It“s all about you my secret crush

Amyra felt his tongue moving inside her mouth, she tried to push Varun aside but couldn't and eventually she stopped resisting.

An unknown feeling ran down her spine and she felt her body being extremely hot. Although she once kissed Varun forcefully but she was not in her sense then and she couldn't remember anything clearly.

'So this is how one feels when kissed by their dream man..' she thought in mind.

Both of them were running out of air and started breathing heavily and eventually Amyra hugged Varun tightly.

She felt his fingers moving all around her body arousing different kinds of sensation from it.

'He is going too far.." she thought in mind but couldn't resist as her body was reacting in different way than her mind.

He gently laid her down on the bed and continued kissing her aggressively.

As he was kissing him but his mind was continuously resisting himself and he continuously ignored his mind and moved downward.

As he kissed her neck he could no longer hold back the rapid swell of desire in his chest, and he bit down hard, like an wild animal conquering its prey in most primitive way.

-"Aaahh..it hurts.." Amyra cried and used all her strength to part him away from her.

But he didn't paid any attention to her resistance as it was nothing to his agression, but this unsuccessful struggle of her tore her dress in many places revealing her bare skin of many parts.

Varun gave no reaction and continued to bury his head in the crook of her neck.

-"please stop it please..." she pleaded.

for a single moment he stopped and said.

-"what if I won't." saying this he grabbed her hands tightly and pushed them above her head and started kissing her lips again so she could not say anything else.

'How could this girl drove me crazy so easily.'

He thought and got busy with her body.

Amyra almost couldn't breathe from the growing lack of air in her chest that Varun released her lips and moved back to her neck.

Amyra grasped for air and took his name again and again pleading to leave her but the man at that moment was not the usual cold gentle man she knew. His sharp teeth slid with desire down her neck to her collar bone and went even lower wildly.

Amyra wanted to escape but her hands were caught and her legs were pinned by his knees. Tears started rolling down her eyes in helplessness.

Varun heard her sobbing and suddenly his body stiffened and he pushed her a little away releasing her hands.

He himself felt very ashamed and couldn't look at her eyes.

In one corner of the bed she continued sobbing.

Varun couldn't stand the scene and went to the balcony. He lit a cigarette reminiscing the things he did a little ago.

His mind was in utter darkness.

maybe this is the reason he always kept himself away from her, consoling himself to hate her. One part of his mind always knew that you can't keep fire and 'ghee' together.

It is not her fault to born in the family that destroyed his family, giving him a miserable childhood. But he always used to remind himself that she is related to the person he hates the most.

Even though he never could stop himself staring at her during the break, like a thief.

His heart always skipped a beat whenever he saw her laughing with her friends.

She always looked so innocent and beautiful with her pure smile.

He lit another cigarette and then one more.. he smoked until the sky in front of him turned red indicating the dawn to arrive.

When will there be dawn in my life? He asked to himself.