Weird collapse, husband-chasing crematorium

Opening the yellowed envelope, there was the answer Xiao Yun left for him -

"Seeing the words is like meeting each other, showing confidence and comforting the face, and praising Qiu'an, that is, praising Dongsui."

"Xiao Yun wants to die because he is afraid of having an endless lifespan and confusing his path. Over the past few hundred years, Xiao Yun clearly remembers that all his closest relatives and loved ones have passed away, and the soldiers he led through life and death have gone to hell. The kings I serve change over and over again. I have long lost my reason for living.”

"Xiao Yun has no intention of looking at the beautiful scenery of mountains and rivers again. He is already as insensitive as the people who have been puzzled, confused, disgusted and despised in the past."

"When the turmoil in my heart subsides, I can no longer feel any interest. I just want to die and be with my family."

"However, since you had no way to return, you couldn't bear to leave here, so you lingered for a hundred years to find the True Immortal Red Kite."

"Now that I have found it, it is time to leave the king and return."

"I wish you always have everything you wish for in this life, but there will be no old friends in the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains."

"——Xiao Yun, stay."

Chapter 49 Long time no see

There is very little content in the letter, which is a distillation of all Xiao Yun's thoughts over hundreds of years.

Perhaps... there is still some hidden expression in it, but it has completely replied to the answer agreed between Li Mo and Xiao Yun.

Ten times the normal life span, this is the limit for ordinary people.

The closer one gets to this limit, the more extreme one's emotions become, wandering on the edge of extreme negativity and extreme madness.

After consuming his blood, ordinary people can also gain immortality, but the price is that all the memories for the rest of their lives will remain clear, and every minute, every second, every moment is carved into the mind like a knife.

Countless drops of water gathered together and eventually turned into a vast ocean filled with water.

And my original appearance will eventually be changed by these massive memories, with countless memories overlapping and intertwined.

In the end, I couldn't even tell who I was.

Human growth requires unforgettable memories after experiences. People who live forever because of him are growing all the time. Even trivial things will be clearly remembered. The cycle repeats and becomes more and more numb.

In the end, I could no longer empathize with anyone or anything in the world, and I just felt that everything was empty.

Either you will destroy yourself with negativity, or you will destroy others with madness.

The pain and suffering in the eyes of others are just pretentious moaning in their eyes.

At this point, many people cannot accept that they have become like this, at least Xiao Yun cannot accept it.

If it continues, it will become an even more terrifying existence, which cannot be changed by human will.

This is the cruel truth of longevity.

Nothing can be obtained without a price, whether it is shape, life, or strength.

"It seems that they all want to do something before they die."

Li Mokun sat on the bed, leaning against the wall, gently closing his eyes, trying to find the fragments he needed in the chaotic flow of memories.

It's hard, it's hard.

He seems to have become a strange immortal species, and is still sensitive to the passage of time.

The emotions of being human have fallen into dead silence.

However, when recalling Xiao Yun's death, the stagnant emotions were aroused.

When he witnessed Xiao Yun being killed by him, Li Mo was not sad, and did not even shed a single tear.

But when he was about to look for the clues he wanted from the fact that Xiao Yun volunteered to die, his mind uncontrollably resurfaced the big and small things he had done while traveling with her.

There were so many that Li Mo couldn't actively find clues among them. He could only let his memory flow through the shore of his thoughts slowly and think back slowly.

Before joining the army, Xiao Yun and he walked through dense woods, rushed to streets and alleys, caught thieves in night markets and severely criticized them, and escorted ordinary people passing by in the mountains and fields...

Later, she joined the army, fought on the battlefield, captured cities and territories, and ended every war early that would consume people's supplies and savings, and she was extremely high-spirited.

The place where people are most likely to get lost is not in the vast jungle, but in the noisy sea of ​​​​people.

Li Mo always thought so, but Xiao Yun seemed to be stronger than he thought.

In the first hundred years, she allowed herself to live a free and fulfilling life all the time.

There was no way she would look as lonely and haggard as she did later.

In the first days.

At dusk, the setting sun's molten golden rays shone on her face, making it particularly dazzling.

"Come to compete?"

She drew her sword, the tip of the sword glowing slightly warmly, pointing it at herself.

He just smiled, and then defeated Xiao Yun within ten moves.

After defeat, Xiao Yun always sat on the ground and couldn't help but sigh -

"The ancients said: There are people outside the world, and there is heaven outside the sky. It is indeed well-deserved."

"My swordsmanship has become extremely proficient, and I have few opponents in the world. I didn't expect that I couldn't even take the ten moves from Brother Mingyue."

"But it's still a long time. I will catch up with Brother Mingyue, and I will never be defeated so easily next time!"

She once again held Ruoshui tightly and challenged herself, although she still ended in miserable failure.

On a slightly cool night, she suddenly rolled in through the window lattice, holding a bottle of wine in her hand.

He spoke in polite words.

Li Mo did not refuse her invitation to drink, he just agreed to Xiao Yun blindly, wanting to see how far she could go.

The answer to Danzhu Cangxuan's death lies in it.

I have no idea that this scene will disappear soon.

When the memory storage reaches an upper limit, the deeper the memory, the easier it is to interfere with the present. It is not impossible that one day Xiao Yun will charge into the battlefield, see blood like wine, cut off the enemy's head and drink it.

These beautiful bits and pieces will become the nightmare she fears most and wants to escape in the future.

