I loaded the dream game

Heluwa didn't pay attention to the second half of the boy's sentence, but focused on the first half.

"The primitive herd..."

Thinking back to the attitude I displayed at that time, no matter how unbelievable it was, I had to believe it.

So that's what we humans are like. She pursed her lips and suddenly felt that many of her previous questions could be explained.

However, if it was true as the young man said that he had broken through the curse, how did he save himself?

"The concept of humanity that was originally imposed on you by the fragments of the star god's soul has disappeared completely. It is too troublesome to get it back, so I used mine to make up for it." Facing her doubts, Xia Zhi explained.

The Fourteenth Beast of Weaving Light... That was the real name that Xia Zhi got, regarding the posture that Heluva originally displayed.

The black holes revealed under the girl's broken skin were interwoven with a pale blue, dazzling light. Leaving aside subjective factors, the posture of gradual collapse and interweaving of dazzling light was indeed full of a unique beauty, giving people a feeling of pure beauty.

The name Weaving Light is indeed very appropriate, Xia Zhi sighed in his heart.

"Filled it again?" Helua was a little stunned, feeling as if she had accidentally heard some extraordinary words again.

According to the boy, could it be that...

"Are you also a Star God?"

"It can be considered a part-time job." Xia Zhi answered while taking a bite of the peeled apple.

Just as he said, because the girl's original "curse" that relied on the fragments of the star god's soul had disappeared completely, he took a little from his own side to make up for it, allowing her to return to her human form.

It sounds complicated, but the process is actually very simple, almost the same as replenishing mana...well, there are still some differences.

In fact, Xia Zhi himself did not suffer any loss... After the soul fragment was modified into Heluva's existence and wrapped outside her concept, it had actually been separated from him as a subject.

Under the interference and correction of its own "multi-dimensional time and space", even the partial loss from the soul was quickly repaired.

In other words, Xia Zhi got some soul fragments for free by circumventing a bug... However, this didn't mean much to him since he had already achieved unlimited energy.

However, this attempt gave him new ideas.

If I remember correctly, in the original book, those golden fairies that appeared in this world after the end of the world seemed to be born from the fragments of Eluk's soul, right?

So, can I use this method to create a golden fairy?

Xia Zhi couldn't help but fall into deep thought.

"..."

Looking at the young man in deep thought in front of her, Heluwa gently grasped the clothes on her chest with her right hand, feeling the heartbeat through her skin and clothes, as if touching her own essence.

I see……

She could feel that, although there was no physical connection, her feelings towards the boy had indeed become much closer.

If that's the case, that would explain it.

If the star god who created humans and gave them the concept and meaning of existence is their creator, then... what is himself, who was re-endowed with the concept of human beings by the boy using a part of himself, to him?

The girl pursed her lips and thought silently in her heart.

.......

Chapter 631: The girl has a new life goal

Strictly speaking, Heluwa's body did not suffer any serious damage, it was just that her human form almost collapsed. After being repaired by Xiazhi, she recovered quickly.

Therefore, she had not been lying in bed for long before the boy pulled her down to help with cooking.

As for the damage caused by the previous battle, it was restored after Xia Zhi consumed some of his existence power.

It was just because he didn't control the power of the last sword and used a little more force, he accidentally cut into the depth of almost a quarter of the planet, making it more difficult to recover than before. Even in the sealed area which has always been characterized by low consumption, this time it took almost the equivalent of the power of the entire Red World Demon King's existence to completely repair it.

So, although a great war had taken place, after the battle, this city, which served as the main battlefield, seemed as if nothing had happened, and everything quickly returned to normal.

This incredible power amazed even Heluwa, who had been mentally prepared.

At the same time, it also made her more certain of an idea... This Supreme God might have never thought of destroying mankind.

"Another cup!" Eluke gulped down the milk in the cup, handed the empty cup to Heluwa, looked at her expectantly and said.

Helua took the cup, but did not leave immediately. Instead, she looked at the young man next to her.

Xia Zhi thought about it and drank the coffee in the cup. He handed the cup to her and asked her to help make another cup.

He has become much more obedient than before.

Looking at the silver-haired girl's back as she left, Xia Zhi thought this in his heart.

What a pity, he still likes the girl’s previous rebellious look... Just kidding.

To be honest, I feel a sense of accomplishment watching the girl who was originally hostile to me gradually being trained into a docile maid.

It would be nice if I could smile more often, Xia Zhi thought.

Although he helped Heluva fill the void in her soul and restore her human form, Xia Zhi did not completely wrap and seal the "beast" in her body as the star god had done before.

After all, it would be a shame to seal up such a beautiful and powerful figure.

Judging from the power felt from Heluva before the summer solstice, even Lilia would not be able to defeat the girl in that state without using the sixth sword first.

Therefore, Xia Zhi deliberately left a switch, so that the girl can, under special circumstances, actively and temporarily abandon the soul fragments wrapped around her existence according to her own will, allowing her to switch freely between the two states... It is equivalent to having an additional "second stage".

As for whether doing so would give the girl, who was already hostile to him, an opportunity to threaten him, Xia Zhi was not worried at all.

Let’s not discuss whether Heluva can hurt herself even after being “strengthened”.

Xia Zhi could see that in the previous battle, the girl did have the idea of ​​taking advantage of this opportunity to give it her all to try to kill him. Otherwise, she would not have needed to give it her all in a sparring battle, even to the point of sacrificing her own life and existence.

