Inner Demons

At first, the words I saw are indeed “headless”. They are all bits and pieces, such as “there is always reward for giving”, “the world is a huge cage, and everyone has the right to get out of trouble”, “ants also have their own happiness” and so on.

In his world, this thing is called “chicken soup”. If used too much, it will be called “poisonous chicken soup.”

Every sentence occupies the entire screen when it appears, and it takes a click to get the next sentence.

Li Yunxin only read a few sentences and realized that this may be something like a “signature”. It should be a folder for storing “boot greetings” and the like.

…Why does Chen Yu do this thing?

There are many such words. Li Yunxin used the “skip” function that he had explored before and took a look back before he became interested. Because I saw another sentence in the back–

“They are really shameful”.

The style of this sentence is completely different from the previous ones. He immediately stopped his hand when he saw this sentence, realizing that this folder might be hiding something that would surprise him.

So he suppressed the urge to look back in his heart, and went back to the beginning.

The past research on the painting saints may directly point to some huge secrets hidden in this World. He can’t let go of any clues and can’t omit every detail. Specific to this document, it means that perhaps every sentence has its own unique meaning.

He first put “jade slip” on the windowsill.

Then I swiped in the sky, and a cup of steaming tea also fell on the window sill.

He took a sip from his teacup and sighed slightly. Observe the environment around the stone mountain with Divine Consciousness, confirm that everything is in order, and then pick up the jade slip.

I read page by page with great patience. From the first article I have been seeing the 640th article—it took an hour.

When the sunlight coming in from the window moved to his face and turned orange-yellow, he put down the jade slip again-only a sip of the tea was cold in the morning.

The first point he confirmed is that these 640 six articles do not mean 640 six days, and the time may be longer. It’s not so much a “signature”, it’s more like a “diary” to record your own feelings.

The first dozens of articles are simply expressing emotions. The words and sentences reveal some confused and sentimental emotions. It seems that the owner who wrote these words feels at a loss for the status quo. Li Yunxin read and analyzed, thinking that these may have been written by Chen Yu when he first came to this World—not very adaptable to the new environment.

But the next two sentences made him overthrow his guess and realized that he was wrong.

Respectively, the 200th 25th article and the 200th twenty six article——

“No one will pay more to him than I. For whoever you must immerse yourself in fear In?”

“Time can comfort everything and heal everything. I know more about them these days. What can I do in deep space besides awe and fear. But fortunately, fear is also It means hope.”

Li Yunxin suppressed the urge to guess who this “him” was in his mind.

“These days” means that there is a period of time between these two sentences, and they are not written on two consecutive days. The previous words and sentences should have the same situation. Combined with the lingering melancholy and pessimism in these words-in this kind of emotion, it is unlikely that people will record their feelings frequently in a day.

This means that the 640 sentences he has read today may have been written in three years or more.

Once immersed in these words, his initial doubts that “this shouldn’t be Chen Cui’s style” disappeared. In a few years, people will undergo significant changes-many people look back at what they said and did five years ago, and they will also feel like “how is it possible”.

“In deep space”. It was these four words that overturned Li Yunxin’s guess.

From what Xie Sheng said, he realized that the language habits of their world are very similar to their own. Then the word “deep space” should not have other interpretations. It should refer to the universe and space. This coincides with Xie Sheng’s statement that they can conduct interstellar voyages.

They have the ability to sail interstellar. Chen Yu said “in deep space”, and seemed to imply that people around them were afraid of getting along with each other so that they didn’t get along well. There was a dispute over this matter–

Li Yunxin believes that when Chen Yu wrote these things, it was very likely…

was in the middle of a long journey. It was so long that many people felt terrified and felt uncertain about the future.

She…when she wrote these, she shouldn’t be in this world.

Li Yunxin frowned slightly. He felt that his inference was not wrong, but there was one thing that couldn’t be explained-the many traces left by Chen Yu showed that she was also familiar with certain things in her world. How did she… know?

Maybe there will be an answer later.

The negative emotions are still revealed in the following words. But this negativity has also undergone subtle changes. Li Yunxin memorizes each sentence in his head, then “jumps” out of the sentence and browses it as a whole. I realized that the sense of dazedness at the beginning was less, and Chen Yu’s mentality became calmer.

