"Mingyue, you and Chi Yuan have both experienced the pain caused by complicated memories."
Li Mo: "You can ask Chi Yuan to use Yu Duchen to load unnecessary memories."
Danzhu: "But I'm tired, really tired."
"How long has it been... It should have been 100 years. A hundred years ago, I was looking forward to the coming of the modern era. Before that day came, I thought I could live with you and witness many strange things in the world and never tire of it."
"But I found that that's not what I should do. Like Cang Xuan, there is only one thing I can do."
Li Mo: "What's the matter?"
Danzhu: "Go to death."
Li Mo: "..."
"why?"
Danzhu: "Forgot."
Danzhu turned around, holding a match left in the ruins of a former civilization in her hand. Her body was surrounded by a circle of gasoline centered around her. It only took a spark to ignite it.
Li Mo saw Danzhu's intention, but he did not stop it.
He is not qualified to change other people's thoughts and will.
As for the reason why Danzhu wants to leave, it is definitely not due to complicated memories. This kind of thing can be easily solved by just talking to Chi Yuan.
It’s not that life is boring or not worth living.
A carefree girl like Danzhu could laugh heartlessly every day. Although she didn't show it, Li Mo knew very well that she cared about the feelings of the people around her.
It is often used as a source of entertainment among the crowd, enlivening the atmosphere and stimulating emotions.
Even if it makes herself look funny sometimes, it doesn't matter. She loves to laugh, and she even prefers people around her to laugh happily with her.
Standing on the shore at this moment, Danzhu's eyes were dim, and his eyes had lost their previous bright and clear color, as if they were covered by some shadow, and the invisible wings behind his back were cuffed by chains.
Li Mo had no way of knowing the real reason. Danzhu had definitely not forgotten it, she just didn't want to say it.
"If that's your choice, then I'll respect it."
"It's just... is it really tiring to live? You can solve any problem with me. You know I will definitely stand by your side."
Li Mo took half a step forward, lowered his head and said.
"You can't help me with this matter, Mingyue, Cang Xuan knows this very well, that's why he refuses to continue living."
"If you really want to help me, then after I burn to ashes tomorrow, blow the remaining ashes on the shore into the sea. Then maybe I can meet Cang Xuan again."
After that, Danzhu lit the match, and in an instant red flames surrounded Danzhu. The bright fire illuminated the surrounding darkness, and also illuminated the indifferent female figure behind the rocks, peering into the darkness at the people who were burned to death by the fire. .
"Well……"
The fire snake spread to the soles of Danzhu's feet and began to climb continuously. The burning pain made Danzhu whimper uncontrollably.
"If it's too late to regret it now, I can save you." Li Mo took another step forward and said.
"You...go..." Danzhu weakly drove Li Mo away while crawling in the flames.
Li Mo fell into silent silence.
He raised his head and looked at the vast darkness, turned around and left without looking back, returned to the tribe and locked himself in the house.Picking up the figure Danzhu made for himself, he wiped it and rubbed it over and over again.
Danzhu made it very carefully, and his small hands controlled every detail so well that even if it was made of red clay, there was no flaw at all.
Li Mo is very demanding, but Danzhu can perfectly meet Li Mo's expectations, even the most difficult to achieve requirements.
A fool is a fool, locking himself in a small dark room, concentrating on polishing, and not eating for a day or two.
"..."
She will never come back, and like Cang Xuan, the dead will never come back.
Without paying attention, Li Mo twisted the limbs of the figure using himself as a model.
Instead of picking it up and assembling it, Li Mo put the broken figure back on the table, lowered his head and was silent for a long time.
Finally, Li Mo walked into the ruins left by the previous civilization.
As time goes by, the mobile phone used to record the video has long been damaged, and all data is stored in pre-civilized systems.
"The scumbag Mingyue must die!"
In the video, Danzhu's voice is full of energy, in full bloom, charming and cute.
Suddenly, Li Mo seemed to have returned to that day just a few years after he woke up.
"The dead have passed away, the living are like this..."
The dead are dead, and the living must continue to live as before.
For most people, this is true.
But for Li Mo, he and Danzhu Cangxuan have been almost inseparable for hundreds of years, and even if they are separated occasionally, it only lasts for a day or two.
Now that both of them are dead, Li Mo doesn't know how he should go on.
Li Mo felt that he had become silent a lot, and he was also very aware that his personality had changed, and he had become like Cangxuan Danzhu, with a hazy sadness pouring out of nowhere in his heart.
After witnessing Danzhu Cangxuan's death for reasons he couldn't explain, a new pattern appeared in Li Mo's consciousness.
"Life is really a fragile thing."
"Then what am I living for? Project Tinder? But I don't care about the continuation of civilization at all..."
----
On the coast, the flames engulfed Danzhu. She curled up and collapsed to the ground like a wounded animal.
When he was dying of consciousness, Danzhu raised his head and extended his gaze to Chi Yuan who walked out from behind the reef.
