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[Did your inferiority complex make you do the foolish thing of escaping from the umbrella of protection? Should I say you are stupid or arrogant? ]

Hearing this voice, which was exactly the same as mine, I quickened my pace.

[Or do you think that since I was killed by Yang Lucun once, you can rest easy? ]

Don't come over here, don't come over here, don't come over here, don't come over here, don't come over here...

[You still remember everything that happened that day, right? Including the fate he - Yang Tanlang - talked about. ]

[We, the gods whose names have been taken by mortals, are destined to be bound to that mortal. 】

[If you can't kill me with your own hands, no matter how many times you let Yang Lucun kill me, you won't be able to get rid of this. ]

[Whether it's the past when I insulted my sister, or the past when I was raped, or the present when I'm afraid of the various expressions that people around me occasionally show that are somewhat similar to my sister's... As long as I exist, I will put these things that you are avoiding in front of you again and again. ]

No no no no no…

What do you want? What do you want? What do you want?

[Kill me, or I'll take everything from you. ]

Ahhh——

I let out a meaningless wail, ignoring the looks from those around me, and hid in an empty alley.

[Do you think you can escape if you can't see people? ]

[Let me give you a painful loss——]

[Yang Pojun is a seductive body that can make women within a kilometer around him become angry and rap him. No matter where he hides, he will be discovered and rapped. ]

No no no no no…you can’t you can’t you can’t you can’t…

I have already admitted defeat. I have already...

[This is not something that can be resolved by simply admitting defeat. This is a battle between man and god that cannot be resolved even by death.]

A soft arm came from behind and embraced my body.

My legs went weak from the intense feeling of nausea.

Save me, Lu Cun...

……

When Yang Lucun found his brother, he saw an old acquaintance (a female classmate from the next class) pressing him against the wall, pulling down his pants and praying there.

This scene shocked him a little, even though his worldview was barely normal.

But because this terrible scene brought back even worse memories, he immediately went up and knocked the woman unconscious.

Looking at the light red liquid on his brother's waist, he was a little at a loss, but he still took out the handkerchief he used to bandage his wounds and wiped off the stuff.

"Why... did you come so late..."

He heard his brother's weak voice.

"Sorry, I banged my knee."

He probably didn't want to hear what reasons he gave, but now that he was in a panic, Yang Lu Cun could only think of apologizing.

To be honest, even though my knees still hurt a little, my brother is in this condition and it is not the time to care about that kind of thing.

"I... hate you... why... I never... catch up... every time?"

"It'll be fine, Pojun, it'll be fine..."

After helping Yang Pojun put on his pants, Yang Lucun hesitated for a moment, and without paying attention to the female classmate who had fainted beside him, he carried him on his back and walked home.

The star god symbolizing [consumption] has been standing beside the two of them, watching everything.

Yang Lu Cun can no longer "see" Him.

This is a world where will determines all power, including the ability to see things.

Now that he has already determined that the seven star gods including [Wu Qu], [Wen Qu], [Tan Lang] and [Po Jun] were all killed by him, he naturally would not think that [Po Jun Star God] is still alive.

Naturally, he couldn't see the Star Lord Pojun.

But Yang Pojun is different.

Mortals do not have innate supernatural powers, and under the influence of Jedi Tiantong, they do not have the ability to spy on God.

Yang Pojun is blessed by his family and has natural supernatural powers, so he can naturally see gods.

The existence of God is recorded through text, images, etc. and is formed through people's cognition.

But... only the [vision] of the [saints] can make them manifest.

It doesn’t matter whether Yang Lucun can see Him or not, as long as Yang Pojun can see Him, then this [fate] is unavoidable.

Of course, the success of this destiny is largely because the sayings passed down from generation to generation in the Laoyang family have acted like a brand of thought on them, and no one can deviate from it on their own.

But Yang Pojun's destiny goes far beyond just being a star god.

Pojun Star Lord looked somewhere.

There, Yang Pojun will see something that he will want to escape from at all costs.

……

I can not stand it any more.

I can't stand this kind of life anymore.

