"You know, when two people are about to get married, there will always be a very clear sign."

Xu Zhixiao stood at the entrance of the mall and suddenly turned around and said this.

But Lu Yuan didn't answer; he just shook his head.

"Haven't you watched Friends?" Xu Zhixiao explained.

She said, "These are Chandler's exact words to Monica at the casino, and then a pastor holding a Bible appeared in the casino elevator!"

"What I mean by shaking my head is: this symptom absolutely cannot be: making strange noises when pulling a zipper."

"Please, stop talking!"

Xu Zhixiao, her face flushed, covered Lu Yuan's mouth with her tongue.

Because of this matter.

She didn't say a word on the way to the mall, remaining silent the entire time.

I thought Lu Yuan had forgotten about it, but I was wrong...

I really want to find a crack in the ground and crawl into it.

Xu Zhixiao thought to herself.

She couldn't imagine what image of herself was in Lu Yuan's mind at that moment.

What a shame!

A person who cares a lot about their dignified image.

Unable to accept that she is seen as "lewd" and "improper" by the people she cares about.

"I..."

What's wrong with you?

"I didn't mean to."

"Who would say they did this on purpose?"

Xu Zhixiao felt that she couldn't clear her name even if she jumped into the Yellow River.

More importantly, she felt she was one step further away from marriage.

Is it really possible for her to get married like this?

But Lu Yuan clearly has a different opinion:

"To be honest, Xu Zhixiao, if you had written your physical condition on your marriage profile earlier, you would have been married long ago."

Why?

"Who wouldn't like someone who refuses to be intimate with others, but is extremely sensitive once they do, possessing an innately repressed nature?"

"But that's so embarrassing!"

"What's so shameful about that? I have a friend who can take off and land using only his brain."

When Lu Yuan said this.

There was no mockery on his face, only endless envy and admiration.

Xu Zhixiao's gaze darted back and forth between his face and the backs of the elderly couple in front of him.

She felt that her parents would never have imagined that their daughter and son-in-law were talking about such a topic.

A large part of the human pleasure mechanism comes from "rebellion against and transgression of established rules".

For example, the rebellion of teenagers during puberty.

For example, for those addicted to infidelity, the core pleasure of cheating often comes from betraying the rule of "fidelity to one's partner".

In Xu Zhixiao's world...

This inviolable rule stemmed from the image of a "well-bred lady" that her parents had set for her.

In a narrow sense, drugs refer to a series of addictive products such as opium poppies and heroin.

There are many different kinds of drugs in a broad sense.

Anything that, once you experience the benefits, leads to unconscious addiction and gradually pushes the boundaries of acceptable behavior, qualifies.

For example, at this moment, Xu Zhixiao suddenly had the feeling that "talking about sex behind her parents' backs" was quite enjoyable.

She suddenly felt her steps become heavy.

"Can we stop talking about this?"

"I'm helping you overcome your inner demons; the more you suppress them, the more repressed you become."

Mr. Lu Yuan thought she was just shy about expressing herself, never imagining that it was just a simple conversation.

This already triggered a reaction from Xu Zhixiao.

So he said very seriously, "We live in an era of great repression. Reasonable release is good for physical and mental health, while holding it in will only make the problem worse."

"Stop talking."

"You must face your predicament head-on! Now! You can't run away!"

Lu Yuan's expression was resolute; he looked more like a doctor.

They even tried to use examples to demonstrate the seriousness of Xu Zhixiao's problem.

He said, "In other countries, your situation would be considered typical of a woman with delusions of grandeur, but it's more serious. Because you're a woman with delusions of grandeur born into an extremely traditional family, if things develop further, it will have irreversible consequences and may even have a huge impact on society."

"In which academic journal were these articles published?"

"It's not an academic journal; it's what I saw with my own eyes."

"Did you see it with your own eyes?"

"right."

Lu Yuan nodded seriously, his expression not seeming to be fake.

This made Xu Zhixiao a little scared, as she had never heard of such a case before.

"Describe the situation to me."

"Being assaulted on the subway without resisting or seeking help, being assaulted by a plumber at work without resisting or seeking help, being assaulted at school..."

"In which country did this happen?"

"Japan."

Xu Zhixiao was shocked; she never imagined such a thing could exist in the world!

This greatly influenced her values.

More importantly, she felt that this kind of thing seemed to make sense.

When repression reaches a certain level, the desire for sex will become extremely intense.

The reason people suppress their desires is because they are unable to actively release them.

Therefore, a passive situation like being violated becomes the only opportunity to release desire, and not resisting clearly indicates that the desire for sex far outweighs self-respect...

She couldn't accept this!

"Lu Yuan, if you want me to fall to this level, you might as well kill me."

"Stop kidding, I was just teasing you. Haven't you seen the movie yet?"

Lu Yuan was shocked that Xu Zhixiao didn't even understand this kind of plot.

Even if you've never eaten pork, have you never seen a pig making pornographic videos?

But Xu Zhixiao genuinely hadn't seen it.

Her sex education even originated from short educational videos from schools.

"Nothing comes from nowhere; the situation you described has very sound logic."

That's good now.

Xu Zhixiao no longer cared about whether it was a film or not.

Her heart was filled with worry about the extreme repression.

She knows better than anyone that humans are products of hormones.

Don't those drug addicts and gamblers know it's harmful? It's just that they simply can't quit.

"You're right, I need to free myself."

Xu Zhixiao's judgment is based on rational reasoning.

I always felt regretful when I couldn't become the lead singer.

But after I actually became the lead singer, that longing and excitement gradually disappeared, and I felt that it was nothing special.

"The result is correct, but the derivation process..."

However, Lu Yuan felt something was off about this derivation process no matter how he listened to it.

Oh well, as long as the result is correct.

So he quietly lowered his head and whispered in her ear:

"Do you want a website?"

"No, masturbation is a typical behavior that exacerbates repression."

Xu Zhixiao really knows this.

Simply taking care of oneself only addresses the physical reaction, but repression stems from unreleased sexual fantasies.

Once the physical need is met, the brain finds that the fantasy has not been satisfied, which further intensifies this repression.

"Then what are you going to do?"

"I have my own way."

Xu Zhixiao's gaze shifted back and forth between her parents and Lu Yuan, her eyes and expression gradually becoming firm.

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