The unattainable beauty was driven to depravity and madness by a wicked seed.

As a child, Chen Jingmo was too proud and always pretended to be indifferent. When he liked Shi Qianqiu, he didn't dare to let him find out. Later, he felt that Shi Qianqiu also liked him, so he tried to test him relentlessly.

Later, Shi Qianqiu went abroad, and Chen Yunting disliked Chen Jingmo even more. He colluded with Zhan Mingzhu and Chen Nanxing and did not express his opinion on their bullying. Chen Jingmo could only stick his neck out to maintain his so-called self-esteem and protect himself.

He never thought Chen Yunting would suddenly have a change of heart and start treating him well, but he always felt that Shi Qianqiu belonged to him, so he tried his best to express his needs, even if it was through coercion and enticement, and he would feel smug that Shi Qianqiu listened to him.

Shi Qianqiu is smart and has good grades. Chen Jingmo is hardworking and studies hard, so he asks Shi Qianqiu to tutor him. Occasionally, when Chen Yunting asks Shi Qianqiu to tutor Chen Nanxing, he threatens to beat up Chen Nanxing if he sees Shi Qianqiu tutoring him. Chen Yunting has said more than once how he has become so bad.

Chen Jingmo's college entrance examination score wasn't bad, it was just that it didn't meet Chen Yunting's standards. He felt that it was shameful for other people's children to get into Peking University while Chen Jingmo's score wasn't high enough.

Chen Jingmo was not as calm and collected as he appeared. He was sensitive and fragile, and needed Shi Qianqiu to comfort him and hold him at night. But Shi Qianqiu left, and during that time he often suffered from insomnia, sitting by the window all night long.

It's sick; when emotions run high, I slap myself, call myself an idiot, and wonder why I couldn't help myself. Why did I have to kiss him? I kissed him away, didn't I? Satisfied now? Feeling better now?

When emotions get the better of me, I might shed a few tears, but after a while I'll feel like I'm being hypocritical. What's there to cry about?

Shi Qianqiu's departure was a thorn in Chen Jingmo's heart, and it was possible that it would explode one day, leaving him bleeding profusely.

"No one's going to comfort me. Whether I'm happy or sad, it's still just one day. Am I supposed to wear a long face all the time?"

Although Chen Jingmo asked Shi Qianqiu this question in return, he did indeed have a gloomy face every Sunday or holiday when he was in his room.

I don't have the energy to laugh.

Occasionally, when he sees couples holding hands, he misses Shi Qianqiu. Unfortunately, there are many couples in that neighborhood, and he would always lean against the window and watch for a long time, feeling helpless when they argued and happy when they made up, like a madman, secretly spying on other people's happiness.

He would also watch the parents holding their children's hands, watching them pick up the fallen child, pat their knees, give them candy, and kiss their cheeks when they saw him smile, praising him for being easy to coax.

Chen Jingmo is also easy to coax.

There was just no one to comfort them.

"So what if I'm a little liar? Go ahead and date someone else if you dare." Chen Jingmo said this without thinking, trying to hide the fact that he was about to cry. He regretted it as soon as he said it, and covered his eyes to make amends. "If you dare to date someone else, I'll release the videos and photos."

Now look what happened, he regretted it even more after saying it.

A moment of silence fell. Chen Jingmo said, "I'm sorry."

"I don't date anyone else, I only date you." Shi Qianqiu grabbed Chen Jingmo's wrist, and seeing him turn his head away, she gently but firmly pinched his chin and turned him around. When she met his red eyes, her breathing became lighter. She gently touched his face with her thumb, leaned over and kissed his eyelids. "My sweet baby, it breaks my heart to see you crying like this."

Shi Qianqiu had called him "Baby" countless times. Chen Jingmo didn't blush or feel his heart race like he did at first, but his heart still stirred. He stubbornly said, "You're the one who made me cry."

"I know, because I just called you a little liar, but what I meant was that you never tell me your true thoughts..." Shi Qianqiu picked Chen Jingmo up from the ground, "After we finish eating the cake, I'll give you two chances, okay? To coax you."

Chen Jingmo shook his head, "Making the cake taste better is just to appease me."

He didn't want to bully Shi Qianqiu, so he kissed her ear and said shyly, "I'll give it to you."

"no."

Chen Jingmo gripped Shi Qianqiu's shoulders tightly, at a loss for words at his rejection. Then he heard Shi Qianqiu say, "I can't bear to part with you."