What do you mean by "It's okay, everything will be fine"...

This is simply avoiding the possibility of my death!

It's PUA!

I must, must find a way to make this all end...

By the way, he is still living in his sister's body.

"I know, Lu Cun, you go to bring him food every three or four days, so there are always a few days a week when you are not with me for several hours."

"It's very strange, isn't it? He was supposed to protect me, and he could ignore everyone's gaze and solve my problem first, but he kept thinking about saving his sister who had been killed by that old man."

No, that shouldn't be the idea.

I know this is an unreasonable and wrong idea, but I can't help but say it...

"She's already dead... because of your incompetence, because you always fail to catch up, because you..."

No, that's not the case. He still solved the problem. Lu Cun was not wrong...

Don't be like this, I shouldn't be like this... If I continue like this, Lu Cun will leave me, or become the person I fear...

"Go ahead and kill her, and then everything will be solved."

"Lu Cun won't be forced to stay in this shitty school in this shitty city so close to there, and I can escape from this hellhole... We can both start a new life!"

No, stop it! That kind of thing... that kind of thing is really not allowed!

No matter how many times I screamed in my heart, my body was out of control.

No, it should be controlled.

But my conscience can no longer go against my instincts.

I understood this and got on the bus in despair, heading to the village where I lived in my childhood, which was very close to the Taoist temple.

……

"Oh no! I didn't bring enough money... I have to make another trip later."

Cursing, Yang Lucun opened the door of his room.

"Pojun, is there anything else you would like to drink or snacks you need to eat...Pojun?"

He noticed that a pair of shoes had disappeared from the door.

The starting point of Ziwei Doushu...

"What a psycho! You are always useless and you fail me at the most critical moment!"

After trying for a long time to figure out where Yang Pojun was, he started cursing.

"He can't be going to the Taoist temple, right? Ah?! That brat always makes me worry!"

Having said that, based on past cases where people know they cannot accurately predict something, they will basically deny the result immediately, this unreasonable association is probably true.

Ask someone...

It's already night time, and there are probably no cars going there. What bitch would bet on this possibility?

Three minutes later, Yang Lucun, who hadn't used his bicycle for a long time, inflated the air, adjusted the seat, and started moving at full speed without even wiping the dust off.

“I’m the only one who’s stupid!!!”

……

Is it a dream?

I always feel that I can see what Lu Cun sees from time to time.

I got up from the ground and looked at the motionless body.

Ahhh, it's over.

I really am... the ugliest scum in the world...

"Giggle~~~"

Am I...laughing?

Ah, to be able to laugh in such a situation, this is really...

"father!"

Eh?

Two black monsters that looked a bit like babies opened their mouths and smiled at me.

It was the most evil monster that seemed to be made of black mud.

【You finally saw it. 】

The star who shares my name said.

[The reason that has only been truly realized once in the history of the Yang family, the tragic product that is bound to be born by using that method, a collection of evil, a monster that truly denies everything and is not just against God - a monster that your ancestors called a nightmare.]

[Closeness is only superficial, it only wants to return to the "mother body" - the body of the blood relative who holds and "accepts" it. 】

That is to say-

[You bumped into me on your own, Yang Pojun.]

[Let’s lament the days of living with monsters in the future—]

【Because this is something more inescapable than my—human cognition.】

【It is——human.】

"No, no, no, that kind of monster...how could that kind of monster be a human!"

But, I understand, there is no need for Xingjun to lie to me.

Because [memories] are flowing into my mind.

Memories of learning mythology, memories of being with my three younger brothers, memories of being disturbed by my overly lively sister, memories of taking care of my only younger brother, memories of applying to become a drug enforcement officer for my ideal, and even more distant memories of ancient times...

Also, there is the memory of watching his own uncle deal with his body after he was killed.

Lu Cun, what kind of mentality have you always lived with?

I got their memories.

It's not that complete, and they're mostly just terrible, disgusting memories that make you want to vomit.

So I didn't know, I had no idea that they had suffered that much.

I didn't know that I had become so indifferent...

Ahhh…it turns out that the best thing for everyone is for me to die.

……