The game's heroine has come true? The aloof school beauty is in tears.

Shang Qingya lay flat on her small bed, without making a sound.

She opened her eyes and looked around her room.

The walls of the room were painted white many years ago, but they have long since turned yellow and gray, and there are water stains in the corners that look like old ink stains spreading out.

The room was small, just big enough to fit a single bed.

The headboard was against a peeling wall, worn smooth by years of leaning against it. Beside the bed stood a brown wooden bedside table with chipped paint; its drawers made a rough, scraping sound when pulled out.

A narrow, old desk was placed by the window, with a small chip on the edge of the tabletop.

Only the floral bed sheets and curtains hint that this is a little girl's room.

There was nothing else she could do but look around her room.

My phone was confiscated, so I can't access the internet.

She couldn't even go out, because her father was waiting outside for her to give in.

After her father was found at the school yesterday, he used this as an excuse to take her home to reflect on her actions.

Then just lay your cards on the table.

"Ya Ya, your Uncle Zhao is really urging you, why don't you go and take a look?"

"I'm not going."

"Ya Ya, Dad heard from the teachers at school that your classmates all saw someone bringing you food." Shang Yan took a drag of his cigarette, smoothed his greasy hair, and said in a tone of someone who had been through it all, "Daughter, don't let that kid get away with it just because of a few meals. Your Uncle Zhao is offering even more."

"roll."

"Dad won't ask you for more; he'll just take half of what you earn."

That was the last thing said.

Because Shang Qingya didn't say anything, she slammed the door shut and went back to her room.

The father and daughter have not spoken to each other since last night.

Shang Qingya didn't even eat a single meal and survived solely on tap water.

Her father, who is usually nowhere to be seen, was unusually present at home, seemingly determined to wait for the outcome.

In fact, Shang Qingya had many ways to leave home, and she even felt that if she insisted on leaving, Shang Yan probably wouldn't stop her.

But where can she go?

Hiding anywhere is not a long-term solution; sooner or later she will have to return to this little house to confront this matter.

No one is obligated to support her life.

So she simply lay at home, the only thing on her mind being: "Will Lu Yuan worry if he can't find me?"

But after careful consideration, she rejected the conclusion herself.

Lu Yuan, who had nowhere to learn the truth and nowhere to find her.

At most, he'd just say "Eat it or not, it's up to you," and then continue his great work of delivering takeout.

In her view, Lu Yuan was a very bland person, with a somewhat ethereal quality.

Even though they had spent nearly a month together, their relationship didn't seem to have grown much closer.

Even if Lu Yuan were to disappear from her world tomorrow, she wouldn't seem surprised.

"I really want to contact him."

It's not strange as it may not be, and I miss it as I do.

Missing someone is itself a thought.

When people are alone, chaotic thoughts naturally arise.

So Shang Qingya changed her position and lay on her side on the bed, trying to change her mind in this way.

She needed to quickly understand the current situation.

The phrase "poor people resort to cunning schemes" is not always a derogatory term.

Poverty means poor living conditions, and survival itself is the primary human need.

She had to think about how to better survive.

With only two months until the college entrance examination, she wanted to ensure her life was stable for the next two months as much as possible.

If she falls out with her father, she will have to sever ties and move out of the house.

The advantage is that you don't need to be distracted every day, so you can focus on reviewing.

The downside is that she will lose her stable place to live.

If she loses her stable home, what will she do?

To be honest, this question had been swirling in her mind for a long time.

So the answer to this option quickly appeared in my mind.

"Should we try to postpone it until after the college entrance exam?"

This seems like a compromise, perfectly reflecting the psychological characteristics of most people in this region when making choices.

But sometimes, compromise is retreat.

Retreating means the other party will escalate their actions.

Just then, Shang Qingya pricked up her ears and heard her father's phone ringing outside:

"Old Zhao, why don't you come over and talk to Ya Ya? You're more experienced in this kind of thing."

This Zhao Ziyi is the foreman of the business, and he certainly has a knack for persuading respectable women to commit adultery.

Shang Qingya didn't know what to do.

She felt the ceiling above her head pressing down, and lying there, she was powerless to escape, because her limbs were filled with a sense of powerlessness.

When people lack energy, it becomes difficult for them to make sound choices.

Not to mention, she not only lacked mental energy, but also physical energy.

Because I haven't eaten all day.

"It's a long way, let's eat!"

Shang Qingya suddenly heard shouts coming from outside the window.

She sat up abruptly in bed and tried to go to the window to listen carefully to the sounds outside.

"Who's shouting outside?"

Not only did she want to hear the sounds outside the window, but her father also heard the shouts and curiously pushed open the door and opened the window to listen carefully.

"Whose child in this building is named Lu Yuan?"

"go out."

"Ya Ya, what have you thought about..."

"go out!"

Shang Qingya watched her father leave her room, then turned and opened the window, finding his familiar figure in the dilapidated green belt.

She lives on the second floor.

So they could vaguely see each other's faces.

"Why are you here?" she said softly.

"Bringing you food." Lu Yuan didn't forget to praise himself: "I'm clever, aren't I? This way your dad won't know he's here to see you."

Shang Qingya was stunned and speechless. She knew that Lu Yuan was talking about names.

Downstairs, Lu Yuan called out, "Lu Yuan, let's eat!" instead of "Shang Qingya, let's eat!"

From the perspective of a normal student, at this age, puppy love is a huge deal, and if parents catch them, it's an even bigger disaster.

Considering Shang Qingya's unique circumstances, Lu Yuan was doing this to avoid trouble for her as much as possible.

She had mixed feelings at the time.

Because the man before me was far more sensitive than I had imagined.

Lu Yuan first threw one end of the rope up from downstairs, and then tied the other end to a packaging bag.

When curious neighbors pass by, they explain, "This brat's parents won't let him order takeout, and they're making things difficult for us delivery drivers."

He can also easily earn a thumbs-up from his neighbor, who will think to themselves: "He's practically a superman."

Other than that.

Lu Yuan didn't say anything.

They didn't ask her what her father had done, what she had been through, or what she planned to do.

He simply stared into her eyes and smiled brightly before the last rays of the setting sun disappeared.

He waved to her and whispered, "See you tomorrow."

Then, before Shen Jia could make a sarcastic remark, he covered her mouth with his hand.

Like carrying a chick, grab it by the collar and lift it away.

Shen Jia resisted fiercely.

Lu Yuan kicked her in the butt.

The two fought as they walked away.

They disappeared from Shang Qingya's sight.

At the starting point of Shang Qingya's gaze, tears were welling up in those pitiful eyes.

Perhaps some fancy words are needed to describe her feelings at this moment, which is exactly what she excels at, as she likes to write "girl's diaries".

But she can't write it now.

Because people are speechless when they are happy.

She simply clenched her fists and quietly made a decision in her heart.

She couldn't help but think of the movie "Call Me by Your Name".

It's a movie about homosexuality, and the end credits song is really nice.

There's no other reason I thought of this movie.

The main reason is that the decision she just made was one that was not accepted by society.

The Chinese title of this movie is also quite interesting.

Call me by your name.