Kawaranu Mono ＜Kirameki no Gōremu＞

I feel like it's been quite a while since then. There were no signs that it was moving around the first time.

I can't move anyway. I can think.

I'm in trouble because I can. I'm not sleepy because I'm dead. I was able to sleep when I was alive, but now I'm not sleepy at all. I gave up sleeping where I counted 100,000 sheep.

Well, what do we do?

Uh-huh.

Oops, there's another sign that something's moving around.

Yeah, maybe this is someone or something and you're even getting ready for the coffin. But I don't feel like my body is moving at all, so maybe it's not a sarcophagus.

Uh-huh.

Over a hundred times since then, I have repeatedly had signs or gone, but I have not changed anything.

What, this. To be clear, there's nothing I can do.

I am so free that I decide to do something meditative that feels like unifying my mind at one point. If you stay like this, you're going to be able to enlighten me.

Uh-huh.

Finally, there are no more signs coming.

I have nothing to do but meditate. I can't even go crazy.

I can't even die because I'm dead.