rebana did not speak, but Cronin Donna said: Margery, you are too soft-hearted. You still don't understand. This is a world of the jungle and the strong. They are indeed children, but they also have to fight for themselves. Make responsible choices.”

Margaery wanted to say something else, but she just said it.

Cronin and Donna interrupted Margery and continued: Margery! You and I both know that we can't save everyone! You know it very well, don't you?

Margaery knew that she could not save everyone, and she also understood that there was very little she could do, but she felt that she was still capable of saving these dozen children.

Cronin and Donna hugged Margaery's shoulders and said, I know you can save these children, but will these children really survive after we leave?

You did save them at this time, but you failed to instill in them a belief in self-improvement. In a desperate situation, the only one they can rely on is themselves. If they want to survive, the only one they can rely on is themselves.

Cronin Donna pointed to Fast Wilbur and Fielding Vernal in the distance, and said: Look at these two children, they actually wanted to leave, but they chose to stay. . Why? Because they feel it’s right to stay, it’s a gut feeling. They can choose to leave, which is best, and it will be a lot easier for us.”

Margaery understood that the training for these children had already begun, and those children who chose to leave gave up the training themselves.

Margaery said to Rebana: Rebana, please don't wait any longer, okay? If you wait any longer, the two of them may leave. In that case, what's the point of everything we do?

Rebana shook his head and said: Their investigation is still going on. They want to survive. In this chaotic era, this is an essential test. If they choose to give up, I won't be surprised. If even they Give up and I will let you teach those children, but I won’t give them much help.”

Margery! This is the right you have fought for for these children. But I hope these children can fight for the right to live on their own. Their subsequent training will be very difficult, and they may even have to fight for their lives. If they don't persist, If you don’t have courage and perseverance, and don’t have intuition about the future, then you’d better not accept training. At least you can survive for the time being.”

Rebana made his own judgment, and Margaery said nothing. Rebana had already made a concession, and even if all these children quit, they would still be able to get help.

Margaery was about to leave, and just as she turned to leave, Rebana said: Don't warn those children, their future should be decided by themselves.

I understand! I will be in the ambulance these days. Margery left.

Cronin and Donna said dissatisfiedly: Rebanna, you are so partial! You even changed your mind for the sake of Margaery.

Those children have chosen the most comfortable path of death. Why do you care about them? It's more important for us to chase Varu!

Rebanna looked at Cronin-Donna and asked: Did you regret training under Varu? Was that also your own choice?

Cronin. Donna smiled, as if she was really caught up in the memory of that period, and said: Actually, it's nothing. The training of Varu's men must be tiring, painful, and cruel. Kill two and we can talk. Friends, it’s that simple.”

Regret, how come there are so many regrets in life? What if I regret it? Can I go back to the past if I regret it? I have to move forward step by step. Besides, it is my own choice!

Rebana, what about you? Do you regret embarking on this path? I heard Cliff said about you! You ran away from home and abandoned your family before embarking on this path.

There was a hint of bitterness in the corner of Rebana's mouth, and he said: I regret it! I regret it very much. I regret not listening to my father's words. If I were still in that remote mountain village, I would be a busy chariot repairman. I wouldn't After experiencing so many deaths, he will not become the person he is now, neither human nor ghost.

But! Isn't life just about regretting while moving forward? I regret my original choice, but I take every step firmly. This is the so-called life!

Rebanna and Cronin-Donna looked at each other and smiled. He continued to look at Fast Wilbur and Fielding Vernal who were waiting at the entrance of the village.

Margery returned to the ambulance. Roland Becky was lying on the hospital bed, watching Margery walk in. There were tears on Margery's face.

Sister Margery, what's wrong with you? Is anyone bullying you?

Margery forced out a smile and said, No, I'm fine! Nothing happened at all!

Don't lie to me, Sister Margery, there are still tears in the corners of your eyes.

Sister Margery, what happened? Can you tell me? Roland Becky asked.

I'm lying on the hospital bed and I'm really bored. Just tell me something! It's just to relieve my boredom!