Back to reality——

Act chivalrously, fight with iron horses, retire to the mountains and forests, and return to your hometown with honor...

More and more memories filled Li Mo's mind, squeezing his thoughts as thin as paper.

Finally, the memory was fixed on hundreds of years ago, when he told Xiao Yun that he had a companion - Immortal Red Kite.

That night, Xiao Yun also walked into his room with such heavy makeup, as if he had a fever, and said many strange words from his red lips.

After the topic was over, she arranged for all her subordinates to look for traces of Immortal Red Kite.

What is it?

What did she say?

Li Mo slowly opened his eyes, glanced at the blood-stained Ruoshui beside him, and tried his best to recall what Xiao Yun said to him that night.

"I hope I can do something for you before leaving. Brother Mingyue, thank you for your long-term companionship. You are the person closest to me... I hope you can be happy."

"Maybe it won't be long before you forget what I say now. After all, you are more serious than me... You have almost forgotten yourself."

"I will hold on. Xiao Yun will never die before finding your companion."

"Absolutely not."

Li Mo's lips moved, and a different kind of dryness appeared on the edge of his eyes.

He remembered that what Xiao Yun said that night was very straightforward. In fact, he had already told him part of the answer, but he had too many memories and did not recall it.

"..."

"So, a dying person must do something to make the people closest to him...happy?"

The person closest to me...who is it?

Li Mo was going to spend a long time recalling his interpersonal relationships, and the decisions he made reminded him all the time.

But the memory of the person closest to me naturally appeared in front of my eyes just for a moment.

It was in the boundless, eternal darkness of not knowing what time was.

He sleeps in a box that symbolizes stillness and stillness.

The person who opened the box was——Hua.

Li Mo quickly stood up, and almost instantly, his eyes uncontrollably shifted to the far southeast place that was beyond the reach of his sight - Taixu Mountain.

Afterwards, Li Mo walked out of the room, lifted Ruoshui into the water tank outside and washed it.

It's time for this God's Key to be returned to its original owner.

And he also wanted to see Hua in all his glory.

Li Mo embarked on the journey to Taixu Mountain and rushed there tirelessly.

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Shenzhou, at the foot of Taixu Mountain.

It's New Year's Eve, and on the cold winter night, every household is lit up with bright lights, the streets and alleys are decorated with lights, and many families take a rare break and stroll, with relaxed smiles on their faces.

A person's journey will always lose its way, when everyone around him leaves and everything is silent.For Chi Yuan, he must think about the reasons and significance of his progress.

Destroying Honkai and protecting Shenzhou, this is what she promised Cang Xuan.

During the prosperous period of the Tang Dynasty, the highly developed civilization made this land the main target of Honkai erosion, and Honkai beasts emerged in endless numbers everywhere.

To ordinary people, they are almost invincible monsters.Invulnerable to weapons and bullets, even bows and crossbows can't penetrate it. It is extremely powerful and can easily take away the lives of soldiers and crush them into pieces.

She is the only one who can fight against Honkai. She is stationed at the Great Wall day and night, and only has a short time to return to Taixu Mountain to rest.

The endless slaughter caused a great change in Chi Yuan's mentality.

Become indifferent to life, become indifferent and inhumane.

"Ouch! Ouch, it hurts..."

The little girl ran without paying attention to Chi Yuan in front of her. After bumping into Chi Yuan, she stumbled and fell to the ground.

Chi Yuan lowered his gaze indifferently and looked at the familiar little girl without saying a word.

She had met this person before. On New Year's Eve last year, Chi Yuan was asked by Cangxuan Book to spend New Year's Eve with these people.

Same street, same date, same encounter.

The girl bumped into him, and then he reached out and pulled her up.

Chi Yuan vaguely remembered what Cangxuan's book said——

"Sure enough, Chi Yuan also feels that the happiest time is when he is with everyone and being watched by others. In this case, he should have more contact with people. Don't stay alone in the mountains all the time, which will make him sick."

"Master has installed too many daily-related programs for me. I can't fight side by side with you."

"Why don't you try to open a martial arts gym? My master told me, Chi Yuan, that you were an apprentice in a martial arts gym in the beginning? Let's accept a disciple! It must be fun to teach apprentices! It just so happens that I can help you fight against Honkai~ "

She just answered perfunctorily: "I will consider it."

The next second, Cangxuan Book asked a question that she could never answer -

"Chi Yuan, my master, how did she leave you?"

"Logically speaking, the master must have a way to stay with you if he wants to live, but he still chose to create me to accompany you on her behalf. I don't know why, emmm... maybe because I am an artificial intelligence, not very capable Understand the master’s thoughts.”

Cang Xuan's book doesn't understand, but Chi Yuan does know everything.

How did Cang Xuan die and who died because of him.

Chi Yuan raised her head and saw that the sky was pitch black. She remembered the day of Cang Xuan's death particularly clearly, but also particularly vaguely.

Chi Yuan can tell the Book of Cang Xuan how the heroes of the pre-civilization, the fusion warriors, and the team captain lived proudly, and how they died heroically.

But there was no mention of Danzhu Cangxuan's death, because Danzhu Cangxuan died because of her.

Chi Yuan remained silent.

When the fireworks bloomed in the sky, due to lack of energy, the Cangxuan Book fell down and fell into a long-term downtime.

There seemed to be an empty space in her heart that was filled again.

Has it been a year...