The unattainable beauty was driven to depravity and madness by a wicked seed.

Shen Qinghuai's eyes flickered slightly. He grabbed the badminton shuttlecock next to him and threw it out the window. The reflective window illuminated the figure of the person hurriedly leaving.

He looked down at Lu Sui and continued kissing him. When he received no response, he felt the kiss was bitter, but he still didn't want to stop.

Half a month later, when Shen Qinghuai kissed him again, Lu Sui gained a deeper understanding of the sadness and grievances Shen Qinghuai had mentioned.

It was all because Shen Qinghuai kissed him. Before coming to school, Lu Sui was in a good mood. He pushed Shen Qinghuai away, "You fucking insolent!"

The words sounded very familiar, and then I was met with a very familiar slap.

With a snap.

Five clear finger marks appeared on Shen Qinghuai's face. After a moment of stunned silence, she asked Lu Sui gently and calmly, "You tore off 26 petals. Did that mean you were unhappy 26 times?"

"No, that flower only has 26 petals; you have more unhappiness."

After saying that, he grabbed Lu Sui's wrist and said, "It's only one slap, you can keep hitting him."

He keenly noticed the helplessness in Lu Sui's eyes and said softly, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

Lu Sui said, "You're not allowed to make me angry anymore."

"I'm not angry with you, it's just that your sudden disappearance caused me to have withdrawal symptoms... Do you know what withdrawal symptoms are? It's when I start to feel anxious, depressed, and have abnormal emotions, and I also have somatization symptoms. Until today when you reappeared, I couldn't help but want to hug you and tell you everything that's been happening to me lately. I'm sure you felt the same way—"

"No." Lu Sui looked away coldly. He didn't even blush when he heard Shen Qinghuai say these words.

It's unclear whether it was because Shen Qinghuai taught him to sense other people's emotions, but he learned to lie without a teacher to deceive himself, make himself feel better, and disappoint the other person, in order to express the message, "I am just unreasonable and cannot be taught, you should get lost and not have any more entanglement with me."

He said, "I have a great conversation with Xiang Xun, and I don't care about you at all."

Shen Qinghuai didn't believe Lu Sui's last sentence, but the first one was enough to pierce his heart like a sharp blade, drawing blood: "During the past two weeks apart, you chatted with him every day?"

"Um."

"Will you meet with him? How many times have you met?"

"countless."

"Xiao Bao, you're lying." Shen Qinghuai hugged Lu Sui tightly, burying his face in his shoulder and taking a deep breath to calm himself down. "I don't believe you. Since you won't tell me the reason, I won't ask anymore. We'll continue to get along as before. I don't know what Lu Huai Ren told you, but what he said is definitely not true—"

"He's telling the truth; you're being sponsored by him."

Shen Qinghuai paused. "You didn't know about this before?"

"have no idea."

"I thought you knew...what else did he say?"

Lu Sui fell silent again.

Shen Qinghuai rubbed his back, wanting to pull him into his body. "You've lost a lot of weight. I'll cook you something delicious when we get home today."

"I won't reply."

"Where are you staying lately? I'll come over to cook for you and take care of you, and then I'll go back home. Is that okay?"

I won't tell you.

"Sui Sui, you really are..." So annoying.

Shen Qinghuai lowered his voice, "Pushing me away is forcing me to my death."

He stopped talking about being sad, uncomfortable, or having a heartache. Compared to death, these were minor issues. Perhaps Lu Sui didn't understand or empathize, so he didn't think there was anything wrong with his behavior. He might know it was wrong, but he didn't think it was serious.

After saying this, Lu Sui didn't refute it. Shen Qinghuai continued, "A kitten that can't walk is abandoned, and death awaits it. Just like the kitten you fed before, it lived for a long time. For it, food is life; it needs food."

"What I need is your affection and love, your attention, your pleasant scent, every comforting hug from you, everything about you. I've become a habit, I'm addicted to you, you are an indispensable part of my life."

"You can throw away leftover food without hesitation, and you can throw away softened potato chips that you forgot to seal without hesitation. But I am a human being. Leftovers will taste better if you reheat them, and softened potato chips will taste better if you reheat them. If you feel that I am different from before, I will go back to the way I was before. You can't just throw me away without hesitation."

Lu Sui is capable of empathizing with others.

Just like when Shen Qinghuai was invited out by Lu Huai Ren, he was in a bad mood, and Lu Sui took the initiative to care for him and coaxed him in ways he thought would be good. There was a lot of affection hidden in this, and all the things Lu Sui said he disliked were lies.

"Xiaobao, abandoning me was incredibly irresponsible. If I've truly done something you can't forgive, then I'll beg for your forgiveness from now on, and let time prove I've repented. How about we go back to how we were before?"

Between the two, whose voice is hoarser?

"not good."

Shen Qinghuai hummed in agreement, his tone still dejected and tinged with ambiguity. "Come back to my apartment with me tonight, I'll cook you another meal, and we'll break up tomorrow."

Two seconds later, Lu Sui nodded.

When Shen Qinghuai leaned in to kiss him, he dodged away. Shen Qinghuai said, "I won't bother you tomorrow. Let me kiss you a little longer today."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Sui stopped dodging. Shen Qinghuai bit his lip, no longer keeping his eyes closed as before. Instead, he seemed to want to gouge his eyes out and stick them to Lu Sui. His eyes were full of obsession, and he murmured, "Good baby, open your mouth."

Lu Sui was reluctant.

We won't see each other tomorrow, so why did you kiss so many times today?

Shen Qinghuai stroked Lu Sui's cheek, his dark eyes filled with pain, and he said in a trembling voice, "The withdrawal symptoms are starting again, my whole body aches so much, Xiaobao, please..."

Withdrawal symptoms, anxiety, depression, mood swings, and somatization symptoms.

Lu Sui tightened her grip on Shen Qinghuai's arm slightly, obediently opened her mouth and tilted her head back, even starting to return the kiss.

Shen Qinghuai let out a short sigh, "Ah."

So playing the victim is this effective.

"My body is in a lot of pain, can you hug me?"

"...Mmm." Lu Sui hugged Shen Qinghuai's waist, patting his back as he used to comfort her. Her body was so weak that she could hardly sit up straight, and Shen Qinghuai's arm held her firmly on her legs.

They had kissed countless times.

Perhaps because Shen Qinghuai said they would break up tomorrow, Lu Sui was being unusually cooperative. Shen Qinghuai had been learning about this, learning how to please Lu Sui. At this moment, he deliberately made some very pleasant kissing sounds, which were transmitted to their ears via bone conduction.

After the kiss ended, Lu Sui was completely exhausted and collapsed onto Shen Qinghuai's shoulder, panting. The corners of her eyes finally showed the blush that Shen Qinghuai had wanted to see.

"Then it's settled. We'll have dinner at home tonight. What would you like to eat?"

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Do you think Shen Qinghuai and Sui Sui will really break up tomorrow?