They loaded up the love simulator

Now that I have decided to compensate Kithara Toru, I still have to fulfill some of my responsibilities as a girlfriend.

[Asking Kithara Toru for his opinion...]

After a few seconds.

千''"寻!;;免?;费;?小!:说,:裙;2.5';'5.!,;5!",.9?"5,?,,3"0,0　　【他拒绝了。】

"?" Yamada Ryo.

Rejected?He refused?

[He believes that the love between you does not require physical contact. Perhaps it is because you have never agreed to his request for kissing or having sex in the past ten years, which led Toru Kitahara to think that you are frigid. 】

I.

Yamada Ryo was speechless for a moment, and there was a hint of blush on his expressionless face.

Even if it's a simulator, it's shameful to leave...ahem, purity to your boyfriend or something!

Kissing is definitely not allowed!

Of course, this was Ryo Yamada's initial thought. Now she just wants to comfort Toru Kitahara and let herself in the simulator accompany him to spend the rest of his perfect life, which is considered a risk.

[You put your arms around his neck, stood on tiptoes slightly to kiss him, Toru Kitahara...]

After a few seconds.

[He ducks away. 】

"?" Yamada Ryo.

Miss Liang never expected that her virtual boyfriend, whom she had been dating for more than ten years, would not even be willing to kiss with her!

I didn't act like a human being before, so I didn't take you at ease.

But you retaliate against me like this?

Do you want me to regret it for the rest of my life to make you happy?

[Kitahara Toru took two steps back and coughed a few times. There was a trace of pain on his face. After noticing your worried expression, he showed you a very forced smile.Kithara Toru said that he was fine and just had an old habit. 】

Old problem?etc!etc!

I do not know!

Yamada Ryo found that his game seemed to be in vain.

[Migraine, he explained, to comfort you that this disease is not fatal. 】

Huh, just don’t die.

Ryo Yamada found that playing this game made his heart uncomfortable and prone to beating rapidly.

Kitahara Toru was like the goldfish she caught at the temple fair when she was a child. One day she was still alive and kicking, but the next day she was burping.

[Time passes slowly, you have been together for 3 years. 】

[During this period, you still maintained a relationship as a couple. Even though you proposed several times, he was perfunctory. At 33 years old, you are already an older leftover girl, and your parents have also begun to urge you. They are very concerned about the current Toru Kitahara. Satisfied, he is gentle and kind, and will considerately take care of others. 】

[After washing away his brilliance, he quit smoking and drinking very early, abandoned his bad habits, exercised every week, and became much stronger.Now, he doesn't look like a middle-aged bass player, but like a sunny and warm boy. 】

[He did not indulge in the freedom of indulgence or indulge in female sex. You understand, this is not an innocent heart.But in response to that poem - I hope to go through thousands of sails and come back still young. 】

[His bass level is becoming more and more advanced, even to the point where it is difficult for you to understand the principle.You can hear thousands of mountains and rivers from it, the prosperity of the world, and the love for you that has never changed from beginning to end. 】

[You have purchased a new home, decorated a cozy nest, and everything is moving towards the bright side. 】

[Kitahara Toru would sometimes sit in his room and do something, and he wouldn't let you see it. You just thought he had a little secret of his own. 】

[Your 34th birthday is coming soon. He bought you a cake. After the birthday, before giving you a gift, he showed a mysterious expression, but before he could say anything for a few seconds, he covered his mouth again. He coughed hard. 】

[You quickly took him to your private hospital. 】

[The attending physician said that his body functions are slowly declining, and since the cause of the disease is unclear, there is currently no possibility of cure. 】

[It is estimated that his life will end within a year. 】

Chapter 16 "Cool"

hospital.

In a quiet ward.

"Don't look like that."

Toru Kitahara looked at his unhappy girlfriend sitting by the window and comforted him: "The doctor's prediction may not be accurate. Look, I'm still alive and kicking now."

Although he said this, he also knew that the side effects of the extreme pressure method were taking effect, which was why he was unwilling to marry Yamada Ryo.

Getting married would delay her life. He proposed breaking up, but Yamada Ryo firmly rejected it.

It's ok.

After his death, Liang Jiang will definitely find a good home.

A 34-year-old woman who is so beautiful and cute has no reason to find a good man...

That's fine, lest you become jealous after seeing it while you're still alive.

"Well, Tetsu-kun can live for a long time."

Yamada Ryo comforted: "We still want to get married, right?"

She recalled it with a gentle expression: "When we went to Meiji Shrine that time, we saw the newlyweds. The bride was wearing a very beautiful white dress. I wanted to wear it too."

It will get better, for sure!

"Not quite like it."

"what?"

"Ryo rarely shows such a gentle expression, which surprised me a little." Toru Kitahara looked at her with a faint smile on his lips.

Seeing his smile, Yamada Ryo felt his heart tighten.

Why can he be so optimistic?

He was obviously about to die.

"Do you remember the place where we first met?"