With the last bit of strength, he chanted tremblingly:
"Red Yuan...is this the ending you expected?"
After a long time, Danzhu lost all signs of life, and his consciousness completely disappeared between heaven and earth.
At this time, there was a strange change in Chi Yuan's expression.
"Yes." "No!"
"This is exactly what I expected." "I didn't expect this ending!"
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"You deserve to die." "I don't have...the person to deserve death...it's me."
Chi Yuan's pale, slender fingers dug into her face, scratching out ten blood stains.
The blood marks healed quickly, and only the drops of blood dripping from his chin proved that there were indeed shocking scars just now.
The flames engulfed every inch of skin, burning Danzhu to ashes.
When the wind blows at night, countless ash-like embers turn into stars in the sky, floating into the sea behind them, and being carried forward by the waves.
The next day, Li Mo came to the beach, looked at the scattered ashes on the shore, opened his mouth but didn't say a word.
meet as planned.
He wants to bury Danzhu and Cangxuan together in the sea.
Li Mo silently picked up the Danzhu that had been burned to ashes on the shore, threw them into the sea, and followed the waves to further places.
Although this ritual is meaningless to the dead, it is just a source of comfort for the living.
The water under your feet is a mirror, reflecting real people.
Li Mo's eyes are also a mirror, reflecting himself in the eyes of others.
"Death..."
Li Mo murmured, his eyes dim.
Danzhu can obviously live well for thousands of years, tens of thousands of years...
As long as she is willing, she can get the immortality that countless people dream of. Cooperating with Yu Duchen to store excess memories, she can live like a normal person forever.
But why, why did she choose death?
The same goes for Cang Xuan. Why would he rather die than live?
Is living so painful?
He wants to know the answer.
Time flies, and the years change.
At that time, the water of time flowed through Li Mo's ankles again, and in front of him was a ferocious beast roaring, trampling on the plainly dressed peasants unscrupulously.
"Immortal! Immortal! Kill this monster quickly!"
In the northern wasteland, the monster Qiongqi ran towards the people behind Li Mo, its heavy body running making the earth tremble.
The "rumbling" trampling sound was like deafening thunder, resounding in Li Mo's ears.
"...I'm sorry, I'm thinking of some past events."
Li Mo pulled away from his memories and slowly stretched out his right hand towards Qiong Qi who was rushing towards him. Qiong Qi waved his huge claws and dropped from the top, preparing to slap Li Mo's right hand off.
When the minions landed on Li Mo's body, he was instantly grabbed, then lifted up and slammed into the ground.
It was repeated over and over again until the flesh and blood were blurred and the internal organs leaked out.
The memory is too complicated, and Li Mo has been away from Chi Yuan for a long time. Without Yu Duchen's help to deal with the complicated memory, his situation is much more special than Chi Yuan's.
Normal people's brains will only remember certain memorable fragments, and will selectively forget the remaining irrelevant memories and store them in hidden memory areas.
But Li Mo is different, he can clearly remember what happened in every minute, every second, and every moment.
This also leads to the fact that Li Mo often cannot tell where he is in that time and space, because the memory is too complicated, like a pile of fallen leaves piled together. Only by looking for the dead leaves that have just fallen can he be sure that he is living in the present.
In the beginning, there were only a few leaves on the ground, and you could see where the new leaves were when they fell.
But as the ground becomes full of leaves, after the new leaves fall, it becomes difficult to tell which one fell just now.
Li Mo began to think about why he was hunting Qiongqi here——
After Danzhu died, I said goodbye to Chi Yuan and traveled across the land of China, looking for the reason for Danzhu's death and the possibility of dying.
Although I don’t know why I want to seek death, I still walk on this path day after day and keep trying.
Later, we passed a village in Beihuang. The villagers were troubled by the monster Qiongqi. Every once in a while, Qiongqi would attack and then kill the villagers.
I decided to let Qiongqi try to kill me, so I showed some of my abilities to make the villagers think I was an immortal.
As I expected, the villagers successfully brought me to Qiongqi. According to the plan, I should stand still and let Qiongqi kill me?
Li Mo lowered his head and looked at the bloody and dead Qiongqi in his hand, and sighed helplessly.
Plan failed.
Qiongqi is just an ordinary temple-level Honkai beast and can't kill me.
Li Mo turned his head and looked around. The villagers behind him were in high spirits, laughing and celebrating Qiongqi's death.
"I need to be paid."
"Immortal, no matter what you say, our village will give you everything we can!"
The villagers spoke enthusiastically, not paying any attention to Li Mo's request.
It is much better to pay a little reward than to have the whole village eaten by the monster!
But the reward Li Mo proposed made the villagers look stunned without exception.
"Give me death."
"..."
Suddenly, the crowd was silent, and no one dared to reply.
Killing Li Mo, what a joke, he is an immortal who can easily kill even monsters. How could a mortal kill an immortal?
Could it be a test?
"Immortal, this..."
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