Surviving in a Collapsed World, Is Something Wrong?

"No...it's not." Mei retorted weakly.

“No? Look around carefully. The charred walls and the bumpy ground are all your work, aren’t they? Also, the blood of those who bullied you before is very hot, isn’t it?”

The voice in her head kept pestering her and even told her that she had killed a classmate with her own hands.

"Don't...don't say anymore." The girl covered her ears with her hands, as if this could block out the voice in her head.

Just then, footsteps were heard outside the rooftop gate.

It was very light and slow, but Mei, whose body was strengthened by the Herrscher Core, still heard it.

"Oh? Is there anyone still alive?"

The teasing voice in my head sounded again.

The sudden surprise washed away some of the despair.

"If I can save him."

"Save him? That's ridiculous. You killed almost everyone in this city, and now you're trying to save someone who managed to survive. What qualifications do you have?"

"No...No, I...didn't mean to do that."

"Ridiculous! Are you an executioner who kills everyone and then wants to take away the happiness of the only person who survived?"

"Don't be disgusting. This world has rejected you. You can't turn back. Come on, kill him and become me, the true Queen of Thunder and Lightning!"

"But he's still alive."

"Haha, what? You want to save him? You want him to thank you after saving him? You want him to help you to affirm yourself? No! You just want to find a reason to get rid of the millions of lives you are responsible for! So that you can continue to live!"

"He may have survived, but what about his parents? His relatives? His friends? They are all gone! They died because of you! His original happiness was completely destroyed by you!"

"I'm looking forward to what he will do after he finds out that you are the murderer. You took away everything from him. He will beat you, scold you, and even want to kill you! Oh~ No, when he sees your slender figure, he will bully you and tear your clothes. He will make you look terrified and desperate. He will take away everything from you, just like you took away his happiness!"

The girl gave up thinking and stared at the door blankly, thinking about the astonishment, anger, and hatred of the only two survivors after they knew the truth... Will he kill me?

She was not the Herrscher of Thunder, and she could not do anything. However, even though she was being bullied, she was still thinking about the person who was about to appear in front of her.

"Creaky." The door was opened.

But the girl's expression froze at this moment.

"Why...is it you?" the girl couldn't help but ask.

"Haha, this is really surprising. I didn't expect that the person who survived would be him?"

That’s right, the person who appeared in front of the girl was none other than Jiang Ming, one of the few friends that Raiden Mei had since her father went to prison. They had said goodbye to each other yesterday.

At this time, Jiang Ming's clothes were covered with blood, his handsome face was terribly gloomy, and his body was shaking, as if he would fall down in the next second. But when he saw Meiyi, his expression instantly became extremely gentle.

"It seems that he doesn't know that this disaster was caused by you, but it doesn't matter. Do you need me to tell him?"

The voice in my head sounded again, full of teasing.

This made Mei Raiden's mood hit rock bottom again. After knowing the truth, would this one of her few friends do what she had just thought about?

But without giving the girl enough time to think, Jiang Ming walked quickly towards her, and under the girl's desperate and miserable gaze, he hugged her tightly.

"Great, I finally found you."

After saying this, Jiang Ming fainted.

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Chapter 11 Choice

"Hmm...where is this? Hmm~ My head feels so comfortable, it must be a high-end pillow."

Jiang Ming thought to himself and then opened his eyes.

"A strange... bear? Good man, this must be almost a D-rank warrior."

"Ah! You're awake! That's great."

A familiar voice reached Jiang Ming's ears.

Jiang Ming then remembered that he came to Qianyu Academy to find Mei. With the help of his divine performance in public, he killed a large number of assassins. Finally, he met Mei and even gave her a bear hug.

But in the end, he fell into a coma due to the side effects of appearing in public, which means...

"I am enjoying Mei's lap pillow now?!"

Jiang Ming, who looked a little dazed, finally reacted at this moment.

"No wonder I feel so comfortable. Hehe, Mei smells so good." Even though Jiang Ming was exhausted both physically and mentally, he couldn't help but smile.

"Stupid... idiot! Don't say it, it's embarrassing." Mei blushed.JPG

"Haha, because Mei is cute."

"Hmm! So cute and all..."

"I really want to lie down like this forever~"

Jiang Ming pursued the victory.

"......" Xiao Mei was so shy that she couldn't speak.

It took a long time before the pain gradually eased.

"Jiang Mingjun."

"What's wrong, Mei?"

"Why...are you coming here?"

The girl expressed her doubts. There were scary white creatures and assassins everywhere around her, but the boy still came to her without hesitation. He was covered with wounds, but he still insisted on smiling. But... she was so happy.

"Well... because Mei is my only one."

Jiang Ming thought for a moment and replied

"Eh? Only...only?" The girl's face turned slightly pink.

"Yes, Mei is the only person I know in Senba Academy, and my only friend, and..."

"And?" After hearing Jiang Ming's words, Mei felt a sense of loss in her heart for some reason.

"Really, what am I thinking about?" Mei couldn't help but feel ashamed of her own thoughts.

"Besides, I am the one being kept by Miss Mei. I can't survive without Mei." Jiang Ming answered with a grin.