Margaery came to Roland Becky's side, like an older sister comforting her younger sister. After confirming that Roland Becky's body had not deteriorated, he said: It's those children from Songless Village. They are making wrong choices, and I can't help them. I can only watch them go down the wrong road, getting worse and worse. Go further and further.”

Roland Becky asked: Sister Margaret, why don't you tell them that you can teach them and let them go on the right path!

Margery shook her head and said, Someone won't let me!

Who is so bad! Roland Becky frowned. In her mind, helping others is what she should do.

Seeing that Margery didn't speak, Roland Becky thought for a moment and said, Is it Rebanna?

Margaery nodded.

Roland Becky didn't know what was going on, so he asked: Why did Rebanna do this? Is there any reason for this?

Margaery said: Rebana has his own difficulties. He hopes that these children can truly live in this world, instead of dying in the wilderness soon after we leave. Rebana seems to have become He is ruthless, but in fact he values ​​feelings more than anyone else.

He is a person who is bound by emotions. He works hard to be ruthless in order to let more people survive.

Roland Becky seemed to understand and asked: So, was this the same reason why Rebanna killed those refugees from Songless Village before?

Margaery nodded and said: Yes! In order to let more people live, only a small number of people can be sacrificed.

Again the HSI just has to pretend to be heartless to help those people.

Like now? Roland Becky asked.

Yes! Just like this! Margaery said.

Roland Becky still didn't understand and asked, Sister Margery, why are you sad? You know it's for the good of those children.

There's a difference between knowing and doing it. Just like you know that Rebana is a person worth trusting, but haven't you also been slow to say you like him?

Margaery's words made Roland Becky blush.

Roland Becky changed the subject and said: Then, Sister Margery, why do you come to see me? You are a busy person. Is this why you came here to tell me this? If Cronin and Donna were to tell me this, I She would think that he was encouraging me to be with Rebana in order to achieve her goal. Why is Sister Margery?

Because I was worried that I would not be able to help those children, I chose to stay here. Only by locking myself up would I not make any wrong choices. I don't want to disobey Rebanna.

Roland Becky asked again: Sister Margery, do you feel aggrieved? You are like the shadow of the boss lady. You obey all his feelings and decisions unconditionally.

Margaery smiled and said, Do you obey? Are you aggrieved? Of course, like now, but fortunately, with you, I don't feel so sad.

Fast Wilbur and Fielding Vernal were still standing at the entrance of the village. At this time, in the moonlight sky, Fielding Vernal was cooing alone. Fast Wilbur has said for the tenth time that he is leaving.

Fielding Vernal, let's go! That bastard Rebanna is just playing with us, let's go! Stay here without any comparison.

Fielding Vernal shook his head and said: We have been standing for a long time. If we leave now, what will our previous persistence mean?

Fast Welber said: Then what's the point of continuing to persevere? We don't know what he wants to teach us. Is our contribution really valuable?

Fielding Vernal shook his head and said: I don't know what our efforts are worth, but it is better for us to persist than to give up.

Don't be stupid! Give up! Persistence is a bottomless abyss, and you will get nothing if you persist. Even if we stop the loss, we should do it.

Fast Wilbur wanted to persuade Fielding Vernal to leave. He said that he would advance and retreat together with Fielding Vernal. If he ran away now, he would be betraying his friends. He was the only friend he did not want to Abandon. He had already lost his family and didn't want to lose his last friend.

Cronin Donna came over at this time, looked at Fast Wilber and Fielding Vernal and said: Are you still insisting? Wouldn't it be better to leave early? Just like your friends, Leave early and go back and have a good sleep, the village is very cold at night.

Fielding Vernal said: Are you here to pick us up?

Cronin Donna said: No, I'm here to persuade you to leave.

Fielding Vernal: Sorry! I don't think I want to leave yet.

In Fielding Vernal's heart, he still has this little bit of persistence, and that is Sister Margery. If it was Sister Margery who said these words, he would definitely leave, but Sister Margery has never Appearing, this was his last insistence.

Are you waiting for someone? Cronin Donna asked.

Yes!

Not Rebana!

no!

I think I know who it is!

Cronin and Donna left after finishing speaking. Fast Welbur felt it was strange that the two of them seemed to have said something, but they seemed not to have said anything at all.