Crossover Anime: How a Shameless Person Lives

The wind in the city is indifferent, and people's hearts are even more indifferent.

I like this indifference; after all, a man as indifferent as me doesn't really want to interact with others.

I'm holed up in my tiny rented room, doing what I love.

I will not bother anyone, nor will I be bothered by anyone.

Before I met her, this is what I thought...?

I don't remember it very clearly, I only remember her name, it's all over my mind.

Fujiang! Fujiang! Fujiang! ! !

He kept calling out to her in his heart, and the image in his mind became clearer and clearer, making him want to hold her tightly in his arms.

Then... kill him!

No! No!

We shouldn't be so extreme, we shouldn't be!

……

Today, I couldn't help but peek out from the street I was passing by in Fujiang, and there was another figure beside her.

He was a tall and handsome boy, and the two of them looked very well-matched walking together.

I think I should... be jealous.

Strangely, when I saw the two of them walking together, my "love" for Tomie actually diminished?

No! This is wrong!

My reason returned briefly, and I was terrified.

Something's wrong with his mental state!

She was just a girl, a girl who had only spoken a few words to him at the convenience store where he worked!

Do you have such thoughts in your mind?

Such an extreme idea?

Looking at the knives I had already bought, I collapsed to the ground in fear until they were gone.

I wrote all of this down.

……

The boy was still there the next day.

Same as yesterday.

None of the jealousy, madness, or resentment I had anticipated appeared.

The almost obsessive, burning conviction in my chest faded away once again, without a sound.

It didn't disappear; instead, it seemed to have been distorted by an invisible force.

I know this is ridiculous, but that's just the feeling, I can just feel it!

Just like I sometimes dream of fish in the deep sea.

At that moment, I completely panicked.

I think I'm going crazy!

What exactly do I like?

He repeatedly questioned himself in this way.

The obsession that has been lingering in my mind lately, the extreme desire to embrace yet also to destroy—does it come from my own heart, or from something else entirely?

……

He was still there on the third day, he was still there on the fourth day, and on the fifth day...

On the seventh day, the boy was gone.

I feel like Tomie has become more beautiful; every move she makes captivates people's hearts.

Wait a minute? Am I having another mental breakdown?

……

Day nineteen.

I picked up the knife with trembling hands, revealing a haggard and pale face, with sunken eyes and crisscrossing red blood vessels in the lower eyelids. A messy stubble covered my chin, and I looked as颓废 (颓废 is a difficult word to translate directly, but it implies a state of listlessness, decadence, and apathy) as a walking corpse.

Staring at himself inside the knife, his fingertips trembled uncontrollably.

My mindset has been transformed!

It felt like being forcibly kneaded and twisted by an invisible hand!

I've even started to doubt whether this world is real.

……

I can't help it, I really can't help it!

Just one more peek! Just one more peek!

Tomie was more dazzling at this moment than on any other day.

Wearing a simple long dress, her hair fluttering in the wind, and a delicate and beautiful beauty mark under her eye, she exuded a fatal attraction with every move.

It was a beauty kissed by angels, like a deadly poison, silently and subtly entwining the heart, bewitching and leading one to ruin.

The love in my chest is more surging, more passionate, and more intense than ever before!

Ah, I see. I finally understand.

It turns out that those seven uneventful days were not a sign that my "love" had faded.

It was that man's presence that suppressed her seduction.

He is the only barrier, the bulwark against the allure of Tomie.

Now, the barrier has disappeared.

……

"Go to hell!"

On their way back, Tomie and Mercury were attacked.

A man dressed like a beggar rushed out from around the corner, brandishing a dagger and wildly slashing at the two men.

There were very few passersby, and their first instinct was to stay far away from this sudden murder.

No one stopped, no one offered a helping hand.

This has happened far too many times in Chiba City.

"It's all your fault! It's all your problem!"

He roared and thrust the dagger straight at Mercury.

Mercury: "???"

What is that?

Looking at the man who looked like a beggar, Mercury slapped him across the face.

With a loud crack, the man's head exploded like a watermelon.

After doing all this, Mercury shook his hands, and the blood stuck to his palms peeled off with the fine salt.

"I have a feeling he's here to see you."

"It doesn't matter, you'll protect me, won't you~" Tomie hugged his arm and looked at the dead man with a playful expression.

It's really a boring thing, just a toy to pass the time when you're bored.

How could they be so ungrateful?

Mercury turned his head to look at Tomie, who was clinging to his arm, and gave a helpless snort: "You're always causing me trouble. You'll have to deal with it yourself next time."

"It is your responsibility as the younger brother to tolerate your sister's willfulness."

Tomie casually glanced at the lifeless man on the ground.

There was no respect for the deceased in their eyes; they looked at the deceased with the same arrogance as if they were looking at a pile of garbage.

Mercury looked at the undisguised indifference in her eyes and said nothing more.

He can no longer muster any sympathy for such things.

"Let's go, let's go, you brat."

"Okay, let's go back."

"Go back? Hahahaha!" Tomie covered her mouth and laughed, pulling him onto another path.

"My sister booked a hotel for you today, it's a surprise."

Mercury raised an eyebrow and glanced at her indifferently: "What tricks are you up to now?"

"A love hotel~" Tomie whispered seductively in his ear, "Do you like being a cop, arresting criminals? You and that bitch like to play role-playing games, don't you?"

"Stop targeting Deep Winter's mother; she's already gone back to the village."

"Heh, this kind of slutty village deserves trouble. You're not going to go there again, are you?" Tomie looked at him with displeasure.

Last time, that bitch got ahead in the village.

Will they use the same old method again this time?

"Who knows? Let's go critique the hotel you booked first."

As he said this, Mercury took out his phone and sent a message to Sylvie.

……

Ye Ye Mu Apartment, Room 504.

Sylvie, who was sitting at her computer desk learning about online shopping, picked up her phone and looked at the messages that had come in.

After replying, she turned to Kasumigaoka Utaha and said, "Dad and Mom aren't coming back today."

Upon hearing this, Kasumigaoka Utaha looked up from the light novel in her hand and nodded slightly.

His eyes, however, kept scanning Sylvie in front of him.

His thin body was covered in scars, and his eyes sometimes looked timid, but at other times he pretended to be arrogant and domineering.

It's clear she's learning from someone.

"Aren't you afraid I'm a bad person?" Kasumigaoka Utaha asked.

Sylvie was taken aback, took out her phone and glanced at the chat history. "Dad said you're a big fool, there's no need to be on guard."

Upon hearing this, Kasumigaoka Utaha's brow twitched slightly, and her teeth clenched.

"Then ignore them and I'll continue teaching you how to shop online."

Sylvie nodded slightly and took out a bank card.

"Is $50 enough?"

Dad said that you can buy things for free in real life, but you can't do that online.

Kasumigaoka Utaha silently looked at the bank card that Sylvie handed her.

She stared at the bank card, then looked at the thin girl in front of her, and her lips twitched violently.

Does that guy really not care about the Beast Group?