I can't bear to part with it.

What's there to be reluctant about?

Chen Jingmo didn't understand.

In the kitchen, Shi Qianqiu didn't put Chen Jingmo down, but pinned him against the wall, pecking at his lips like a chicken pecking at food, "My sweet baby's lips are so soft, I only want to use them for kissing."

I don't want to use it for anything else.

Chen Jingmo said, "I've learned how, I won't hurt you."

Have you studied it?

Shi Qianqiu frowned immediately, staring intently at Chen Jingmo, who had his eyes downcast. The veins on his forehead throbbed. "Which bastard dares to treat you like this?"

Chen Jingmo looked up in surprise, "No, it's not what you think! It's the phone! The phone! I..."

He was too embarrassed to say it.

Shi Qianqiu guided the question, kissing Chen Jingmo until his legs went weak. He covered his mouth and mumbled an explanation, "That night, I was going to give it to you, but you pulled me up from the ground."

Although he had already cleaned himself in the bathroom, Chen Jingmo still felt disgusted. Shi Qianqiu pulled him up, and he thought with a glimmer of hope that maybe Shi Qianqiu wouldn't be so disgusted.

Shi Qianqiu's Adam's apple bobbed several times, but he couldn't utter a word. His eyes were full of heartache as he looked at Chen Jingmo. He stopped kissing Chen Jingmo and hugged him tightly. "Do you like me that much?"

Chen Jingmo didn't answer "I like it." He said, "I don't know."

Thinking of what Shi Qianqiu had just said about him never expressing his true thoughts, she took a breath and said again, "I'll be very anxious if I can't see you."

Chen Jingmo simply likes Shi Qianqiu.

I like her so much that I feel like crying whenever I see Shi Qianqiu. Maybe it's because I've suffered too many grievances and want to confide in someone, but my mouth feels like it's covered in superglue, and I just can't open my mouth.

Chen Jingmo wasn't used to this sentimental atmosphere, especially with Shi Qianqiu looking at him so earnestly. His heart was pounding like a drum. "Could you put me down?"

"No, I want to hug you again." Shi Qianqiu found a stool, sat down, put Chen Jingmo on her lap, looked at him, pinched his cheek and kissed him, then pulled his hand to her face, "My sweet baby."

"Hmm—uh."

I can't take it anymore.

This is so damn embarrassing.

Chen Jingmo buried her face in Shi Qianqiu's shoulder and gave him a pitiful little bite, "Are we still making a cake?"

"Do."

Shi Qianqiu cut the cake base into the desired shape, put the remaining scraps into the oven to bake until half-dry, sprinkled some seasonings and continued baking, spread cream and strawberry jam on the cake, and put on sliced ​​strawberries.

"It looks like it will taste delicious."

Chen Jingmo's eyes lit up.

So cute.

Shi Qianqiu stole a kiss on Chen Jingmo's ear as he bent down to look at the cake. Chen Jingmo shuddered from the kiss and rubbed his ear uncomfortably, but his heart was filled with sweetness, even sweeter than the strawberry jam he had just eaten.

Shi Qianqiu handed the spoon to Chen Jingmo, but the first spoonful he scooped was for Shi Qianqiu. It was always like this; Chen Jingmo would always feed him the food he wanted to try or liked first.

This is the same as Lu Sui's, or rather, the same as many couples. They always want the person they like to eat their favorite food first, and even if the other person isn't there, they'll still save a portion for them.

"I've never used a spoon before," Chen Jingmo said softly before turning to eat, but Shi Qianqiu took a bite from it. "I think it's alright."

Qianqiu didn't eat the cake last time, so he wondered if it was any better than the last one. He said, "Sweetie, have a taste."

Chen Jingmo nodded, holding the plate and scooping out the cake base and strawberries on top. After putting them in his mouth, he remembered that Shi Qianqiu had also used this spoon earlier, and his face turned red with embarrassment. "Delicious."

After Chen Jingmo ate half a cake, Shi Qianqiu pulled him onto the table, kissing him as she unbuttoned his shirt. The kisses continued down his body, and Chen Jingmo tensed up when they reached his collarbone. He then put his hands on Shi Qianqiu's shoulders and said, "Don't."

Shi Qianqiu dipped her finger in cream and strawberry jam and smeared it on Chen Jingmo's lips.

more than.

lip.

He lowered his head to taste it, "It's delicious."