Yamada Ryo was silent for a few seconds: "...remember, under the overpass in Shinjuku."

"I like Liang's bass very much, free and casual, like an elusive breeze. You asked me to support you. I was very surprised at the time. Your bass is not a cheap one, why do you still need me to support it? Later I Then I realized that you just love music too much and spend a lot of money on it every month, so you can't afford to eat..."

Kithara Toru smiled at her, "I like focused people who focus on their careers or hobbies. Such people are very attractive."

He coughed hard a few times and continued as if nothing happened: "During our trip to Hokkaido before graduating from high school, you took the initiative to confess your love to me. I am very happy, very happy. A person who loves music so much can keep me in his heart." I am already satisfied with the second place, you can even say that I am surprised. After all, when you and I got along before, you were always addicted to the ocean of music and ignored me. "

"but I……"

Yamada Ryo lowered his head and said in despair: "I haven't done anything for you, I'm not worthy of being your girlfriend at all."

Nothing has been done.

What's the use of regretting now?It's too late, too late...

"That's enough. I'm satisfied if you can support me when I need it most." Toru Kitahara shook his head slightly, "I thought about giving up countless times when I was in college. Blood oozed from my fingers, and Goto-san told me to give up. When I did, I wavered. If you hadn’t kept me going – anyway, thank you very much.”

"It's so great to have a girlfriend like you, I've thought this countless times."

Otherwise, he would not be able to reach the god-level realm at all.

In the game life simulator, Toru Kitahara has always put career, or the training of skills, first, and love is not his only pursuit.

"I'm not... as good as you said." Yamada Ryo felt an endless stream of guilt in his heart.

That's not what she meant at all.

She just wants to make Kithara Toru become powerful so that she can gain benefits easily.

"If it were Goto, he probably wouldn't agree to my going abroad, but Ryo, you didn't try to persuade me to stay, and you happily accepted my willful request."

"I..." Yamada Ryo's lips trembled slightly, and finally he lowered his head.

She just looked at it and chose one without thinking for a long time.

At this moment, the more Tetsu Kitahara praised her, the more Ryo Yamada felt guilty.

"Sorry, talking about Goto again."

In order to avoid suspicion, Kitahara Toru stopped talking about Goto Ichiri.

Yamada Ryo shook his head slightly: "It doesn't matter, Tetsu-kun, do you have a good relationship with her?"

"Maybe, we haven't contacted each other for almost ten years, and she blocked me. It seems like I'm back to the time when I first met her..."

"She was still a quiet, shy and difficult child to get along with. I later sent a lot of private messages to her social account and even went to her home to look for her. But Goto ignored my thoughts at all."

Kithara Toru had already looked away.

Ryo Yamada couldn't look away.

She snatched away the man Ichiri Goto had a crush on, and she didn't even take care of him.

As for why Ichiri Goto returned to his social-phobic appearance, Ryo Yamada has a guess...

She learned makeup, learned to socialize, and studied hard in order to win the favor of Toru Kitahara. However, after being rejected by Toru Kitahara, Ichiri Goto lost the backbone of her efforts and even lost the reason to stick to the guitar, and turned back into a social terror. status.

'I killed two people at once. '

Yamada Ryo felt even more uncomfortable.

She didn't know what to do for a moment.

If Goto Ichiri could scold her, she might feel better.

"cold."

Kitahara Toru shouted, and after calling his girlfriend's attention, his expression softened: "I let Goto go not because she is bad, but because I love you more, and I can't give up the one I love for her, right? "

'But I'm not as good as you think. '

Ryo Yamada felt that it might be better not to have him in this simulation.

She clutched her chest, tears welling up in her heart.

If she didn't exist, Goto would be able to sleep with Kithara Toru within a mile, and there would be no need for her as a light bulb.

"Don't think too much, let's go home."

"Ah."

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[You followed Toru Kitahara's advice and brought him back to your home from the hospital. His health was deteriorating. You understood that the doctor's judgment was not wrong. 】

[In the last period of time, you were preparing to learn cooking. After being together for so long, you never even made a serious dinner for him. 】

[To this end, you found a friend who is very good at cooking: Ijichi Hongxia. She was very happy to hear your request and readily accepted your request. 】

[One day, you bumped into Goto Ichiri at Fanxing. She glanced at you timidly and left quickly. 】

As expected, Pochi still hates me.

Ryo Yamada continued to look down.

[In the following six months, you took good care of Kithara Toru, but his health did not improve at all. He gradually became weak and would take several breaths every few steps. 】

[Because you were afraid of an accident, you sent him to the hospital again. 】

'Can no longer be simulated with words. '

Ryo Yamada decisively chose the full immersive mode.

She wanted to spend the last period of Kithara Tohru's life with him.

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In a hospital ward.

Feeling his weak body, Kithara Toru turned his face and looked out the window.

Due to winter, all the leaves on the branches have fallen off.

As expected, he probably wouldn't survive tonight.