Re:Zero - Starting from Zero (Natsuki Subaru)

Subaru Natsuki asked Shaula again if she wanted to travel with him.

Natsuki Subaru knew that his current decision meant he was destined to kill everyone who knew him.

No matter how strong, intelligent, or difficult the people who know Subaru Natsuki are.

This journey is destined to be dangerous.

Shaula looked at Subaru Natsuki and answered with a silly grin.

"Of course, Master! I will stay by your side until death do us part!!!"

"Even if it meant having a whole baseball team's worth of kids for my master, I would...hehe!!"

What is this?

Should I confess my feelings?

How silly!

Natsuki Subaru smiled helplessly, but thanks to Shaula's words, his complicated and melancholic feelings improved considerably.

Subaru Natsuki gently stroked Shaula's hair, and Shaula was clearly very satisfied.

The two then continued their journey.

I don't know how much time passed.

The two encountered a speeding dragon carriage on the road.

The dragon carriage came to a stop quickly.

Subaru Natsuki frowned slightly.

Did the dragon carriage stop because of the two of them?

Are they robbers? Bandits? Or are they being watched?

"Are you Subaru Natsuki?"

A voice came from the direction of the dragon carriage.

Hearing his name called, Natsuki Subaru breathed a sigh of relief.

A tall, gray-haired young man stepped down from the dragon carriage.

"It really is Natsuki-san! It's been so long!"

As expected, Natsuki Subaru had no impression or memory of the person in front of him.

Subaru Natsuki tried to get help from Emilia and Beatrice, but neither of them had any leads.

Seeing Natsuki Subaru's hesitation, the gray-haired youth frowned slightly.

"Oh dear, have you forgotten? I am Retin Sovan, and my brother Otto Sovan has always been grateful for your care."

"I met you once before in the village."

Otto?

Ah, it's that Otto.

Natsuki Subaru laughed awkwardly in front of Retin Suvin.

The two then started chatting.

Retin Suvin heard news about his brother from Natsuki Subaru.

"Thank you so much, Mr. Natsuki. I'm afraid my brother might be causing you trouble."

"Saying that Otto caused us trouble is a joke. Rather than saying that Otto caused us trouble, it's more accurate to say that he has been taking care of us."

"Really? Then I'm relieved."

Retin Suvin felt somewhat relieved after hearing about his brother's recent situation.

Afterwards, Regin Suvin asked Subaru Natsuki why he was there.

Natsuki Subaru pondered for a moment.

"I guess you could say I've embarked on a journey to find myself."

Retin Suwen looked at Subaru Natsuki in front of him and felt a sense of unease.

Retin Suvin's inner confusion grew stronger.

Natsuki Subaru didn't care about that. After asking about almost everything he wanted to know, he stopped talking.

Subaru Natsuki decided not to tell Regin Suven more.

"You and your brother talk exactly the same way."

"Huh?"

"You're a good person, and your brother must be a good person too, right?"

Regin Suvin was completely dumbfounded.

Before Retin Suvin could react,

"Shawula".

Don't leave him with pain.

"clear!!"

"I'm sorry."

Natsuki Subaru apologized to Regin Suvin.

Before Retin Suvin could react, before he could understand—

A flash of white light.

Retin Suvin's head disappeared.

The white light blew them away, leaving not even a speck of flesh; they seemed to have evaporated on the spot.

The headless corpse lay on the ground, not even having a chance to utter a mournful cry.

Even so, there certainly wouldn't be any pain in that case, right?

Natsuki Subaru praised Shaula's killing skills.

Xia Wula proudly said that this was a technique he had practiced diligently for 400 years!

The two men planned to dispose of Reginsuvian's body, but the earth dragon tied to Reginsuvian's dragon chariot rushed towards them.

Just as the earth dragon was about to knock down Subaru Natsuki—a flash of white light, and Shaula took the earth dragon's life without hesitation.

Natsuki Subaru was a little angry.

"I'm so angry! They broke the dragon chariot again. At this rate, when will our means of transportation ever evolve from walking?"

Shaula then cheerfully remarked that she could carry Subaru Natsuki on her back.

Subaru and Shaura hid the dragon chariot, the earth dragon's corpse, and Reginsuvian's corpse nearby.

As long as it doesn't get discovered in the near future, that's fine.

Natsuki Subaru plans to go to the village that Reginsouven is going back to.

How many people in that village knew "Natsuki Subaru"?

No matter how much or how little, it all weighs heavily on one's mind.

Although it is painful and heavy-hearted, it is a choice we have no other choice but to make.

There's nothing we can do about it.

If we can find the original "Natsuki Subaru", everything can be salvaged, right?!

……

"Haha...haha..." Natsuki Subaru gasped for breath.

No matter how many times you do it, it's impossible to get used to it.

Natsuki Subaru was flipping through the book titled "Retin Suwen".

That was the book of the dead, the "Lytin Suwen".

Unfortunately, Natsuki Subaru did not obtain much information about "Natsuki Subaru" from the Book of the Dead in Retins.

Beside him, Reijin Suwen was looking at Natsuki Subaru with some resentment, his eyes filled with condemnation.

"Hey! Wasn't this all for nothing?"

That's normal.

If someone is killed and then finds out that their death did nothing to help, wouldn't anyone be unhappy?

After a brief chat with Reginsoven, Reginsoven waved and disappeared from Subaru Natsuki's sight.

In their line of sight, Emilia, Beatrice, and Ram were somewhat disappointed and helpless about Subaru's behavior.

There's nothing we can do about it. ...

All the answers are in the book.

It can piece together the real "Natsuki Subaru".

to this end.

All the atrocities I have committed and all the sins I bear are necessary!

Those sacrifices were necessary!!

"If it were you, you would find a way to solve everything."

Emilia, Beatrice, Merry, Julius, Ram—everyone else shared the same memory!

If Subaru Natsuki had that kind of power...!

Please use that power... to save me...

Please, Subaru Natsuki, if you're a hero, help me...

……

despair.

helpless.

Crazy.

Just looking at the despair, helplessness, madness and other emotions and pain in Natsuki Subaru's heart conveyed by the sky screen made everyone feel like they couldn't breathe.

[Reinhard: Subaru... Did one wrong step lead to another...? After killing everyone in the Sage's Tower at the very beginning, has killing become a habit?]

[Reinhard: After making this choice, Subaru... can't go back, he's no longer Subaru]

Priscilla: Did you choose to go with the flow from the very beginning? How cowardly... No... I'm afraid you were driven mad from the start.

[Felix: That's normal, meow... After experiencing so much suffering, after seeing so much hell... it would be strange if I didn't go crazy, meow...]