Instant Messiah

- I can see that kid approaching.

I don't know how this happened, it's definitely my fault.

I wanted that kid to be happy. That's not all a lie.

I can't help but hate everything and still, I still can't abandon my love for them.

I should have known that my arrogance would knock that kid off to the bottom of the underworld.

I love her, so I'm sure I'll go to hell with her.

Nine. My pretty Nine.

I couldn't escape the hunger of maternal love and I still couldn't grow up, Nine.

If you find out the truth, I'm sure you won't forgive me.

I'm scared of it, and I can't tell you the truth until now.

... Oh, I won't ask for your earliest forgiveness.

So at least let's just keep our promise to you.

Because that's all I can do.

... Can't wait for that kid, or don't you want him to come?

That, I don't even know myself.

... but Nine. If you hadn't said that then.

Because you didn't want to know that, but you tell me that.

... Though I don't deserve to resent that girl.

I let you cross the watershed of destiny, no doubt...