But it seems that she has now completely given up this idea.

Looking at the silver-haired girl who gently handed the coffee in front of him and asked him softly if he wanted sugar, there was no trace of the stern brave demeanor she had in battle before, and she looked like a real maid, Xia Zhi thought to himself.

As to whether she felt the difference in strength between the two or for some other reason, it is not clear.

Just when Xia Zhi was thinking about whether to take out the arrow to test Heluwa's current favorability towards him, he heard the girl's reminder and question: "How much sugar is appropriate to add?"

"Fill it up!" Xia Zhi answered without thinking while he was distracted.

"..."

Helua looked down at the sugar cubes on her tray…wouldn’t it be a little too much if she filled it up?

She sighed slightly, raised her head and looked at the young man in front of her, with mixed feelings.

After knowing the nature of human existence, she quickly figured out many things.

Therefore, she could finally understand everything the boy did.

Why did Eluko say that he was not destroying humanity but saving humanity?

I finally understood why Lilia said at that time that she had not betrayed humanity.

The boy killed nearly half of humanity, and therefore, was guilty of the greatest evil.

The boy saved the remaining half of humanity and the future of all humanity, and therefore did it for the greatest good.

Pure good and evil cannot judge his actions, and pure right and wrong cannot measure his existence.

I can't say that he did anything wrong, nor do I have the right to say that he did anything wrong... After all, I am the one who was saved by him.

Heluwa recalled her own confused state at that time.

If there were no boy, the number of humans would one day exceed the limit of the curse, and eventually everyone would degenerate into such "beasts", right?

If that is really the case, then what is the meaning of what I have done in the past?

It is human beings themselves who are truly guilty of original sin...

if it is like this……

"."Owner……"

"what happened?"

"Should humans not exist in this world?" the girl asked in confusion.

Looking at the confused look on her face, Xia Zhi sighed slightly.

How did we go from one extreme to another?

"Let her answer this question for you." Xia Zhi said, hugging Ai Luke who also had a confused look on his face, and asked:

"Eluke, what do you think of humans?"

"I like it." Ai Luke answered without hesitation.

In fact, Eluko, who had been staying in the starship and had little contact with the outside world, probably had no special feelings for the humans in this world.

However, after the summer solstice, everything is different.

Among humans, there are her favorite Lilia, teacher Madoka, Natsuori and others, and most importantly, her favorite Natsuki.

and so……

"I like humans the most! (That's great)" said Eluk.

"Did you hear that?" Xia Zhi held the little Star God in his arms, looked at the silver-haired girl in front of him and said, "This is the evaluation from your creator, the Star God."

"So... don't talk about whether you should exist in this world." He ruffled the girl's hair and said softly, "Otherwise, everything the Star Gods have done, everything they have sacrificed for the continuation of mankind, and everything you have worked for before, won't it all be in vain?"

Listening to the boy's words and feeling the gentle touch on her head, Heluwa pursed her lips.

She felt that she might never be able to become the brave hero she once was, who sacrificed everything to fight for humanity and was admired and longed for by everyone.

But... that doesn't matter, right?

A rare gentle smile finally appeared on Heluwa's face, and she nodded gently:

"I understand, Master."

I, this new life that has been given to me, may also need new goals...

Chapter 632: Is this also a form of self-attack strategy?

It has been almost two days since Xiazhi last saw Teacher Madoka.

...Actually, it’s not even two days. After all, only a little over half of today has passed. If you count it all together, it’s only been a day and a half.

Just like last time, he only said "I'm going to take care of the children" and then went straight into the orphanage and never came back. Even though he said that, it was obvious that he was avoiding me, right?

I clearly said that I had "forgiven" myself...Did I do something weird again?

"Lilia, do you have any idea?" Xia Zhi looked at the red-haired girl who seemed to be distracted.

"Hmm? Ah?" The girl came back to her senses and looked at him in confusion.

"About teacher Madoka," Xia Zhi replied.

Mentioning this, the girl's cheeks flushed again for some reason. She turned her eyes away slightly and asked awkwardly, "Shin, what's wrong with Mr. Manfuyu?"

"Do you think it's normal to stay out all night?" Xia Zhi said.

I'll be back in the evening, okay?

Madoka thought to herself, somewhat annoyed.

It was you, the guy who ran into Lilia's room early in the evening and didn't care about what was happening outside at all.

As for 313 asking her how she knew about this matter... When she woke up this morning, she found herself sleeping soundly in the boy's arms again. Under such circumstances, how could she not know what happened last night?

Madoka thought angrily in her heart.

By today, after several exchanges, she and Lilia had figured out some patterns. Except for the first time, they basically swapped bodies at midnight. It had nothing to do with whether they slept or not. Even if they tried to resist the urge to sleep, they would be forced into a coma at the appointed time.

After realizing this yesterday, she went to find Lilia and told her not to be with the boy at night... at least around midnight, and to reserve some time for her in advance, right?

But judging from what happened this morning, it would be more accurate to say that she simply failed to reject the boy rather than not listening to him.

Now, she ran away with a guilty conscience to put an end to it all, but I can only sit here and face the summer solstice alone. I want to leave but I can't find a reason to leave...

As Madoka thought about it, her face turned red again, and she didn't know whether it was because she was angry or shy.

"What's wrong with you? Why is your face so red?" She heard the boy's puzzled voice. She subconsciously raised her head and met a pair of black eyes close to her.