The game's heroine has come true? The aloof school beauty is in tears.

Theoretically speaking, "amnesia" itself can treat many mental illnesses.

Although amnesia is also a huge harm.

However, looking back now, Lu Yuan understands why he chose the path of amnesia back then.

It's not just that he's addicted, he's obsessed with it.

He simply couldn't tell the difference.

It's like a mental hospital that's completely different after the first regression and the second regression.

Honey Badger Li Hu and Kitten Li Hu, who the hell can tell them apart?

He could only persist in the single, visible goal in front of him.

But at this point, some things become inexplicable: why does Lu Yuan have no memory of You Lian after she lost her memory?

Logically speaking...

After losing her memory, You Lian will constantly try to prove to herself that they had a story.

Even if it's far away, at least you should have the impression of a "mute tenant, pretty, but loves to claim younger brothers" in your mind.

Instead of having nothing at all.

This is easy to explain; Lu Yuan doesn't even need to rely on the game in his mind.

Because at the very moment that Yu Lian's knife was about to fall.

He went back in time.

...

The hospital was very quiet.

Dr. Liu is showing off his banner all over the hospital.

Under the ginkgo tree, Lu Yuan slowly awoke.

He approached Dr. Liu once again and asked that question:

Can memory loss be used to treat mental illness?

Dr. Liu stared blankly at the patient who had presented him with the banner of appreciation.

I was just about to answer.

But this patient had already anticipated his thoughts:

"If I achieve what is theoretically possible, is it possible to completely cure the disease and prevent recurrence?"

"No," Dr. Liu said, shaking his head.

"To give an easy-to-understand example, many veterans who have been on the battlefield suffer from PTSD, commonly known as post-traumatic stress disorder. This condition is almost universal among veterans, and many of them later suffer from amnesia due to accidents."

The amnesia helped them live normal lives, just like ordinary people, and even they themselves thought things had improved.

But when gunfire erupts or shells fall again in their city, the intense stress will return.

Dr. Liu was very grateful for the banner presented by Lu Yuan, so he enthusiastically explained the science behind it: "In other words, when familiar symptoms reappear, the disease is very likely to relapse."

"I see."

Lu Yuan got up and left, without returning to the hospital.

Instead, he climbed to the hospital rooftop and jumped off.

...

He woke up.

At this moment, he was in bed, with You Lian crying in front of him.

She wrote on Lu Yuan's palm: "Do you remember me?"

Lu Yuan nodded.

You Lian happily gave Lu Yuan a hug.

She told Lu Yuan to go out for dinner while she packed her luggage.

Confused?

I don't know because of the distance.

All he knew was that Lu Yuan must have been completely bewildered back then.

The recollection we just experienced under the ginkgo tree was Lu Yuan's recollection, which was also his fantasy.

When are people happiest? When they are innocent and ignorant.

It's like when you're walking home alone and suddenly a girl comes to keep you company.

Even if you don't say anything, you'll still naively imagine whether this girl likes you.

The journey home was sweet.

But if you want to find out the reason behind this.

The reason this girl went home with you wasn't because she was interested in you, but because you look like a gay man.

That same journey home that follows will never be sweet again, no matter what.

The moment the signal from You Lian's hilt fell, the rewind was activated.

Lu Yuan now is just like Lu Yuan back then; he can only be like a veteran who has just left the battlefield, reminiscing about the past when he hears the sound of artillery shells.

The only difference is that what the veteran might be fantasizing about is:

Returning to that battlefield where blood and flesh flew, he found himself facing enemy prisoners about to be executed.

Should I kill the son of this mother, the husband of this wife, the father of this son, and the soldier of this country?

If you choose to obey the Empire's orders and kill him, then when you see the cell phone seized from the prisoner, you'll find a message from your mother: "Son, have you been injured recently? When will you return home?"

What kind of expression should I wear when I face this?

same.

Back then, Lu Yuan faced the possibility that "amnesia can be cured," allowing him to escape this damned game.

I chose to lose my memory.

He realized that the regression was an illusion, and that everything was due to his terrible illness. He believed that as long as he lost his memory, he could end it all and never have to live such a chaotic life again.

But as the knife fell, the familiar signal rang out.

Lu Yuan, who had lost his memory, retraced his steps once more.

His imagination returned to the area under the ginkgo tree, back to the time before his conversation with the doctor.

Why go back to this point?

Because of the conversation with the doctor, it was decided whether Lu Yuan would lose his memory.

Should he choose to lose his memory?

If you lose your memory.

This woman has been in his life since he was fourteen.

How should we live in the future?

Therefore, Lu Yuan from back then has chosen to temporarily give up amnesia at this moment.

Lu Yuan, lying in bed, suddenly started to have a headache, even though he was acutely aware that the rewind was just a fantasy.

However, this cognitive disconnect and confusion led to physical headaches.

Lu Yuan wailed in agony on his bed.

You Lian could only hold him tightly, tears streaming down her face with heartache.

She is not a crybaby; in fact, resilient people are often not the type to shed tears.

Iron becomes tough because it has been hammered.

Yu Lian's tears had long since dried up under the blows of fate.

Throughout her tumultuous life, she cursed fate countless times.

Until she walked into a village at a turning point in her life.

Two equally dramatic lifelines begin to intersect.

Despite the arrests, hospitalizations, escapes, and court appearances that followed...

This would be a hellish story for an ordinary person, but she never cursed fate again.

She said, "I thank fate for its mercy on me."

Because enjoying happiness was something she had never dared to hope for since birth.

This hopeful life is something she has always dreamed of.

She spoke with all her might, almost straining to say it:

"It's a long way, and it doesn't matter if you get sick. Your sister will definitely give you a good life."

In this cramped rented room, all you can hear outside the window is the sound of traffic.

Because this rental apartment is located on the street, it's cheap.

The two have just been discharged from the hospital.

They didn't have much money, and even when it came to sharing the electricity bill, You Lian told the landlord she would hesitate for a few days.

They couldn't even find jobs because they were two mental patients who had just been discharged from the hospital.

The man in the two men was writhing on the bed with a pained expression.

Clearly, he is not yet fully recovered.

To anyone watching, their lives were already over.

But the woman kept patting his back, saying that everything was alright now.

They said they would soon have their own houses and land, which would be planted with rapeseed flowers.

In autumn, a fragrance will waft into your nostrils.

She told me not to worry, that her sister would take care of me for the rest of my life.

I will go to any lengths to save you, no matter where you are in the world, and I will definitely cure your illness.

She spoke very, very forcefully, whispering in the man's ear.

Even the veins on his slender neck were visible, like a boss making grand promises at an annual party.

But there was not a sound in the room.

The most sincere words are those that cannot be heard.

The unseen heart is the most loyal.