It seems that I have gradually become accustomed to and adapted to deep space travel or other things.

This state continues until the 645th sentence.

“We are all in the trend. Go with the flow or be submerged.”

There is nothing surprising about this sentence—compared to the previous ones.

But when it came to the next sentence, the 640th sentence, the change appeared.

“I can do it!”

This is one of the few words with strong emotional inclinations in the record.

The previous 645 sentences outline an image or a state-a girl playing with her mobile phone, sitting in a chair, and sighing in a low voice to record her own feelings. Occasionally, I feel uplifted, but soon I am overwhelmed by melancholy.

But in her heart there is hope for certain people and things. But because of the depression of the people around her, she could only bury that little hope. Only use it to warm yourself when you are most helpless.

However, by the time this sentence came, it seemed that the camera changed suddenly-that girl stood up. With piercing eyes, high-spirited and vigorous, he said firmly: “I can do it!”

The two states are too different. Li Yunxin is sure that there must be a long time between the two sentences. During this time, Chen Yu had no time or opportunity to record his own experience. Instead, write this sentence after you have made a decision!

What I saw next confirmed his speculation.

He put down the jade slip and looked at the sunset on the sea outside the window to empty his mind for a while. Then he picked it up and spent two hours reading the next one hundred and 25 sentences.

I have been reading until the moon hangs over the sea.

The sentence “They are really shameful” that aroused his interest before and made him lightly hey was the 98th sentence among the hundred 25 sentences.

The words before this sentence all expressed completely different emotions from the previous 640 sentences. Had it not been for Li Yunxin who had read the previous records carefully and had already simulated part of the development in his mind, he would have thought it was written by two completely different people.

The style of narration is also completely different.

Most of the six hundred sentences before that are expressing empty and general emotions. As if the recorder’s life was lacklustre, there were no details that attracted her enough attention.

But more than 120 sentences have become more detailed. It is these that make Li Yunxin feel like a “diary”. Most words are tangible, pointing to a specific person and thing. This should mean that when these words were recorded, the recorder’s life had undergone a change of Heaven and Earth turning upside down, and the emotions in her heart were agitated, and her life was indeed full of many new things that made her feel new.

Li Yunxin is convinced that these are the things Chen Yu recorded after coming to this World.

For example—

“It feels good to be down to earth”—confirms Li Yunxin’s speculation. They did travel in deep space before.

“We have lost too much”-does this mean that they have lost the earth and the sky? Is there any other deep meaning?

“I can save them”-Chen Yu is in high spirits at the moment, no longer the confusion and worries he had before. It also means that she did not come to this World because of an accident. She has a purpose and a mission-to save. But… do these “they” refer to all the people in this world, or the so-called Elders on Yunshan?

Li Yunxin remembered the phrase “They are really shameful”. “They” should refer to the Yunshan Elders. At least that was the case at first.

“I feel like a god!”-This sentence is after a dozen other sentences. Li Yunxin believes that the dozen or so sentences in front of him were written down when Chen Yu first came into contact with the “supernatural ability” of this World. Expressed joy, emotion, and curiosity. By the time this sentence is reached, it should be accomplished. Regardless of mood or tone, he began to have the “painting saint” appearance he was familiar with.

Then, the 70th four sentences, the key points appeared. It is not so much a sentence as a paragraph.

“Sinking screen is not the same as the person in history. I thought it should be tall, majestic and sparkling. As a result, he spoke like a lunatic. But he was obviously more like a person than in history. It turns out. There is still such a thing between the two of them.”

The central idea of ​​this passage is to express the surprise of the recorder after seeing the characters who originally existed in “history”.

“Not the same at all”, this is normal. A person may not know himself, let alone be a bystander. The sunken curtain…it should be the sunken curtain that created the art of painting. It should have been two thousand two hundred years ago when this passage was recorded-Chen Yu saw Shen Mu.

From these words, Shen Mu should be a great character-it will stay in history. And Shen Mu is “Heaven and Man”. This means that the gods of the celestial beings and secular people in mind who live in the star realm… are the people of the world of Chen Yu.

At least before.

But for some reason, the gods stayed in this World. And Chen Ku’s original mission was to “save” them.