"..."

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about this for now. Mei, are you familiar with this area?" Realizing that something was wrong with Mei, the smart Jiang Ming immediately changed the subject.

I have only been in Changkong City for a few days, so of course I can't be more familiar with it than Mei, who has been here for several years.

"Yeah." Mei nodded slightly.

"Then Mei must know where the store is, right?" Jiang Ming asked.

"Yeah." Mei just nodded slightly.

"Then... let's go together."

"Hmm...eh?" Mei seemed to have not yet reacted.

"Huh? What's wrong? Meiyi, do you want to wait for rescue? According to the current situation, I guess the entire Changkong City has fallen into disaster. It is almost impossible to wait for rescue. One more person means one more hope of survival. If we leave now, we may find other survivors. Meiyi, are you worried that you can't support me? Don't worry, Jiang Ming is not picky about food and is easy to feed." Jiang Ming teased Meiyi in a casual yet graceful tone.

"No...it's not."

"what is that?"

The girl clenched her hands so tightly that her fair hands almost bled.

"...this disaster..."

Mei closed her eyes and prepared to tell the truth. It didn't matter anymore. Jiang Mingjun said that to comfort me, and the previous teasing was also to make me relax. But... yes, things... can't be undone.

"...I did it. I killed everyone."

...After saying it, Mei Raiden lowered her head weakly, and the last luster in her purple eyes lost. Just like when they first met, the pressure on her body seemed to break this poor girl into pieces.

Sure enough, the kind-hearted Mei was unable to lie to the few friends in front of her.

The despair in Mei Raiden's heart has reached its end. She is waiting, waiting for hatred, waiting for abuse, waiting for revenge. These are even the best medicine for her.

She wants to pay for the sins she has committed, and the one who can help her is Jiang Ming, who is now enjoying his rest on her lap.

"..."

Jiang Ming remained silent.

It's funny to say that before I traveled through time, I was still thinking about how I would redeem Mei if she were me, but now that I've really met her, I'm caught off guard.

I can comfort her and say that it is not her fault, that you are also a victim, and the murderer is someone else. You are a kind girl and it is impossible for you to kill so many people.

Ridiculous consolation!

I could scold her and ask her why she did this? She disappointed me so much because I trusted her so much. I could also give her a slap in the face, which she would be more than happy to do. I could even make an outrageous request, which Mei, who was already desperate, would not refuse.

Disgusting redemption!

I can even say loudly that I love her, fall in love with her, and let love, which has infinite power, wash away the sins in her heart. Now is the time when Mei's psychological defense is the most vulnerable. If I confess to her, she will definitely not refuse. In this way, I can become the most important person in Mei's mind.

These three options, especially the last one, are very attractive to me.

But...is that Mei really the Raiden Mei in my mind?

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Chapter 12 I will accompany you until the end of the world

Jiang Ming remained silent. After all, this concerned Mei's future.

Jiang Ming's silence made Mei's already desperate expression even worse.

"Am I not even worthy of atonement for the sins I committed that even you...can't?"

"Why didn't you hit me? Why didn't you scold me?"

"Why......"

"Mei." Jiang Ming said lightly.

"Mei, you mean you're responsible for all this? You're the one who made this city like this, right?"

Jiang Ming's expression remained gentle.

"Yes, it was all my fault. I took away the lives of millions of people in Changkong City."

The girl's voice was abnormally trembling, proving that she was in an abnormal mood at the moment, and her body was also shaking slightly.

"Is that so? Then tell me, Mei, why did you kill them? Did you create those white creatures? If possible, can you show me? Also, why do you want to be punished and redeemed now after killing millions of people in Changkong City?"

Jiang Ming's calm words gradually helped Meiyi, who had suffered an emotional breakdown, recover.

"This... This is because..."

Mei didn't know why, but everything that happened around her seemed to be related to her. The lightning that had been entangled with her before, the voice that appeared in her mind from time to time, and... She was the only one who survived in the entire Chiba Academy...

And the voice in her mind even kept tempting her to destroy everything in front of her.

"What's wrong? Can't you tell it? Can't you do it?"

This made Mei even more speechless.

"So, how could Mei, who looks like me and everyone else as a victim, do what she just said?"

"No! It's me. Although I don't know how to explain it, there is no doubt that all of this is caused by me. I am a sinner."

The huge sense of guilt seemed to crush the girl. Millions of lives died because of her. Tears of regret dripped from her purple eyes.

"Tsk, this is difficult. I'm trying to push the blame onto Mei, and Mei is trying to take the blame on herself. It seems my persuasion skills are still too bad. Where have you gone, Paramecium? Mei, do you want it or not?"

Jiang Ming had no choice but to reluctantly lift his head from the black stockings wrapped around Meiyi's extremely soft legs.

Sitting opposite Meiyi, Jiang Ming took Meiyi's hand, but Meiyi suddenly pulled her hand away like a frightened kitten.

Jiang Ming gently took Mei's hand again, and this time Mei did not dodge.

The hands are nice, but also very cold.

"You don't believe it, do you? Well, I can't prove it, but we might as well make a bet."

Jiang Ming put his hands on Mei's hands.