How can one describe Shang Qingya's feelings at this moment?

This story begins on the day Lu Yuan enrolled in school.

When Shang Qingya first received a notification from her advisor that a transfer student who had taken a leave of absence was coming to the class, she was asked to come to the office to organize her file.

She didn't take it seriously.

Until she saw the photo in the file.

All the memories of the past immediately flooded my mind.

When her advisor noticed something was wrong, he asked her what had happened.

She shook her head and said it was nothing, but in her heart she knew: without this person in the photo, she wouldn't have come from Beihai to Nanjiang.

A year ago, in spring just like now, she met Lu Yuan on the rooftop.

After the college entrance examination, he left a farewell letter and then quietly left.

From then on, he seemed to have vanished from the world, and the two never saw each other again.

In order to find him, Shang Qingya applied to a university in Nanjiang.

He hated Lu Yuan's ruthlessness and cruelty, and vowed to find him.

The world is so small that you might meet someone who saves your life just by ordering takeout.

The world is so vast that if you miss it, you may never see it again in this lifetime.

How could she possibly find Lu Yuan in such a vast city as Nanjiang?

So she thought of the Internet, but unfortunately she was just a blank account, and her videos didn't get any views. Moreover, she didn't have any other information besides Lu Yuan's name.

So she tried to have more influence.

So she thought of divination.

When it comes to such mysterious and enigmatic matters, there's an old saying: "If you believe, it exists; if you don't believe, it doesn't."

She was originally a staunch atheist.

But she succeeded in her only divination in her life.

A little girl who uses card drawing as a small prayer ritual and never looks at the cards.

The only time I ever looked at tarot cards in my life was to divine whether I and my sweetheart could be together forever.

The final result is indeed an eternity, but its meaning is: to teach people to respect the fate of all things that will come to an end.

Because the only way to create eternity is to end it.

Everyone who transitions from an atheist to a theist has likely experienced such a "successful" example.

So she started exploring this field and opened a divination account.

She originally just wanted to increase the number of views so that it would be easier to find people.

Unexpectedly, she became famous before anyone else: she gained hundreds of thousands of fans.

Even though they kept asking in the live stream.

She still couldn't find Lu Yuan.

Until Lu Yuan came to her class as a transfer student.

Looking at Lu Yuan's photo, no words could describe her feelings at that moment.

Time is indeed a great healer; as time goes by, new people and things will overshadow the old.

But what if, over a long period of time, you remain the only one in my heart?

That heart became a kimchi jar, hatred served as the base ingredient like cabbage, and countless sleepless nights and tears were the salt.

As time goes by, hatred will continue to ferment in the jar.

At that time, Shang Qingya decided that even if Lu Yuan found her, she would still do so.

She wouldn't respond with a single word.

I will treat you just as cruelly as you treat me.

During evening self-study that day, she waited and waited, but Lu Yuan never came to talk to her.

Instead, Liu Sisi launched an attack on Lu Yuan.

She was sitting in the front row and had long since stopped listening.

But if someone were to step in to save the day at this point, wouldn't that be inconsistent with the concept of "cruelty"?

So she sent a message to her advisor directly during class, intending to have him solve the problem.

But her advisor told her, "Lu Yuan seems to be Sisi's ex-boyfriend; there might be some complicated love-hate relationship between them."

Shang Qingya was stunned by her advisor's response.

What?!

Ex-girlfriend?

What gives Liu Sisi the right to do this?

Now she didn't care about anything else.

After class, he blocked Liu Sisi at the stairwell, loudly condemning her behavior, and then went to the counselor to cause a scene.

There was nothing the counselor could do but dismiss Liu Sisi from her position.

After enjoying herself, Shang Qingya left the counselor's office and realized that something was wrong.

If Lu Yuan finds out about this, what will happen to my "cruel" image?

"I'm the class monitor, so I should stand up for the new students when they're being bullied."

Shang Qingya gave herself a reason, feeling that she hadn't done anything wrong.

Then, in this way, she also helped Lu Yuan apply for a scholarship and top up his meal card.

"The new student comes from a poor family, so he should receive a scholarship. What can I do? I'm the class monitor."

"My new classmate doesn't have any money, so what's wrong with treating him to a meal? It's something I owed him."

The amount of 1,500 has been calculated.

Because when Lu Yuan was lying in the hospital bed, she calculated that his monthly living expenses would be 1,500 yuan.

After doing all this, Shang Qingya felt that she had still maintained her ruthless image.

They managed to maintain their image, though.

Why isn't Lu Yuan talking to me yet?

"Could he not have even noticed me?"

Thinking about this...

Shang Qingya felt she had to get Lu Yuan's attention at least once.

So she came to the cafeteria and walked around Lu Yuan, even standing right next to him.

This time, Lu Yuan will definitely notice her.

She vowed that no matter what Lu Yuan said, she would not respond.

She has to be cruel.

So when she saw Lu Yuan looking at her and standing up.

Her heart was pounding.

The road is long, and another new spring has arrived.

What would be the first thing you say when you meet again?

"I haven't finished eating, so I can't offer you my seat."

Lu Yuan stood up and spoke, his eyes revealing determination, and his expression even showing a hint of ruthlessness.

It's like a ferocious tiger guarding its territory.

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