Oh no, my deskmate is a yandere!

Before her legs could even touch the ground, the blanket she had just lifted was forcibly pulled back over her.

Jiang Nianxi gently tidied the stray hairs on his forehead, the long strands falling to his shoulders and lightly brushing against his face with her movements.

It's itchy, accompanied by a faint jasmine scent.

Yang An, who was in a daze, thought he had returned to his senior year of high school and the scene where the other person took care of him after he was stabbed.

"You still have a fever, and it's already very late... Get some sleep."

She murmured, then leaned closer and left a shallow kiss on Yang An's lips.

Like a dragonfly skimming the water, it touches and then disappears.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. I made you feel wronged. It won't happen again."

She spoke softly, but tears welled up in Jiang Nianxi's eyes once again.

"I'm sorry, this will never happen again."

"..."

Yang An chose to close his eyes.

What's going on...?

Suddenly, he said something sentimental.

Whether it was emotionally moving or not, it was definitely awkward.

He didn't know where to look.

"Oh, right."

Jiang Nianxi seemed to remember something, so she sat up straight and started rummaging through the small handbag beside her.

Then he took out a small cloth bag and a crystal bracelet.

Yang An could only feel his hand being lifted up, and then... something being put on it.

He looked at it with a puzzled expression.

It's just an ordinary little bracelet.

Why did she bring this to herself?

It looks somewhat familiar, like I've seen it somewhere before...

"Well, you broke it when you fell, so I fixed it a bit. I'm not sure how tight it is, but it seems okay? It doesn't hurt your hand, does it?"

Yang An lowered his head, his eyes filled with confusion.

"It's alright... you went back... just to get this, right?"

Forgive him for not understanding.

If that's really the case, it's completely baffling.

Clearly, Jiang Nianxi's answer was no.

Taking just a bracelet is completely unnecessary and of little value to her.

"Anything else?"

As they were talking, she took the small cloth bag again and handed it to Yang An with a smile.

Yang An's hands were pinned under the blanket, leaving him unable to free them and only able to stare blankly.

Jiang Nianxi didn't care about any of that. She smiled and opened the unassuming little cloth bag as if talking to herself.

"I wanted to create a sense of ceremony, to give you some mystery, but I didn't expect... it backfired. I'm sorry..."

Three white pills lay quietly inside.

The one on the very edge had split open from the middle, and white powder had been sprinkled around it.

I don't know if it's just my imagination.

Yang An felt that Jiang Nianxi looked at the broken pill with a somewhat... regretful expression.

His heart skipped a beat.

Medicine that ended up in someone else's hands, and that they even went home to get, is probably not something good.

Just to be on the safe side, he shifted his gaze from the few white pills to Jiang Nianxi's face and cautiously asked, "What... are these for?"

Jiang Nianxi rubbed off the broken powder, wrapped the two remaining intact pills again, and put them back in her small handbag.

The voice was muffled.

"medicine."

"What medicine?"

"Fun medicine."

"What?"

Yang An was so startled he almost sat up again.

Fun medicine?

What's so fun about medicine?

Damn it.

That stupid woman, could she have done something that got her head chopped off...?

Fortunately, Jiang Nianxi reacted quickly and pressed him back onto the bed.

"What's there to get so excited about?"

"You, you mustn't touch those things! Quick, throw them away right now!" Yang An struggled anxiously on the bed.

"Hey, what are you thinking about all day long? It's not that."

The young man's helpless look amused Jiang Nianxi.

She coughed lightly a few times, feigning mystery: "And...it's not for you to eat, it's for me to eat."

"Here, have some? What kind of medicine is it?"

One minute it's medicine for fun, the next it's medicine for her to take herself.

After all that, Yang An was completely taken aback.

Jiang Nianxi stopped keeping them in suspense. With a smile, she leaned down and spoke in a voice only the two of them could hear.

"This...is..."

"Aphrodisiac... Oh."

"ah?!"

You wouldn't believe it until you hear it; once you do, Yang An, who had just calmed down, widens his eyes in disbelief.

Spring...aphrodisiac?!

All the questions and thoughts seemed to rush in at this moment.

Why would she buy aphrodisiacs?

Regardless of the source, these kinds of drugs are absolutely illegal.

Give it back to her to use herself.

Is this medicine safe to use without consulting a doctor?

"I originally wanted to give you a unique gift on New Year's Eve, but I didn't expect it to be delayed halfway..."

"The gift you mentioned, you're not suggesting I feed you this medicine, are you?"

Yang An could feel the muscles in his face twitching slightly.

However, Jiang Nianxi simply hummed in response and met his gaze with an extremely innocent look.

They stared at each other, and an awkward silence lasted for quite some time.

"I've had this medicine for a while now. I bought it right after graduating from high school and it's been sitting at home untouched ever since. I suddenly remembered it these past few days, so I went to get it."

Actually, what she didn't say was...

These three pills were prepared for Yang An from the very beginning.

She had just graduated, and Yang An was so resolute in his rejection of her.

Under the double blow of emotion and reality, Jiang Nianxi wavered between normalcy and madness.

She initially wavered briefly, as if imitating what was portrayed in a TV drama.

A romantic beginning, an ending where they let each other go, each living their own lives, and then they missed each other forever.

But the more she thought about it, the less she could accept it.

She was in so much pain.

So much so that the mere thought of Yang An reserving his attention and tenderness for an unknown woman in the future made her want to tear the bedsheets to shreds.

She couldn't stand it, even though the other path was a grave violation of the moral standards she accepted.

In comparison, it seems perfectly reasonable to fight for one's own happiness, right?

Therefore, repeatedly distancing himself from the illusion led Jiang Nianxi to impulsively purchase these three aphrodisiacs through shady channels.

Correspondingly, there are also several sleeping pills that can make people fall into a coma quickly and without them noticing.

Moreover, upon waking up, no memory of the period will be retained.

pity……

Later, she realized that using aphrodisiacs was no longer interesting.

She wanted to use force to make Yang An watch helplessly.

Is this... the first step in breaking down the opponent's psychological defenses?

Although it's not very useful now, she'd like to try out this medicine she's never used before.

Would Yang An like the way he looks after taking the medicine?

hehe?

"A mundane life, lacking any spice, can become boring. Boredom leads to daydreaming, which in turn drives people to seek thrills."

Jiang Nianxi touched Yang An's long eyebrows, sliding from the inner corner to the outer corner.

"I don't want you to find me boring, uninteresting, or unattractive one day. I want to tell you that I can become whatever you want me to be, whatever you dream of, whatever you fantasize about, as long as you like."

"And all I want is you."

"..."