Oh no, my deskmate is a yandere!

Yang An, leaning on the bedside table, gagged a few more times before stammering.

"It's nothing...it's just that...suddenly...I feel a little unwell..."

He always felt like there was something stuck in his throat that he hadn't vomited out.

But compared to that, the vague memory that suddenly appeared in my mind seems more important.

But he doesn't want to think about it too much now.

So sad……

So sad……

It's not just my stomach that's upset.

He felt as if his mind had been violated by some unknown force.

The nausea from vomiting is not a physical ailment, but rather a consequence directly caused by the central nervous system.

It takes time to digest this and to come to my senses...

"...Let me help you take a bath."

Jiang Nianxi pursed her lips and reached out to take his arm.

As a result, Yang An immediately dodged as if he had been electrocuted.

"Don't!"

He shouted almost instinctively.

"..."

"..."

Jiang Nianxi froze, slowly raising her head, her beautiful eyes seemingly mixed with a hint of grievance and disbelief.

The air fell silent for a few minutes.

She and Yang An just looked at each other like that.

No one moved.

No one spoke.

After a long while, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her tone carried a hint of unease.

"...You were mean to me."

"..."

Yang An looked down at the vomit on the ground, then at the woman in front of him who looked aggrieved.

He was stunned.

He didn't know what had gotten into him, but he suddenly yelled out loud.

I don't want it to be like this.

"I, I...no, it's not me."

It seems that no matter how it's explained, it's still a forced attempt to whitewash.

"I... need to calm down..."

After holding it in for a long time, Yang An finally managed to speak.

The matter is no longer important whether the statement is right or wrong, now that it has been made to this point.

Jiang Nianxi lowered her eyes, silently put on her pajamas, and walked out of the bedroom.

When they returned, they had a mop and a broom in their hands.

After cleaning up for a while, I cleaned up all the vomit.

Yang An was still sitting on the edge of the bed, his lower body covered by the blanket.

Her upper body was completely naked.

He kept his head down, seemingly still recovering from the mental turmoil he had just experienced.

No one slept well that night.

Jiang Nianxi was worried about Yang An's health, but also afraid that a hasty touch might trigger a severe reaction like what had just happened.

I slept very carefully, close to the wall, all night long.

Or rather, she wasn't asleep at all.

He kept his eyes closed and pretended to be asleep.

He was preoccupied with worries.

……

The next morning, when Yang An woke up groggily, he was met with a face that was very close to his.

It almost gave him a heart attack.

Only when you stand a little further away can you clearly see that this is Jiang Nianxi's haggard face.

Dark circles under the eyes indicate that he didn't sleep all night.

"Honey, you're awake?"

Jiang Nianxi tilted her head and smiled gently.

Looking down slightly, one can see a glimpse of spring sunshine.

"Um……"

Yang An, having recovered his composure, swallowed hard and subconsciously looked around.

Jiang Nianxi went out and came back, carrying a cup of hot water.

"What happened to you last night?"

She placed the cup beside the cabinet and asked softly.

It was quiet for a while.

Yang An didn't know how to start the conversation.

He didn't know whether those fragments of memory were real or fake.

That door.

That old, dilapidated security door.

The girl, dressed in sportswear, smiled brightly, but pinned him firmly to the bed.

Was it a dream?

But all the feelings felt like something I had experienced before.

That's so true.

It's so real it's disgusting, it makes me want to vomit.

I couldn't stop shaking.

If these are all dreams...

What actually happened?

What exactly happened during that lost time?

Seeing that he didn't speak and looked like he wanted to say something but couldn't, she noticed that he was silent.

Jiang Nianxi hesitated for a moment, clenching and unclenching her small hands, but ultimately gave up asking further questions.

Perhaps, it's best to never know some things.

As long as the other person is nice, it's not that important.

but……

Her memory went back to yesterday morning, to the image of Yang An covering his head.

I think I remember now...

Yang An... what did you remember?

But if I really remembered, it shouldn't be like this now.

At least there won't be such a big emotional fluctuation.

Just before Jiang Nianxi closed the bedroom door, she secretly peeked through the crack in the door at the young man sitting by the bed.

Yes.

She lowered her head and ultimately did not close the door completely, but left it ajar.

What are you thinking about?

……

"Shall we go to the amusement park this afternoon?"

Just as Yang An finished rinsing the baby bottles, Jiang Nianxi put down her needlework, stood up, and smiled.

Want to go to the amusement park?

That's really strange.

Yang An put the bottle back in its place and wiped his hands: "You actually had such a thought..."

Thinking back to how Jiang Nianxi would act like she was going to die whenever he went out, he couldn't help but laugh.

It must be some kind of test.

After all, quite a long time has passed since that car accident.

Although he has lost some of his memories, he is slowly getting to know this "wife" of unknown origin.

Jiang Nianxi is undoubtedly just as possessive as she was in high school.

Even if it's just a newly moved-in female neighbor coming to offer some warmth, and she glances at him a couple of times, Jiang Nianxi will immediately turn on her and fly into a rage.

Yang An remembers it very clearly.

That day, the sound of Jiang Nianxi arguing with her female neighbor across the hall filled the entire stairwell.

It lasted from the afternoon until the evening.

"Don't you have a man? Sending me gifts is one thing, but you dare to covet my man?"

"Who's eyeing your man? Sigh, so you're saying that if I talk to your man a little more, it means I'm eyeing him? Well, I guess I deserve it."

"Who told you to look around like that, you little bitch!"

Arguments between women are difficult to resolve.

Especially arguments that arise because of one's spouse.

"How about... you two take a break? I'm really sorry, Wang, let me get you some water..." Seeing that he had no other choice, Yang An could only laugh awkwardly and try to pull the two women who were about to fight apart.

"Yang An, you can settle your score back home. This is none of your business. Go inside!"

To everyone's surprise, Jiang Nianxi's face darkened, and she pushed him away.

Finally, the female neighbor surnamed Wang slammed the door and refused to leave, and the meeting ended unhappily.

Yang An remembers this matter very clearly.

To be so jealous is a testament to the Jiang Nianxi we see in her current self, a reflection of her middle school days.

Now... they're actually suggesting going to a crowded place like an amusement park.

"I booked the tickets two days ago, at that store in the east of the city, you should know it."

Jiang Nianxi slightly raised her chin.

"That amusement park was under construction when we were still in school. I passed by it when I went grocery shopping before, and it was quite big..."

A warm smile always graced her face, like the warm sun in December, capable of melting away all the snow on the ground.

However, the more this was the case, the more uncertain Yang An felt.

He increasingly felt that the amusement park was a test.

How exactly was the probing conducted...?

One pops up on the left, one pops up on the right.

He has many, many guesses, but none of them are good.