Bengtie: My death fueled their madness.

"What if Mr. Qi has already forgotten you?"

What the Black Swan said thousands of years ago has now become a reality.

She replied that if that day ever came, it would be her own business.

It seems that this is not the case now; everyone is the same.

After staring blankly for a long time, Ruan Mei finally sat up, pulled over a chair, and fell into deep thought.

She was thinking about something.

How can I start over with Qi Zhimu? How can I... make him have me back in his heart?

No matter how long I think about it, I feel only confusion.

She has never had any romantic relationships since childhood and doesn't know how to make an adult man feel attracted to her.

If you meet normally, you can rely on your talent, appearance, temperament, etc.

Unfortunately, her behavior towards Xing displeased Qi Zhimu, resulting in a significant deduction of points from her impression of him.

It was clear from Qi Zhimu's unwavering departure that he had no intention of further contacting her, nor did he show any deference to her because of her genius status.

He's changed so much...

No longer the student who would quietly follow behind the teacher and obey any orders.

It's more like his second life, the uncrowned swordsman who commands hundreds of millions of cloud riders.

They appear peaceful, but can be incredibly stubborn about certain things.

Reflecting on Xing's impolite behavior, Ruan Mei realized that she had no one to blame but herself.

Qi Zhimu is right. If you don't trust her, why bother having her as your assistant?

But this is precisely the personality shaped by her past experiences; she finds it difficult to trust anyone other than herself.

Any mistake in any step will cause problems, and she hates problems that are out of control...

Do not!

Is it really that annoying?

Recalling that time when she lost control, and recalling how Qi Zhimu peacefully awaited his death in his first life, Ruan Mei felt only the truth that she dared not and was unwilling to admit.

They are used to solving problems in the most efficient way, without considering whether efficiency will cause additional trouble.

In an attempt to correct what they perceived as a student's misbehavior, they imposed punishment without investigation or even a question.

From the moment her students were plunged into darkness, she pushed them into the shadow of nothingness.

I believe the student will live well and wait until she finishes her research before we meet again.

The results of it?

The research was not yet finished, but they learned about his future, hundreds of years after his death.

Qi Zhimu was very well-behaved, but one uncontrollable thing after another happened, causing her to lose her composure.

So it's not that I hate being out of control, it's just that I hate myself for being out of control, which makes me feel powerless and useless when I'm out of control.

Even if you become a genius, you are still just a mortal at heart, and there are far too many things you cannot do.

They failed to learn from their mistakes and face their own shortcomings in the past, and now they almost repeated the same mistakes, resulting in bitter consequences.

In order to keep his research on the space station a secret and to deceive the Black Tower and Screw Goom, he trampled on Star's goodwill and trust.

And Xing happens to be Qi Zhimu's friend in this life.

In his second life, Qi Zhimu cared deeply about those around him, even the ordinary Cloud Knights under his command.

Wasn't it the same in the first life?

Because she cared about her teacher, she was always obedient and compliant.

It was precisely because I cared about my teacher and didn't want to see her go down the wrong path that I mustered the courage to break free from obedience and offer her advice.

But at that time, she only thought about herself, only about completing her research, only about finding what she had lost, and only about mending the betrayals she had witnessed.

As a result, they lost even more.

This can't go on...

Through her close observation just now, she sensed an aura of abundance and blessing emanating from Qi Zhimu's body.

She wasn't particularly strong, but enough to live to be over five hundred years old, which was similar to the blessing she received in her hometown. She wouldn't be troubled by the fate of being a celestial being or a demonic being.

However, even if there is demonic influence, she can eliminate it.

She can bear the consequences of changing someone's future.

But we can't rush it.

In this life, she is no longer the teacher who saved Amu from boundless darkness, nor the executioner who pushed him back into darkness.

Academic projects require a gradual approach and cannot be accomplished overnight; the same applies to rebuilding the bond and emotional connection with Amu.

In terms of medical knowledge, who can compare to her, a genius scientist in the field of life sciences?

Even if he can't offer Amu much help, at least they'll have common topics to discuss.

As long as the negative impression left in Amu's heart is eliminated, everything will be alright, and there will eventually be a day when things get better.

She's been around for thousands of years; she can be very patient, after all...

She has found him...

Thinking about this, Ruan Mei's thoughts raced, and the names of Yu Qingtu and the others popped into her mind, causing her to frown slightly.

Yu Qingtu has agreed to join Ruan Mei's simulated universe project. He can come to the space station to meet her once she has settled things on her end.

unwise.

If I had known this would happen, I wouldn't have invited her.

Fortunately, Yu Qingtu's style in some aspects is even better than mine.

He dislikes being in the public eye and prefers a reclusive life.

Because she lived for so long, most people today don't even know what she looks like.

Even when they arrive at the space station, outside of working hours, they will mostly find a quiet place to stay and will never wander around.

For another genius, the space station held no appeal whatsoever for him to wander around.

Some people get sick, while others don't know how to cure them.

Unfortunately, it doesn't include the two of them.

Therefore, there is no worry that Yu Qingtu will barge into the medical department and run into Qi Zhimu.

As for the black swan, it's currently unknown where it has gone to collect memories.

Black swans have encountered many troubles over the years and know what they should and shouldn't touch.

It's true that a very small number of eccentric memory enthusiasts would try to obtain information about the Genius Memory.

However, this does not include the Black Swan, who can come into contact with two geniuses every year, so there is no need to worry about her coming to the space station.

Finally… Jingliu, and the guard sisters of Qi Zhimu's second life.

Someone who spends the entire universe chasing after bountiful creatures and whose recent plans are to head to Luofu, is even less likely to appear here.

The Guardian Sisters are judges of the Ten Kings' Court, and they are not well-known in the world. Even if Qi Zhimu is sent to Luofu to exchange medical skills, he doesn't need to worry too much about running into them.

Thinking of this, Ruan Mei calmed herself down and breathed a deep sigh of relief.

The situation is much better than expected; she has a significant advantage.

All that's left is to deepen the relationship through daily interactions and, incidentally, find out if Amu has any romantic history in this life.

However, before that, she needs to add a new subject.

How to develop love with someone of the opposite sex through normal interactions.

A genius is not a genius in all fields; she needs to take it slow and steady, patiently absorbing the necessary knowledge and integrating it into her understanding.

So, despite her strong desire to see Qi Zhimu, Ruan Mei forced herself to hold back and reviewed a large number of samples.

The romantic comedies of the Genius Club #7 Bai Huan, #8 Ram, and #9 Klein have been studied in particular.

These three individuals were born on the same planet, were all observed by the same person, and their relationship is one of the very few documented cases in the club.

Since he has long since passed away, there are no copyright disputes, and there are a large number of derivative works related to him.

Most of them are not very informative, but art comes from life, and Ruan Mei feels that there are things worth learning from their ways of getting along.

If Qi Zhimu or the others knew that Ruan Mei had actually sought out industrial saccharin products to learn about certain aspects of knowledge, I wonder what they would think.