He unexpectedly becomes a father at the start of his life, and the mother of his child is a national

Chapter 164 Regret for not letting you and Sisi recognize each other sooner

Upon hearing Sisi's name, Lin Caiwei remained silent for a few seconds, then sighed softly.

The breath was soft, yet it carried an indescribable weariness and guilt, and the voice was even lower than before:

"Actually... I didn't take good care of her, really not good."

Her voice was full of self-reproach and a hint of bitterness, as if she had finally found someone to confide in after holding back words for a long time, and couldn't hold them back any longer:

"As you know, I'm a singer, and I'm so busy with work that I barely have time to breathe."

They frequently travel all over the country to hold concerts, record programs, and attend various events.

Sometimes I have to stay up all night to rush my schedule, and it's hard to even get a good night's sleep. The time left for Sisi is just too little.

She paused, swallowed, as if to calm herself, and then continued:

"Moreover, I am a public figure. In order to protect Sisi's privacy and prevent her from being disturbed by reporters and fans, I have never dared to tell anyone that I have a daughter."

Sisi is in kindergarten, and neither the teachers nor the other parents know who her mother is. I don't dare to pick her up either. In the past, I always asked a nanny to pick her up and drop her off at school.

Sometimes when I finally get a break at home, I want to take her out for a walk, to the park, and to eat some of her favorite foods.

Afraid of being photographed and causing her trouble, she could only act secretly, sometimes not even daring to leave the house.

In the darkness, her voice grew softer and softer until it was almost inaudible. The bitterness and helplessness in her tone could be felt even through the air.

"Sisi was quite introverted when she was little. She didn't talk much and didn't play with other children much."

The nanny told me that she often sits alone in a corner, holding a toy and staring blankly, or plays by herself without communicating with anyone.

I know it's all because I haven't spent enough time with her, haven't taken good care of her, and haven't given her enough companionship, making her feel lonely.

Chen Hao listened quietly without saying a word, simply listening attentively to her story.

He could clearly sense the self-blame and guilt in Lin Caiwei's words, and he could also imagine the feelings she had felt over the past three years.

She raised her child alone, juggling her career and protecting her child, which must have taken a lot of hardship and injustice.

He felt a pang of sadness, both for Lin Caiwei and for Sisi, who had lacked companionship since childhood and could only play alone in silence.

After Lin Caiwei finished speaking, there was a long silence before Chen Hao spoke softly, his tone gentle yet firm, carrying a hint of comfort:

"Caiwei, you don't need to feel guilty, really."

Upon hearing this, Lin Caiwei slowly turned her head and looked directly at Chen Hao. In the dim light, a faint light could be seen in her eyes, as if tears were welling up.

"You're also doing this to make money, to give Sisi a better life, to let her eat well, dress well, and receive a better education. There's nothing wrong with that," Chen Hao continued, his tone very sincere.

"And it's right of you to protect her from the public eye and from the gossip and disturbances."

Think about it, being a celebrity's child is already tough. They're constantly under scrutiny from a young age, and they have to be extremely careful about everything they say and do. The pressure is immense.

You're doing this to protect her, to prevent her from experiencing unnecessary pressure.

He paused, looked into Lin Caiwei's eyes, and said, word by word:

"Now that I'm here, you don't have to bear it all alone anymore. I will take good care of Sisi and take good care of you."

Go ahead and pursue your career, hold concerts and record shows without worry. I'll take care of things at home. I'll make sure you and the baby don't suffer any hardship.

In the darkness, Lin Caiwei's eyes shone faintly—a light of emotion and a light of reassurance.

She looked at Chen Hao, her throat tightening slightly, her voice choked with emotion:

"Chen Hao... thank you, I'm so grateful to you. If it weren't for you, I really don't know what I would have done."

She sniffed, trying to hold back the tears in her eyes, and continued, "You don't know, Sisi has changed so much these days."

She used to be very introverted, didn't like to talk or laugh, and was always quiet, like a little adult.

But ever since you came into her life, she has become much more cheerful and loves to laugh. She chatters away every day, always having so much to say, and she has learned so many things.

Did you know that she used to need a nanny to feed her, and it would take her more than half an hour to feed her one meal?

She used to be so picky, but now she can eat by herself, dress herself, take a bath by herself, and even help me get things. She's so sensible that it breaks my heart.

Chen Hao, you are truly a wonderful father, even better than I am as a mother.

Chen Hao listened and couldn't help but smile, his tone calm and without the slightest hint of boasting:

"This is what I should do. She is my daughter, and it is only natural for me to take care of her."

Besides, Sisi has always been a very well-behaved person; she just lacked companionship before. Now that I'm with her, she's naturally become more cheerful.

Lin Caiwei remained silent for a while, as if recalling the events of the past few years, before softly saying, "I have some regrets."

Chen Hao was taken aback for a moment, then quickly asked, "Regret what?"

"I regret not finding you sooner, I regret not reuniting you and Sisi sooner." Lin Caiwei's voice was full of regret.

"If I had found you sooner, Sisi would have had her father by her side sooner, would have suffered less, and you would have known sooner that you have such a lovely daughter."

It's all my fault; I've delayed things for so long.

Chen Hao felt a warmth in his heart, a surge of warmth welling up from the bottom of his heart, instantly dispelling all his fatigue and embarrassment.

He turned his head, his gaze fixed on Lin Caiwei's silhouette in the darkness, his tone gentle yet firm: "It's not too late now, really not too late."

No matter how much we missed in the past, we have plenty of time in the future. I will always be with you and Sisi, and we will make up for everything we missed.

Lin Caiwei didn't speak, but Chen Hao could feel that her gaze was fixed on him, filled with emotion, reassurance, and a hint of something indescribable.

The room returned to silence, with only Sisi's even breathing and the soft beating of their hearts remaining. The awkwardness had subsided, replaced by a sense of warmth and intimacy.

After a long while, Lin Caiwei spoke again, her tone carrying a hint of curiosity and a touch of doubt:

"Chen Hao, how do you know so much?"

Chen Hao was taken aback, not understanding her meaning, and asked in confusion, "Hmm?"

"It's just that... you can write songs, you can sing, and you sing so well, even better than professional singers;

You can also write fairy tales. Sisi pesters you to tell her stories every day, and she listens with great interest.

You can even trade stocks, that seems pretty impressive; not to mention your cooking skills, the food you make is so delicious.

"Even your drawing is so amazing," Lin Caiwei rambled on, her curiosity growing stronger with each word.

"How did you do that? How can you do everything?"

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